Saturday, December 31, 2005
hahaha
i'm supose to finish this post on the 31st
but then i went out
things i have to do 1 after another
so i delay this till now
and is time for me to do my end of yr thanks and BURN list
FINALLY
went kbox
thanks ja for acc-ing me
i know i cant sing for NUTS
but i still like too
sorry if i torture u ya
the past wk have been a busy one for me
went to settle some stuff
talk over problems that have been going on the past 10 yrs
in someway or another
i found peace over the week
the 24 hr flight over i couldnt slp cause i wanted answers
i list a whole lot of qns
the 2o hr flight back
i slept knowing that if i die now
i have all the answers i ever need
and that is perhaps enough for me
the past yrs have been
well for the lack of a better word
DRAMA-MAMA-MATIC
same as the last
friends come and go
but this yr
i'm really glad i found
in the mist of losses
i found a grp that truely belong
my libidos
frm the little weird far fetched idea
(u can tell by the name)
came the bestest(i know is not a word) best best
friends i ever had
they were there for me this yr
with me during my break ups(which i nvr told them)
but still with me
bea,
my atm my i'm-bored-i-wanna-do-something-do-it-with-me
just realise most of my outings i went with u
most of the movies i watch this yr is with u
when i broke up i told u 1st
both of us have the same toothfy lil problem
thankz for making mybday this yr not as bad as the past
pretty happy with my bday this yr
hahahahahhaha
thankz for acc-ing me to bangkok
our shopping trips
wheeeee
pray for me that i find a job and save enough moola
so we can go again b4 u go aus
cow,
looking at u make me love my family more
JOKING JOKING
hehehehe
thankz for your pep talk
abt my butt
and ur i'm-so-fat
making me feel fatter
STOP DOING THAT
u're thin like hell already
any thinner i cant see u anymore
thankz for makein my bday a blast too
for ur letters
hahaha
i can totally feel ya lov
hehehehehe
now heres mine
thankz for being there for me when i'm feelin shitty
by telling me ur shit and both of us comparing how shitty it is for us now
thankz for "missing" me when u'm gone
i still cant believe u guys nvr knew i was missing till the 4th day
man
i hope i nvr die alone at home cuase by the time u guys notice i was gone i rot till nobody's business already
hahaha
ja,
my triplet
the sane one
thankz for being by my side throu it all
the yr has been a sad one for u
full of changes
but some changes r good
u need to move on
don go back
don repeat the same mistakes
remember the pain that has been caused and don go back
a fool is someone who forgives and forget
nvr forget
never
mel,
u seem to have this smoothing effect on ppl
calms ppl down
haha
don really get to see u alot
since u're in the air force now
hahahahahahahahha
but still have to say thankz to u
when all the emotions are going hay wired insude me
u will give me 1 of ur "talks"
don know why
but after it i seem to be able to control myself better
unless is with jeremy then i'll nvr be able to do it
haha
just call me if u have any problems ya
might not be the best problem selver
but my ears r all urs
jer,
u in the other hand
is the person i worry abt most in libidos
insensitive to the point of rude
think that u know alot abt woman to the point of naive
u tend to talk b4 u think
and that hurts
so i tend to insult u b4 u can insult me
but then
u need to understand something
u need to grow up
to stop thinking that every1 have to cater to ur emotional needs
there will be days when we're not in a good mood
u have to right to feel bad
but wat u do not have is the rite to make others feel bad
by showing ur moody unhappy restlessness to everyone
puts us in a bad mood too
just remember
a person who wears their emotions proudly is no one but a fool
when i say ups and downs
i really meant it
family wise
will
the only good thing that came out of it is the fact that she is in aust
I'M FREE OF INSULTS
haha
but this yr i also realise something
when god gave me her as a cous
he also gave me a gift
which i train extra hard in 2005
and i learn to embrace my sarcasm
haha
well
2005 have been ok yr
is over
and i'll like to put it behind me
byebye
Sunday, December 25, 2005
All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
This early mornin'
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
I...
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now
They don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say...
Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
I'm leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
Happy Xmas
so long and good nite
Sunday, December 18, 2005
if u r too go to this site
AND here is a list of ways to annoy ppl
I MIGHT USE THEM ON U hehehehehhehehehehehe
for more
Go to a shoe store and try on every shoe, then say that you aren't interested in buying shoes and leave.
Go to McDonalds and ask for a BK Whopper.
Go up the down escalator.
Go up to a someone and say, "Are you annoyed by irrelevant questions?" And then walk away very quickly.
Grin so wide it hurts your cheeks at every salesperson in town.
Hang around national monuments all day, trying to get in other people's vacation photos. Afterwards, give them your address and ask them to send you a print when they get them developed.
Inform others that they exist only in your imagination.
Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeeep Bip...
Mow your lawn with scissors.
Name your dog "Dog."
On the public bus, keep asking the driver nervously, "are we there yet?"
Outloud say "What?" and then answer "Never mind. It's gone now."
Poke anyone near you and say, "stop violating my personal space."
Pretend you are invisible.
Pretend you have gone completely deaf.
Sample every flavor of ice cream and tell the clerk what you don't like about each one.
Say to people, "Did you wear deodorant today?"
Speak so quietly that people always have to get you to repeat it.
Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
Spend all day at a fast food restaurant and see how long it takes before you have to pay for your "free" refills.
Stare at people for about five minutes, making sure they know you're staring at them. Then, slowly sneak up to them while humming the
Surprise old friend's by visiting them at
Walk up to random people and ask them, very seriously, "Do you know the muffin man?"
Walk up to random strangers insisting you are family.
Walk up to someone eating. Lean over and stare at them intently until they notice. Continue to do so until they ask what you're doing. Reply, "I've been watching you eat for the last 30 seconds.. You're weird!" Leave the restaurant.
Walk very slowly, and make sure nobody can get past you, move in front of them when the try.
Wander around a restaurant, asking other diners for their parsley.
When at an ATM, try to have a conversation with it, or pretend it stole your card. (This works best if there's a line.)
Whenever somebody says something, ask what the simplest word they said means. When they explain, ask what the simplest word in their explanation means. Repeat this for the entire conversation.
Whenever someone finishes a sentence say, "And then what happened?"
Whenever someone lights a cigarette, tackle the person and yell "Stop, drop, and roll!"
While going down in an elevator scream, "AAAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!! WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!" for no apparent reason.
Ask people to prove everything they say. (e.g. "I'm Bob, nice to meet you..." "PROVE IT!")
Ask people what gender they are.
Ask the waitress for an extra seat for your "imaginary friend."
Ask your co-workers mysterious questions and then scribble their answers in a notebook. Mutter something about "psychological profiles."
At a golf tournament, chant "swing-batabatabata-suhWING-batter!"
At a restaurant, repeatedly send your food back for changes and after awhile insist that, "This isn't what I ordered!"
At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
Call someone and ask for someone that you know is not there then hang up. Call again about a half hour latter and ask for the same person then hang up again. Wait another half hour and call again and ask for that person again and then hang up again and wait a hour and call the same number and say that you are the person that you have been calling for and ask if you had any messages.
Call the operator. When asked, "Can I help you?" reply, "No thanks, just browsing."
Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace."
Decline to be seated at a restaurant and simply eat their complimentary mints at the cash register.
Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
Do not add any inflection to the end of your sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that you'll be saying more any moment.
Saturday, December 17, 2005




muahahahaha
me watching this new show
惡作劇之吻
It started with a kiss
SUPER NICE LO
really funny
joe's super CUTE
love him love him love him
http://www.joesfamily.com.tw/
Friday, December 16, 2005

FINALLY
watched perhaps love
I CAN DIE IN PEACE NOW
haha
is a great movie
one of the song is stuck in my head 4ever
really sweet movie
at first i thit it took place in the 70s
looking at the previews and all
but is not
is the present
just that takeshi and and felmale lead zhou xun as sun na are actors
hired to act in a musical movie that took place in the 70s
thats why there's all that singing
but the story line of the movie that they're playing
is very much like wats is happening in real life
the movie is abt a pair of childhood sweethearts
broken up
the gal lost her memory
a circus master took her in gave her another memory
and they fell in love
when the real bf found her
she's happy in the circus in love with the circus master
but then slowly accepting the fact that she forgotten him
as she rised to flame
and in real life the actress sun na is also the same
she and takeshi was in love
until she left him for a director so she can have a role in his film
heartbroken takeshi left china and went back to hk
but in a twist of fate takeshi became an actor too
returns to china 10 years later
to act in the movie
directed by jackie
sun na's current bf
is a really good movie
takeshi is a GREAT actor
that scene where he cried in the swimming pool
under the water
was beautiful
nvr known crying under water had that effect
and takeshi is a hottie
only he can wear that huge nerdy glasses
and still look gorgeous
heard this mayday song just now
i'm in love with it
and to that "lovely cous"of mine
chinese bands DO NOT SUCK
they make good music too
sure theres no solos
THATS BECAUSE U NVR WATCH MAYDAY PERFORM
they have solos mind u!!!!
and i'll like to put it to EVERY OR ANYONE
with the chinese music suck thingy in their narrow little minds
they don
in a way i'm sick of listening to english bands
singers singing abt the same DAMN thing over and over again
ya there r good ones
i admit
good lyrics
but damn sometimes is just boring
so boring that i cant tell them apart
lyrics nothing special
i'm not saying that chinese music they don do that they do
but there are some good one out ther too
jay mayday ahmei
just because u don like 1 singer u cant slam everyone
and tell chinese music to burn
most of the songs in my mp3
chinese songs
that don mean anything
chinese lyrics happen to touch me more
english music however is more creative
pros and cons
so listen to my cous go on and on abt how chinese music sucks
and his band is going blah
sitting at that table
i felt like rolling my eyes over and over again
until they roll off to the next table
anyways is a good thing i only see them once in a blue moon
for my fav song at the moment
mayday a song call content
怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
how do u own a rainbow
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
how do u hug spring’s wind
天上的星星 笑地上的人
stars from the sky smile down at the ppl below
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够
but they will nvr know how it feels to nvr have enough
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
if I fell in love with ur smile how do I save it how do I own it
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
if u’re happy but is not because of me do I let go? Perhaps that’s owning
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
when the wind blows and the kite flies up
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
for u I pray I wish I feel
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
when you finally disappear in the crowds I found out that laughing as I cry hurts the most
那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
that day u and me at that hill singing that song
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞
that kind of memory is enough already enough for me as I face loneliness everyday
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
when the wind blows and the kite flies up
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
for u I pray I wish I feel
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
when you finally disappear in the crowds I found out that laughing as I cry hurts the most
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
if I fell in love with ur smile how do I save it how do I own it
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
if u’re happy but is not because of me do I let go? Perhaps that’s owning
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
contented happiness asked me to bear with the heartache
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
contented happiness asked me to bear with the heartache
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Monday, December 05, 2005
am gonna fail econs becasue of that
and i don wanna talk abt it
it still hurts btw
i have no idea how but it does
maybe is stomach uclers
i've heard that stress and anger makes them worse
which is how i'm feeling now
since this morning i was getting better
but when i reach home
IS WORSE
well well well
wat do u know
anyway
i don wanna care
sorry cow
don know whether i can make it tml
with my freakin gastric and not yet confirmed stomach uclers
sorry
am gonna fail econs becasue of that
and i don wanna talk abt it
it still hurts btw
i have no idea how but it does
maybe is stomach uclers
i've heard that stress and anger makes them worse
which is how i'm feeling now
since this morning i was getting better
but when i reach home
IS WORSE
well well well
wat do u know
anyway
i don wanna care
sorry cow
don know whether i can make it tml
with my freakin gastric and not yet confirmed stomach uclers
sorry
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
and this is where i vent
so to the ppl who r offended by the msn post
i'm sorry
this is how i vent
like u all writing it on ur msn nick
i blog
thats the way it is
no politics
no hurtin
no bitch
i've nvr since my 1st breakup tell ppl to take sides
politics only happens when ppl do just tat
i understand and i did make the rule
the person who cries 1st wins
the person who complains 1st wins
the person who vent and blame the other party wins
in all cases i lost
cause other ppl r faster
i just chose to think alone
however misunderstood
however slamed
however backlash
i took it headon
forgive and forget
but understand this
everyone bitch
everyone vent
i choose to be cynical
sarcastic
and i mock
to perharps cover my insecurities
weaknesses
i can be down rite depressing if i want to
i can tell all of u every single problems i have
i don have to be cynical
i can be depressing
i can be happy go lucky
but then
i'm back to being lost
if i don like u
u'll know
if i don like something
u'll know
thats the way i am
i don play politics
i don tell everyone how sad my life is
i only tell ppl i trust
yes i'm pissed with the world
wishing that i will just die
that my past demons don come to me
but i cant
i chose to cover it
if u all r not happy
so be it
i don care anymore
Friday, November 25, 2005
i'm in a gossip kinda mood
and i have to say this
nick lachey and jessica simpson simpson split up
yupz
is confirmed
wow
i mean it will mean A HELL LOT to me if i'm still 15
and 98 degrees are still hot
i used to LOVE nick lachey
and cussed the daylights off when i knew he got married
but then it was short lived
as i found vanness
the ever so hot no gf or wife vanness
hehe
oh wellz
need to catch some Zs
so long and good nite
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
why in the freaking world do i go on msn in the first place is beyond me
suddenly feel like dementors are around me
now i know how harry potter feels
like i can nvr be happy again
yupz
i do wish i can be like harry potter
know magic
attend wizard sch
study defence against the dark arts instead of ECONS
learn how to hex ppl
i know who's at the top of my list
oh well there's only 1 person anyway
not much of a list
i need to change my blog skin
kinda bored with this already
haha
oh well
choc helps after dementors attacks
gonna have some now
since MSN= dementors
msn
i'm gonna solved it for ya
ppl who i wanna talk to r overseas rite now
and cant come on msn
and when i go on msn
this is wat happen
me: man i.m happy i wanna make myself happy lets go msn and talk to my friends
go on msn as <%*CaThY*%>: "(some funny intersting quotes)"
on msn look at my friends nicks
i'm depressed
i miss her
she don love me
i wanna die
drown me
kill me
hell is here
sad sad sad
ETC
me: man now i'm not happy anymore
HELLO PEOPLE
HOW IN THE FUCKING WORLD CAN I TALK TO U GUYS THIS WAY
IS LIFE REALLY THAT BAD
THAT YOU HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT U'RE UPSET
THAT EVERYTIME I GO ONLINE
I SEE HOW DEPRESSING LIFE IS
IS IT REALLY THAT BAD
OR ARE YOU ALL JUST DRAMA MAMAS AND PAPAS
HAVE TO TELL EVERYONE KNOW THAT UR LIFE IS SO BAD THAT U WANNA DIE
OFTEN LIFE IS BAD BECAUSE OF BFS GFS AND FAMILY
HEY
IF EVRYONE ACTS LIKE U THERE WILL BE NO HAPPY PPL ANYMORE
AND BEA DEF CHOOSE THE RITE COURSE TO TAKE
BEA you can earn alot in to future
i'll just give u the names in my msn account
the depressing ones
and that will make you rich very very rich
cause they have different things to get depress abt everyday
and me i feel like deleting my msn account
you ppl depress me so
and unlike u winers
i found a way to solve my sadness
STOP LOOKING AT YOUR NICKS!!!!!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
i felt empty after coming out
not hungry
just emotions empty
i have to say is kinda disappointing
for a harry potter fan that is
for ppl who read the bk u'll know why
for ppl who wants to watch the movie
and don want me to spoilt it
pls don read this post
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I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!
i was waiting and waiting and waiting to see how the veelas looks like
BUT! BUT! BUT!
THAY DON HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
how abt the fact that fred and george are inventing tricks for they're tricks shop
NOOOOOOOOOOO
ton tongue toffee WHERE IS IT!!!!
how abt the camps
the nice show off camps
NOOOOOOO
all i see is just freaking NORMAL tents
the match!!!!
if u call it a match that is
i cant even tell who won if i nvr read the book!!!!
oh ya ireland won but krum got the snitch
didi they show that in the movie
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
btw harry and the weasleys were suppose to be at the vip section
were they in the movie
NOOOOOOOOOO
oh ya WHERE'S WINKY!!!!
i think i need to put up a missing winky poster!!!!!
and SPEW WHERE IS IT
HOGWARTS KITCHEN
GONE!
DOBBY WHERE'S DOBBY
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i'm upset
hermione
oh my head
krum likes her
SHE DON LIKE KRUM AND THINKS QUIDDITCH IS DUMB
in the movie WHAT HAPPEN
SHE GO GAGA OVER KRUM AND LIKES FREAKING QUIDDITCH!!!!!
OH MY HEAD
WHERE IS THE MAGIC
THE HER FRONT TEETH GOT SMALLER
WHERE!!!!!!!
and crouch DID NOT DIE IN FRONT OF HARRY
he just lie there
and crouch jr
THEY DIDNT SHOW WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM IN THE END
dementor's kiss
WHERE!!!!!!!
the fact that madame maxime was using hagrid
NOOOOOO
they were in love frm the beginning
how abt rita being a unregisted animagus
being caught by hermione
and treatens that if she writes any more stuff abt harry
she's expose her
NOOOOOOO
don have
that is VERY IMPT in the next book
so is harry giving fred and george money for the joke shop in the next book
how abt rita writing mean things abt hagrid harry hermione
and all of them getting into deep shit becasue of it
NOOOOOOOO
all gone
the whole freaking movie spend so much time on the tri wizrd that they TOTALLY forgot abt the next
the magical parts
the things that makes harry potter so damn gd
where r the magical creatures
gosh
AND AND AND AND AND
MOST IMPTLY
THE REASON Y I'M SO FREAKIN PISSED
DUMBLEDORE GRAB HARRY AND SCOLDED HIM
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
IS NOT IN THE FREAKING BK
AND DUMBLEDORE IS SUPPOSE TO BE KIND AND PATIENT AND NICE TO HARRY
NOT FREAKIN OUT
NOT GRABBING HARRY LIKE THAT
NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THIS MOVIE TOTALLY RUINED MY DREAMS
MY BELOVED BOOK
MY FAV BOOK
THIS MOVIE RUINED IT
ARRRGGGGHHHHHH
SUPER FUCKITY FUCK
there's more to write abt but i just tired already
just makes me more upset
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
sorry ja
i went to watch dragon squad already
decided i need some me time
but i don mind watching again
cause vanness is so super freakinliciously cute
the story plot is kinda thin
just a mob boss got kidnapped while on his way to court
and
vanness is frm FBI
shawn frm hk car racing police dept or something
then there this british scotland yard guy
and a china snaper
and a hk undercover female cop
all of them have help arrest this guy in the 1st place
now he's gone
kidnapped by a north korean terrorist grp and a former US navy seal who wants revenge for his died bro
the whole story is just violent
by violent i mean alot of blood action and cut off limbs
not like kill bill where the blood flows like river (that was a lil bit too much)
but the normal CORRECT flow
the movie also like to have lots of flashbacks some which i thot was NOT needed
the movie is good not only beccause vanness is cute
thats a bonus
but the whole cast is really strong
really entertaining to watch summo hong fight
he's really GOOD for someone who looks like he's 7 mths pregnant
when they were filming this movie they kept saying that andy on was gonna be 1 of the lead
i don like him
cause as a vanness fan i can still remember the hk film awards last yr!!!!
when he won best new comer he told vanness to go on the stage with him
WTF
vanness lost u don have to double the pain for us rite
but is ok is ok
in dragon squad he only appear for 5 mins
so i could control the urge to throw popcorn at him
i LOVE the ending
vanness acted really well
just wish i have the vcd with the orginal voice
cause i think most of the scenes he was speaking in english
and i wanna heard shawn speak canto
hehehehehehe
Monday, November 14, 2005
wow
creepy
have quite afew movies i wanna watch
dragon squad DUH is vanness
HARRY POTTER ahhhhhh
all the waiting finally!!!!
3 more days
but don think i'll be able to get the tix
since i'm not the only one waiting for it
i'll just watch vanness first then watch
GOF next week
muahahaha
waiting for king kong to open
looks interesting
but then got dinos
WTF
great way to ruin a gal's dreams
don really like movies with dinos and aliens
memoirs of a geisha looks good
saw the preview when i was watching emily rose
love the book
waiting for the movie
yaaaaaa
aeon flux looks good too
charlize theron looks freaking HOT
wanna watch prime too
starring merly streep and uma thurman
however the must must must must must watch for me
SAW 2
CHICKEN LITTLE
PERHAPS LOVE
hehehehhehehehe
don match huh
saw was GREAT
maybe the BEST psyco movie i've ever SEEN
so kinda waiting for the second one
muahahahahahaha
chicken little
come on
he's cute
for those who watched movies the past few mths
will the the ad b4 the movie start
the little dancing chicken
so freaking cute
that i wanna jump off my seat
in the screen and hug every living breath out of it
voiced by zach braff
that guy from scrubs
he is so funny in there
Perhaps love
a no brainer why i wanna waych this
TAKESHI KANESHIRO
hahaha
duh
total eye candy
plus great director peter chan
plus the 1st chinese musical movie
think chicago
hahahaha
yaaaa
Sunday, November 06, 2005
for my film studies assignment
really nice movie
can find alot to write abt
thats a good thing
love one of the lines in her song
people
we're children, needing other children. yet letting our grown up pride hiding the need inside. acting more like children than children
true rite
haha
or thats how i feel
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
it freaking hurt lo
went to sentosa today
sun tanning with me libidos
without bea WAAAA
cause bea darling have to study for psy exams
highlights of the day
i tanned in my bra
yupz
is a front hook thing so u really cant tell
didnt intend to tan but decided too last min
2
I NEARLY DIED
u heard rite ppl
ja tried to murder me
she wanted to go to the raft in the middle of the sea
and i ask her if she can swim cause is really deep
and she said errr can la
so we swam over
but then when she reach there and her legs can no longer touch the sea floor
she panic
AND FORCE MY HEAD DOWN
i couldnt even get up to breathe
tried to swim up kick up and all
but she keep pushing my freaking head in
and wats worse
i can hear her calling ppl while i drown
luckily the lifeguard saved us
we did get a scolding when we got up
we?
i mean ME
he thot I COULDNT SWIM
HEY
i'm fat that don mean is me k
i happen to have a gold cert in swimming
so i freaked in front of him
so they only took ja's particulars
if they took mine and say i cant swim
i'll sue
3
the spot i nearly drown seems to be the spot that guy died this year
near the raft
AHHHHHH
promise my dad that i'm NEVER swim at sentosa ever again
freaky huh
Monday, October 31, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
gosh so weird
can check mail and update
something i cant do with msn explorer
got to do with my cookies or somthing
heck i don even know wat that is
the only cookie i know is the food
not the com
eveyone around me is getting sick
my family
my libidos
and my royal cuteness
speaking of royal cuteness
carry her to the vet yest nite
man she looks small but she's heavy
after carrying her all the way there and back
my hand was abt to break
plus she was so freaked out at the vets she started running
ON MY ARMS!!!!
i left with my arm scratched
and scars on my arm
but one good thing came out of it her nails
FINALLY clipped
got the vet to do it for us
since she refused to let us do it
and the only way to clip her nails
yell at her
yes
scream like that lady did
her royal cuteness stop her biting and running and surrended her paws
the bad part
her meds
making her that her meds is hard work
and her meds
they're super EX
60 over
my mom's going nuts
royal cuteness's meds costed more than my whole family combined
well not whole family la
maybe just my parents and pops
Friday, October 21, 2005
the urge
to shout "RUN!!! POLICE!!!!"
when i see illegal street vendors
the urge
to eat more than i should
the urge
to slack
FORGET ABT ASSIGNMENTS
the urge
to skip cls
is bad i know
the urge
to buy
every accessory i see
the urge
to scream the hell out
everytime someone step on my toes
the urge
of being in bed all day
the urge
to run away
to another country
yupz
i'm sick
and i like full house
yupz
i know
i'm not making any sense
why r u still here then?
perhaps
u. like me
don make any sense at all
wow
........
Thursday, October 20, 2005
flying fuckety fuck
i know
i think i need to slp like 12 hrs a day
donno y
slept real early last nite
but woke at at 730 this morning
gave her royal cuteness, sumi a bath
had breakfast the most impt meal of the day
read the papers cover to cover
shower
and now i'm falling asleep again
DAMN
how much slp do i need
like wat dear bea said
worse than a baby
hahaha
luo zhi xiang got a new allbum out
love his 1st track the one with jolin
is good
saw the video on mtv
wow
wanted to load the song but 91f don seem to have it yet
limewire just plain forget it
damn hard to find chinese songs
oh ya wanted to say this a long time ago
i love chinese songs
BUT
i'm no chinonate
and to the super flying fuckety fuckers
who are oh-sooo close minded
get out of my site/ sight
just because i speak chinese and like chinese songs
don mean i'm chino k
at least i'm more open than the rest of you galloping gonads
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Vengeance?
in a way it speaks alot for me
how i feel at times
who i am
is funny
the way this world works out
ppl slamming each other
why do we do that
because we felt intimided?
because we want revenge
get back to those who wronged us?
revenge is not wrong
is only natural
BUT
mis-guided revenge
in other words you blame the wrong grp of ppl
( trust me is not us)
misguided revenge
is also known as stupidity
if u wanna make urself look like a fool
pls go ahead
cont wat u're doing
i'll be sitting here
watching my toes luagh
Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Monday, October 17, 2005
the future is a ?????
in sg
since bea is leaving for usq
i cant be doing nothing and having a total blank rite
SIM bachelor of arts in communication
awarded by uni of buffalo, NY
pros: the whole course is very PR based, i'll love to do films and all
but then i have to face the facts
% of local film makers that made it
why do i even bother with % i can count with my fingers
cons: MATHS they have tons of modules which r maths based
course fee: 59000+++
TMC Bachelor of arts (communication)
offered throu faculty of arts, monash uni, AU
pros: i love the modules they provide.
you can also transfer ur credits over to melbourne
cons: the possiblilty of me going over to melbourne
without causing a financial meltdown
30% the most
unless my parents get big projects that earns big money every mth
till i grad
or my dad wins 1.3 mil 4D
hmmm maybe i can go to the kl campus
the cost is not that huge
plus inflation rate
hehehehehehe
well well
still thinking ya
and still hoping my dad wins 4D
then i don have to bother with all the local on campus stuff
i'll be in the next flight out of here
i'll be at NYU (new york uni not nanyang) or columbia uni doing film
if i can have things my way that is how is gonna happen
Sunday, October 16, 2005
thank god i found you
really stressed up
tensed
and i found it
with the help of mi doggie
how u asked
her constant need to be pat and kiss and loved
the life of a doggie
her whinnings
her i'm-the-boss-of-the-world-and-i-demand-to-be-pat-now-!-pretty-please look
like a child wanting constant and BIG love
not the normal love
the BIG L O V E
so all the excess love feelings emotions of mine
all went to her
i love mi doggie
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Saturday, October 08, 2005
新不了情
心若倦了 淚也乾了
這份深情 難捨難了
曾經擁有 天荒地老
已不見你 暮幕與朝朝
這一份情 永遠難了
願來生還能再度擁抱
愛一個人 如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切 我不知道
回憶過去 痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來 撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了 今夜的你應該明瞭
緣難了 情難了
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
voir-vous dans l'enfer
pourquoi sont je si naif
merci de faites-moi savoir
maintenant je ne me sens coupable plus
ne vous sentez pas coupables que je backstab vous
que je parle derriere votre revers
non plus de culpabilite
je
et je
provoquez vous m'aimez ont peche
voir-vous dans l'enfer
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Came to know an interesting news today
I actually know a nymphomaniac
For people who donno what this is
Heres my research on nymphomaniacs
Nymphomania comes from a combination of two words originally from the Greek: "nymph," meaning a bride or a maiden and "mania," meaning madness or frenzy.
