Monday, November 29, 2004

my ears my head my legs

we changed the flooring for our rooms today
3 rooms
have to move everything out
our
bed tables blah
made a total mess
all our things are just
EVERYWHERE
plus my sisters are NOT at home
so i have to pack
the whole house was
dirty noisy dusty
I HATE DIRT
DUST MAKES ME SNEEZE
AND LOUD NOISES GIVES ME HEADACHE
AND EARACHE
my sister were not there to witness all these
began complaining once they reach home
FAWK IT
the floor was soooooo dirty
they were cutting/sawing the wood flooring in the house
the saw dust is ALL over the place
have to clean like heck after they left
yet my sister COMPLAIN
she didnt have to do ANYTHING
arrrgggghhhhh
so tired rite now
gonna watch
sex and the city
then sleep
wait till midnite wish zann HAPPY BIRTHDAY
wheeeeeeee

Sunday, November 28, 2004

my jb trip~~~

went to jb for 2 days
fun
truly shows
HOW MUCH I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE
anyway
i got VCDS / DVDS
wheeeee
finally own
sex and the city season 6
YES!!!!
love it!!!
watch shutter
not bad
not that scary
5/10
bride and prejudice
very funny
7/10
abnormal beauty
SUCK!!!
-10000000/10
this story line is OK
but the way it was film TOTALLY SUCK
wat is wrong with the pang brothers
they were GREAT
filmimg the eye and all
but this really x 10000000000
SUCK
the movie was draggy
very slow
and the whole filming was a MESS
some scenes just leave you thinking
WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT ABOUT
the ending was like huh???
overall a TOTAL disappointment
i SHOULD have gotten three instead
at least i know is scary
stupid uncle at the vcd shop told me he nearly peel on his pants when he watch it
like DUH
goshers
i still have afew
movies not watch will be watching them soon after i study of course
exams in a week
waoh
time passes fast
dhars is in nz now
haha
yap
back to my trip we had a party on sat nite
my cousin's birthday
haha
saw this really cute guy
BUT
total BAD dress sense
so bad
bai ling (that chinese gal in hollywood with really bad dress sense) looks like a TOTAL diva standing nice to him
really
told me cous abt it
she thinks his friend is cuter
they're about the same
but the friend has better dress sense
hahaha
eeeewwwww
i killed a bug
with my hands
eeeewwwwww
wat was i thinking have to wash my hand over and over and over now
aarrggghhhh

Friday, November 26, 2004

RuMoRs

Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop
moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[BRIDGE:]

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

[CHORUS:]

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floo
rAnd throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me'
Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

[BRIDGE:]

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

[CHORUS:]

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followedI'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live
Take this for just what it is

[CHORUS:]

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me liveI
'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

my 1 mth holi

woo hoooo the 1 mth deferment thing is great!!!
haha
gave my self more time to study
didnt really put my heart and soul into my studies this sem
which is really bad
i don wanna retake again
my job at kino is going well
getting the hang of everything
haha
changing to weekend next mth
cant wait...
went out for dinner on wed with my cousin i haven seen for two years
total word count:2
bye bye
total weird uncomfy look between us: i lost count after 12
all i can said is theres no hope
we nvr seem to see eye to eye
y bother pretending we're one big happy family
when we're not
more like one BIG disfuntional family...
anyway don think will meet them again anytime soon
which is a good thing
cant stand cold
haha
"'-_-

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

the voice within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fal
lYoung girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall