平常心
作詞：小寒　作曲：林倛玉　編曲：吳慶隆

街道靜得刺耳　夜被路燈染色
趁感傷醒來前　先上車　不會不捨
承認我是弱者　不敢再對愛假設
我真的累得　不想再拉扯

＊我尋找的平靜　是我將來看電影
　帶著一顆平常心　不必為誰心碎閉上眼睛
　我需要的平靜　是敢回頭看曾經
　那些為愛患得患失的情景
　我選擇忘記

我不懂得取捨　才讓心痛堆著
找得到前些年的快樂　只是偶爾
回憶是個誘餌　是來叫我回去的
要傷能癒合　我非走不可

song by ah mei

really like it

kinda explains my feeling at the mo

I FINISH MY ASSIGNMENTS

wheeeeeeee

is 2 am

me go slp

nite

my song to u

我要快樂
作詞：鄔裕康　作曲：林倛玉　編曲：吳慶隆

又被愛傷了一遍　無所謂　當作成長
剛剛走開的人　煙還點著　味道卻淡了

＃我並不是天生愛寂寞　卻比任何人都多
　就算把世界給我　我還是一無所有

＊我要快樂　我要能睡得安穩
　有些人　不抱了才溫暖　離開了才不恨　我早應該割捨
　我要快樂　哪怕笑得再大聲
　心不是熱的　全都是假的　只有眼淚是真的

把從前想了一遍　謝謝了　傷我的人
想做樂觀的人　每種雨聲　聽了都不冷

Repeat ＃．＊．＊

我的決定　是對的

song that i'm in love with at the mo
kiss goodye by lee hom

Baby不要再哭泣
Baby Dont cry anymore

这一幕多么熟悉
This is too familiar

紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
holding each others hands,can’t bear to be apart

每一次想开口
Everytime I try to speak

但不如保持安静
But maybe I should just stay silent

给我一分钟专心
Give me a moment to concentrate

好好欣赏你的美
To appreciate your beauty

幸福搭配悲伤
Happiness matches sorrow

痛是在我心交叉
Overlapping in my heart

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
The tears held back cant test our love

付出的爱收不回
Love that has been given cant be returned

还欠你的我不能给
And I cant give what I owe you

别把我心也带走 去跟随~
Dont take my heart away too Following you~

每一次和你分开
the times I have to be apart from you

深深的被你打败
Deeply defeated by you

每一次放弃你的温柔
the times I have to give up on your gentleness

痛苦 难以释怀
I suffer really really badly

每一次和你分开
the times I have to be apart from you

每一次kiss you Goodbye
the time I kiss you goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
I can finally understand whats love

i'm tired
sick
tired
confused
angry
VERY angry
y do u have to start it all over again
is so fake
how u pretend nothing happen
so fake
when u pretend u care
but then throw us into this shit u created
get us to lie
to clean up after u
so so so fake
i can see the real u now
is all so clear
wolf wearing sheep's clothing
devil pretend to be the lovely angel
i can see it all now
don mess with me
don mess with my friends
get any of my friends to lie and clean up after u again
i'll get even
and is gonna be 10 times worse

Haven blog in a long time

Hows life

Work’s pretty good

Relax actually

Spend most of my time reading

But being in the front line meant u have to face a lot of ppl complains

Repeat the same thing over and over agin

Miss my libidos

All of them working now

Mel army air force WOO HOO

Bea in msia

And she came back the other day with friends

Went to pick them up at the train station

Send them to the hotel which I book

Hope u babes like it

Prem and mindy r real funy

Had a great time with them

But now I have eye bags to match chichi or ningning

Or whatever china calls their panda bears

I need SLEEP

i might be going to kl this holi

FINGERS CROSS PRAY

And oh ya according to bea

My green man worked

Wat goes around comes around wat goes up must come down

Tee he he

Oh well

Wat else do I need

Oh ya

A man

Haha

Had a connection few days agao

U know THE connection

When 2 ppl are in a room

In this case train

And their eyes meet

The instant time stop the eyes soul connects

YES

THE CONNECTION

But I chicken out

Now I’m hitting myself on the head

HARD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Poodee