Powerful women, such as Cleopatra, Catherine the Great, and Roman Emperor Claudius's wife, Messalina, were later called nymphomaniacs for engaging in sexual behavior no different from what men in power had always done.
Like an alcoholic unable to stop drinking, sexual addicts are unable to stop their self-destructive sexual behavior.
Sex addicts come from all walks of life - they may be ministers, physicians, homemakers, factory workers, salespersons, secretaries, clerks, accountants, therapists, dentists, politicians, or executives, to name just a few examples. Most were abused as children -- sexually, physically, and/or emotionally. The majority grew up in families in which addiction already flourished, including alcoholism, compulsive eating, and compulsive gambling. Most grapple with other addictions as well, but they find sex addiction the most difficult to stop.
Sexual addiction has been called sexual dependency and sexual compulsivity. By any name, it is a compulsive behavior that completely dominates the addict's life. Sexual addicts make sex a priority more important than family, friends, and work. Sex becomes the organizing principle of addicts' lives.
Oh yeah
FYI
Nymphomaniac is a mental disorder
Guess u're the sick one after all
So long and good night
Sunday, September 25, 2005
haven seen it yet
on tues
man
i really don wanna know
don think i did my best
too bad
too late
too sad
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i'm tired
which is y i'm making no sense at all
was reading till 4 am yest
or yeah
i have a new doggie
a poodle
she's cute
sweet
well trained
toilet trained
no need for leash when she go for walks
hehehehehehehhehehe
but she's timid
thats the thing
haha
so long and good nite
haha
Thursday, September 22, 2005
old maid posting here
hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahaha
hmmm
most of the libidos are with someone rite now
my triplets
bea
jer
not that i'm upset not having a bf or anything
i like being single at times
more freedom i guess
and no
i'm not going hunting
i like being hunted
i don hunt
hoping i get the job
muahahahaha
pay's pretty good
at least i get basic pay
and not stand around all day
under the sun
not getting paid
that sucks
hehe
I WANT A MP3
and i wanna go bangkok again
muahahahahahahahaha
Monday, September 19, 2005
Couldn't sleep last nite since I got my new bed and all
So in other words thots and questions were running around my head like hyperactive and naughty children
Questions like
Why are we here?
What comes first the egg or the chicken?
Is there life on mars?
And most importantly
Who lives in the pineapple under the sea?
Then this came to me
Human nature
What we want and how we behave
Is really hard to control
Hard to tell at 1 glance
How the person is really like
The person u thot was a friend could betray u
Turn their back on u
Or stab a big chopper on
AND U DON EVEN KNOW
That person will later act innocent like nothing happen
And that they are the actual victims
Great actors and actresses they are
Mediacorp needs more ppl like them
Kinda sick of Fann Wong and Christopher Lee
Same script same everything
What comes around goes around
maybe 1 day those lying back-stabbing asses will get what they deserve
but until then I can just wait
I started to find the root of this human nature problem
U r who u are because of
Blah blah blah
Nvr ends
BUT
Over the years due to the progresses the society makes ppl change too
The media
Money
Slowly human beings begin to enjoy the sins that god forbids them
In other words the root of all these problems
HUMAN
And who are the first made humans?
