ASSHOLES!!!!

was feeling so screwed
work suck
ugly Singaporeans
I finish tidying up one place
in less than 5 minutes it will become a royal mess again
fawk!
plus not very myself today
do things that I don do
make mistakes I don make
arrrgggghhhh
then got scolded by this gal at work AGAIN
she’s always extra mean to me
so I kindna got use to it
but don know why today
I cant take it
during dinner break I just felt like crying
like all the stress frustrations and angry forcing their way out my eyes
the past 2 mths is a total pain
at 1st I thot maybe it will be better if I talk to someone
sms a friend
turns out
my life is pathetic!!!
none of my smses were replied
NONE
I don know why but this made me feel even worse
is not like I nvr listen to these ppl
and nvr lend a listening ear to them in their times of need
I did
and lost count of the times
BUT WHAT DO I GET WHEN I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE
all of them disappear from earth
and I seem to be the only one
I can only fawking cry and vend my frustrations
CAN I TALK TO ANYONE!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!
THEY ARE NOT THERE
hypocrites that act as if they care sooooo fawking much abt me
but do they really give a fawking darn
I’m just someone they used
I was so stupid and available for them to pour their emotion to
but when I need them
THEY NOT EVEN FAWKING THERE
just so freaking pissed right now
I listen to these ppl day in day out
and what do I get
do they really care abt me
no one cared when I had to go SGH
no one care when the devils of my past comes back
no one fawking cares how I really feel
all they want is a answer that make them less guilty of not being the GOOD FRIEND
well guess what!!!!!
TAKE THAT FAWKING FAKE GUILT AND FLY A KITE
I don need you
ALL OF YOU