had a GREAT xmas
really had fun with my libbies
no pics but is ok...
pics of my pressies!!!
which i love love LOVE
1st

JA'S...
LOVE THIS BAG
is growin on me...


next NITZ
frm egypt....
MUAHAHAHAHA



ANNNNNDDDD frm mel
face shop set...
use the honey mustard mask already
is really good




and lastly

just got jer's present today
and wow i was really surprised
and i really like them





i think all of us were really surprised by jer's presents...
but in a happy way yeah...
:P

merry xmas y'allll
so excited...
hehehehe
this the eve of xmas eve
hahahaha
bringin me poochie for a haircut tml morn
then meetin with me fammmm
THEN
the highlight
with me libbbieeessss
hope u all like the presents i got u
i admit i overspend...
by quite alot....
oopppz
is ok is ok
i dont expect the same i just like spending on my darlz
my loveli libidos...
anyway
I CANT WAIT

this is funny...

new 12 days of xmas

hahahahahha

:P

Kelly must be crying now… leona’s A moment like this…

I will always love u…

LOVE THIS LOVE THIS LOVE THIS

All by myself…

LEONA WON X FACTOR!!!

like any1 is surprised...

she's amazing...

go u tube and watch her performance...

the video on top is justin's saturday night live performance

me fav song what goes around comes around...

五月天 Mayday's new album!!!
i want it want it want it!!!
but is not out yet...
and they're having a concert!!!
i sooooo wanna go!!!!

OMG QAF season 5 is sooooooo nice!!!!
BRIAN IS HOT HOT HOT
the body oh my oh my oh my
GAWD
had a really bad day today
BUT


THIS MADE ME HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
and to make me happy happy happy HAPPY
here's a pic of brian in the shower with justin
hahahahahahaha

ALL I WANT FOR X'MAS ISSSSS YOUUUU

and u

and u

annnnd u

OMG

mi fav song

LOVESSSS

why i LOVE grey's anatomy
just watch the latest esp...
love this...
totally how i feel
and sums up wat i wanna say

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING

not that i'm ashamed of our locall talents aka sg idol and superstar

BUT SERIOUSLY

leona lewis is sick

she got tonsillitis this week

AND SHE SOUNDS LIKE THIS

she cant even speak

but when she sings

she sang better than all our idols when they're well

she's sick and she sang whitney

our idols cant even reach that note!!!

seriously idols and superstars

BUCK UP!!!

was watching a lil bit of superstars last week

nearly DIED

so i decided i should listen and watch leona's performance from the beginning again

so i can forget that traumatizing performance of our local superstars

BRRRRRHHHHHH

still scare me

wats more scary

the judges thinks the superstar that i was watching

they think she's got a great voice

I WANTED TO HANG MYSELF

i should send them a clip of leona lewis...

To my dearest libs friends and fam

Imagine this:

You're on an airplane, sleeping with your head against the window, your heart set on being home this time three hours from now.

All of a sudden, something goes very wrong.

The plane stops moving across the air and instead starts falling through it. The lights are flickering and the movie is skipping. The plane dips hundreds of feet in seconds, and the yellow cups fall from the ceiling. They're a brighter shade of yellow than you remember, because unlike the demonstration, these cups have never been handled before.

"Flight attendants take your seats now", you hear, the pilot's voice trembling over a cacophony of alert tones. You get that smell in the bridge of your nose like you've just been hit with a football.

That's what the fear smells like.

The plane is going down.

Four more drastic drops in under a minute.

People are crying.

For all the folklore about how your life flashes before your eyes, you're remarkably fixed on one vision - your parents.

They're sleeping at this very moment, in a bedroom so quiet they can hear the clock in the kitchen.

And you can see them, clear as can be.

You wish you could see a playground or a first kiss, but all you can see is your parents sleeping.

Huh.

Well, that's that.

Several long minutes go by.

Then, all at once, the lights come back on and the plane somehow rights itself.

Some people cheer, but most people cry harder.

The plane lands about an hour later, and as soon as you feel that touch down

"hell, even when you were within 50 feet of the ground and could still technically survive a fall"

you realize that however you brokered the deal between you and God worked

you've just been granted life in overtime.

Here's the question:

what do you change?

Whom do you call that you haven't spoken to in years?

Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease?

What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book?

What can't you be bothered with anymore?

What's the new you like?

Think about that, and then ask one more question.

Why not just change it all right now?

是否 有過無力的躺在沙發上 伸手嘗試者掌控所有的所有
想像穿透了自己、任何阻礙 剩至 穿透了天空 最後到了宇宙
去體驗 把愛放進宇宙中 享受那無限，無法衡量的領域
雙手彷彿被吸引住 不停的延伸 而睜開雙眼看到的是
滿天的星雲 無限的驚奇

忽然剎那一陣烏黑 籠罩者我的雙眼 失去知覺 一切回到了 無 悄悄進入了黑暗中 慢慢的被咀嚼被消滅 你不會有感覺 將不自覺的 形成了 變成了 另一個 "陷阱"。


懷抱者純真的愛 期待的進入這個宇宙
發現這個宇宙好大 大到無法控制 逐漸慢慢的被引響
這個宇宙 太多好玩 太多誘惑 但是小心
小心 只要沒個注意就會掉進那無邊無盡的 黑暗陷阱
慢慢的你會變的跟它一樣 繼續的等待
下一個獵物 進入 再狠狠的 消 滅
最後宇宙再也沒有純真的愛
慢慢的腐敗 碰到事情就逃避

his royal HOTNESS

she is AMAZING

leona lewis from the x factor

gosh her voice is like wow!!!

better than all the american idols

i don even wanna talk abt spore idols k

HA

laughing stock...

found it... hehehehe

吳克群-殘廢

＊愛裡行動不便
　追不上妳的美
　腳步再快 跟不上妳的嘴
　分開我騙了誰
　想擦掉妳的臉
　擦不掉痛卻更明顯
　妳說妳要的世界 在很遠
　我不了解
　分手就分手 別把話 說的太美

＃我像個殘廢 飛不出妳的世界
　借不到一點安慰
　為什麼妳拼命後退
　退到了邊界
　結果我沒了知覺 就連痛都嫌浪費

　在愛裡殘廢
　非弄得傷痕累累
　累到我無力再追
　最怕妳突然要挽回

　回到了原點 原點卻又像終點
　然後 多痛一遍

　我像個殘廢 再愛裡殘廢

love this song but cant find the lyrics
oh well
hahaha
cont with my job hunt...
cheerios...
:P

life is beautiful
we live until we die

when you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile
let them see you smile
and do i hold you too tightly
when will the hurt kick in

life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles

your life is beautiful
our hearts they beat and break
when you run away from harm
will you run back into my arms
like you did when you were young
will you come back to me
and i will hold you tightly
when the hurting kicks in

life is beautiful
but it's complicated
we barely make it
we don't need to understand
there are miracles
miracles

stand where you are
we let all these moments pass us by

it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give

this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give

it's amazing where i'm standing
there's a lot left we can give

this is ours just for a moment
there's a lot left we can give

"Smile"

When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door, what cha do that for (what cha do that for)
When you first left me I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalala

At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

"These Walls"

I can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And I can't figure out
How the hell I wound up here
Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now I'm drowning in my fears
And as I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one

[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things that I really want
You had me too afraid to ask
And as I look ahead of me
I try and pray for sanity

[chorus]

These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
And now I guess I gotta let them down

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before

I got to break out...
I got to break out...
I got to step outside these walls
Love outside these walls
I feel my heart breaking
But its a brand new day
I'm going down
I'm stepping out
I'm stepping outside
These walls
(I've seen it done before.. I'm walking on, I'll walk it off, oh I'm moving on)

my fav fav fav song of all time
i love mayday
suddenly i just felt i cant be happy
put vanness in front of me
and i still cant be happy
the bbq went ok
was a lil upset
but then i'm always upset when things i plan don go my way
i'm a brat i know it
there are so many conflicting feelings inside of me now
i feel like i'm gonna break soon
maybe is true that i don tell ppl how i feel...
true
but understand
just because i don cry in front of ya
that don mean i don cry at all
i can be understanding
but pls don go overboard.
don think that i'm always here
don
cause i think
i'm gonna disappear
be alone
like i always am
i have to reach out
ya
but sometimes i need someone to give me their hand
cause
i'm too proud
too tired
too bruised
to reach out...
ya donno wat i'm thinkin
true
but will it kill
to just msg...
just 1 msg
1 tag
i'm trying to surround myself will pillows
cause i feel like i'm gonna fall soon
yet i feel thats not enough
so so tired
sosososo bruised
damaged
dark and twisty

知足
(Contented)

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
(How to own a rainbow)
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
(How to embrace the summer breeze)
天上的星星 笑地上的人
(The stars in the sky are laughing at the people on the ground)
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够
(That they always can't understand, always not contended)

如果我爱上 你的笑容
(If I love your smile)
要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
(How do I keep it / How do I own it?)
如果你快乐 不是为我
(If you're happy not because of me)
会不会放手 其实才是拥有
(Will it be that letting go is actually possessing?)

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
(When the wind blows, The kite fly up the sky)
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
(I pray for you, wish for you, I'm touched for you)
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
(Finally your silhoutte disappears in the crowd)
才发现 笑着哭 最痛
(I realize crying with a smile is the most painful)

那天你和我 那个山丘
(That day, you and me / That little hill)
那样的唱着 那一年的歌
(We were singing that old song)
那样的回忆 那么足够
(That kind of memory is enough for me)
足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞
(Enough for me to enjoy the loneliness everyday)

一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
(When the wind blows, The kite fly up the sky)
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
(I pray for you, wish for you, I'm touched for you)
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头
(Finally your silhoutte disappears in the crowd)
才发现 笑着哭 最痛
(I realize crying with a smile is the most painful)

如果我爱上 你的笑容
(If I love your smile)
要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
(How do I keep it / How do I own it?)
如果你快乐 不是为我
(If you're happy not because of me)
会不会放手 其实才是拥有
(Will it be that letting go is actually possessing?)

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
(The happiness of being contended has helped me bear the pain)

wow
i haven blogged for a long long time
too busy i guess
life's kinda weird
the way things works out
like
my job my family
all this stuff was really getting to my head
like my future blahblahblah
if i'm even going to cont studying and if we can afford it
then
something happens again
i'm gonna get the chance to travel and work at the same time
the travelling part might come alil later
but still
i always wanted to be a tour guide
hahahahahahahahaha
sure i'm upset abt it
not sturdying i mean
but i cant be selfish
just hope that my fam actually realize this.
really like my job now
got to know lots of ppl
friends even.
miss the libs
COW CALL ME NOW I'M WORRIED
BEA SMS ME I LOST UR NUMBER (long story)
the other 3 normal ppl mel ja and jer...
pls org a meet up or something cause when i plan u all are not free
SOOOOO
u plan....
the 2 songs
the kill frm 30 seconds to mars
breathe by anna nalick
love them
cant really say thats how i feel at the mo
but breathe is like my way of livin now
....
wait
i cant breathe
cause the fuckin haze is killin me
thank u indo
for your lovely present...
ekkkkkkk
my eyes hurt...
cant breathe....

"Breathe (2 AM)"

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

"The Kill"
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

wolf guy got a name Oliver Goodwill
muahahaha
he's HOT

evanescence's new song
call me when you're sober
really nice and the guy's real hot hahahaha
had a great birthday
thank u libs and all my dearies
exp my fam
hmmm
no big celebration
but it went well
i should have known
hahaha
expect nothing
and they will surprise you

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Should I let you fall
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over

How could I have burned paradise
How could I - you were never mine!

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

new moto
if u have nothing gd to say DON SPEAK
wat else is new
I GOT A NEW JOB
GO SHORTY GO SHORTY GOGOGO SHORTY
back at CPF
better that !#$%%% place
with that !!!!####%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% chee wei
andandand
most impt

I SAW THE FACE OF GOD
but i donno his name
WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
all i know is he study in our sch
WAAAAAAAAA
and in not local
no local can look like that

AND

i decided
I HAD ENOUGH OF DATES
the flirting
the hunt
the breakups
the next guy i truly go out with
is the person i will spend the rest of my life with
in other words
i'll go into a relantionship
with marriage in mind
yupz
nvr thot i'll say this but yeah
u might say
but that will freak a guy out
u see this is wat i believe
i'm not gonna tell him on the 1st date
i'm not gonna plan the wedding name our kids
i'm gonna take it easy
and if he feels i'm not his marrying type
BYEBYE
i outta there
no tears
till i find the one

now for some psyco rantings

I WANT THAT GUY
gosh he's so CUTE
AND HOT
we'll have wonderful babies
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

KOOKOO

Fools Like Me"

Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never show

You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over

I'm right back where I started
(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted

[Chorus]
But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it
Feet are where I landed
At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)
[Chorus]

Fools like me
Fools like me

I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing
Or just the sweetest kind of dream
But love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools like me

HIS ROYAL HOTNESS

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales
that fantasy of what your life would be white dress prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith
Santa Claus
the Tooth Fairy
Prince Charming
they were so close you could taste them
but eventually you grow up
one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust
But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope
of faith
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing
It turns up when you don't really expect it
It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed
The castle
well
it may not be a castle
And it's not so important happy ever after
just that its happy right now
See once in a while
once in a blue moon
people will surprise you
and once in a while people may even take your breath away

I know it's not perfect, but it's life. Life is messy sometimes

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass
And when the dam bursts
all you can do is swim
The world of pretend is a cage
not a cocoon
We deny that we're tired
we deny that we're scared
we deny how badly we want to succeed
And most importantly
we deny that we're in denial
We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe
and it works
We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth
We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth right in front of our faces
We can only lie to ourselves for so long

We are tired

we are scared

denying it doesn't change the truth

Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world

Head on guns blazing

De Nile

It's not just a river in Egypt

it's a freakin' ocean

Communication

It's the first thing we really learn in life

Funny thing is

once we grow up

learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say

Or how to ask for what we really need

How do you know when how much is too much?

Too much too soon

Too much information

Too much fun

Too much love

Too much to ask

And when is it all just too much to bear?

At the end of the day

there are some things you just can't help but talk about

Some things we just don't want to hear

and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer

Some things are more than what you say

they're what you do

Some things you say cause there's no other choice

Some things you keep to yourself

And not too often

but every now and then

some things simply speak for themselves

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy

Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy

Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is

Appreciating small victories

Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human

Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know

And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know

At the end of the day

the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate

"You Oughta Know"

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her

Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

When it doesn't rain it snores
Yeah the cookie crumbles but in who's hand?
All things said and all things done
Life is short

Oh I am young but I have aged
Waited long to seize the day
All things said and plenty done...life's too short

Ooooh could this be....
Ooooh could this be the day I've waited for?

Another door to peek in through
The floor is filthy
But the couch is clean
At the end of the day
That's another day gone
Life is short....Ooo life is short

Ooooh
Could this be....
Ooooh
Could this be the day I've waited for?

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba...

Oh I am young but I have aged
Waited long to seize the day
All things said and plenty done
Oh I am young but I have a past
Travelled far to find the start
Yes I am scared and I've been burnt
But life is short

Ooooh
Could this be...
Ooooh
Could this be the day I've waited for?

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba...

yes i've been ranting
yes i'm pissed off
very pissed actually
sick and tired of chasing after ppl
both at work and out
cleaning after ppl
getting answers out of them is like pulling their teeth out
just tired
of the word friends
wat does it mean
they call me in their time of need
i worry for them stood by them
sure
u might say
hmm u shouldnt think abt ppl payin u back
i'm not asking for a present
not askin for money
not asking for gold or diamonds
just asking for a friend to care
to ask
r u alright
wats wrong
but that nvr came
my so called friends nvr called
nvr ask
even when i reach out for them
they were too busy
to bother to care
in wat i considered my darkest and most emotional time in recent years
those friends nvr came
oh how the great has fallen
i tried to tell myself i don need any of these so called freinds
but i cant help by feel disappointed
at all of them
disappointed
really
maybe thats y they always say friendships cant last forever
new ppl r coming into my life
they helped me throu all
maybe is because we're busy
thats y we stop caring
our own problems
seriously
SERIOUSLY
i don care now
don care abt exams
don even think i'm going for it
don have candies because of my unrealistic expectations
HAHA
i guess is just too much to even depend on someone to get that job done
don care abt health
yes i like eating
and i don give a shit if u think i'm fat
don care abt work
and wat fuckin chee fuckin wei fucking thinks
and abt gossip backstabbin
i cant help but worry abt my family
my school
future
i do care abt those 3
but the others
seriously
FUCK THEM ALL