ADAM AND EVE
So why do we have back-stabbing innocent-acting lying losers that are ohhh sooooo freaking UGLY no matter how and what excuse they give themselves
ADAM AND EVE
Thank you
Saturday, September 17, 2005
will be planning an outing for mel on 24/9
is a sat
and most likely be a whole day thingy like our little beach picnic
still donno wat to do
i'm still planning ya
haha
was walking home the other day
frm cow's house
frm the station
with La Vie en Rose
playing in my head
made me feel like going paris
living there
is ok if i'm alone
is ok if i don know how to speak french
i can learn there
walking along The Champs Elysees
visits to the Notre Dame Cathedral Eiffel Tower Lourve Museum
or maybe by boat along the Seine and Canal Saint Martin
walks along the Seine
with a packed lunch
looking at the river
listening to the street performer play La Vie en Rose live
not frm cds or movies
just me sitting there
listening
hmmm
that will be great
feel like flying there rite now
drop mass comm
drop everything
go to Paris
learn how to speak french
how to cook
how to love
haha
that will be great
just lovely
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
woohoo
me fav video of all time
love the dance part
love this song too
too bad had to changed my justin so fast
love cry me a river too
esp this 4 sent
You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
hehehehehehehhehehe
so long and goodnite
Sunday, September 11, 2005
haha
went to watch a fashion show today
dad's doing the sound system and all
pretty cool
the models all real pretty, hot and super ultra fudgelicious
hahahahahhahahha
the bod is just *drools*
hahaha
too bad the libidos are not there to drool with me
haha
i know they will LOVE it
esp jeremy
he'll drool till his jaw drop
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
really really
jeremy
the female models OMG
tall leggy pretty
and
jaja bea cow
the male ones
OH SO HUBBA HUBBA HUBBA
H O T
haha
i'm nutty
too many hot guys make me high
but
i'll take that high everyday if i can baby!!!
hahahahahhaha
my mom was like telling me
cute so wat
cute don mean they're good
hahaha
well is not as long i want them or wat
(i cant have them anyway i know how i look d'oh)
just looking
hehe
and drooling
and the person next to me
i have no idea who he is
really
was telling me abt how hard it is to be a run way model
the height and the bod and all
hmmm
interesting
for gal u have to be 168 and above
guys 178
and they might not even use u
for the high end ones
they want like 170 and 180
AT LEAST
wow
tough
and ur bod
don really remember wat he said
but is gotta do with fat free
or something like that
because designers only make certain sizes
so it'll be really bad if u can fit into them
haha
that part i know
photo shoot and ad models
the height everything is not that strict
hmmm
jeremy i think u can
go for that
the magz and stuff
u look like the models i see in those teens mag
hehehehehehhe
really
nice teeth
nice bod for a teen
body shape
hmmm
when i flip throu the magz i see models with really BAD teeth and looks
at least u're better
hahahahahhaa
gogogogogo
:P
Thursday, September 08, 2005
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
so we give him a mini party today
hmmm
is was pretty good
had lot of fun hahahahha
had a picnic
i cooked!!!!!
hahaha
and baked
wow
but then
i forgot to bring digi cam
i know
i was scolding myself on the way to east coast park
DAMN
but still funnnnnnnn
hahaha
nitz was so cute
screaming over jenga or watever that game is called
hahahahahahhahahah
oh yeah
lionel came too
haven seen in in a VERY long time
wow
haha
haven been in sea water for a very long time
forgot that i'm allergic to sea water
damn
the result was a total TORTURE
let just put it this way every single part of my body itches like mad
and i mean every single part
yeah
hahahahahha
man
i'm so gonna miss mel
next time i see him
in 2 weeks
he'll be botak
and maybe
like wat he always wanted
these few mths
a nice bod
hahahahahahha
maybe
:P
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
this is interesting
is michael moore's letter to george bush
abt hurricane katrina
oh yeah
we wrote a song
hahahahaha
ja me bea and jer
we were bored
econs
hahahahahahahaha
i couldnt even see the lecturer from where i'm seating
was really really bored
hehehehehhe
Never love jeremy,
No. Not ever jeremy,
Sad. Dead pathetic but true,
Bloody Romance is pointless,
Total bullshit it is.
I lost, always did,
I'm nuts like jeremy,
Psychedelic drugs, living contradiction like jeremy,
Cocaine freak, Ketamine shit.
Sex freak is jeremy,
Just Kidding,
The truth is inevitable,
No lies.
He's shattered. Definately!!
No boobies,
No pussies,
Utter Nonsense!
Wanking, Spanking every-fucking-day,
Making love,
Jeremy's way.
okok to the ppl who don understand this game
u can only write 1 or 2 words
the next person will cont
so the white one is jaja
pink is me
red is bea
and blue is jeremy
who we wrote abt
muahahahahahahahahahhahahaha
Sunday, September 04, 2005
A moment to remember is a korean film
abt a gal broke up with her married bf
and met this carpenter who work at her dad's company
they fall in love and got married
the whole process is super sweet and the way the movie is film
the angle everything is really really good
i love the part where they went to the hillside to look and plan the land for their future house
then she starts to forget is always the little things
losing pens and stuff
she went to consult a doc after she suddenly forgets her way home
it was then she realise that she had alzheimer's disease
it was rare as she was so young
the rest is just a teary blur
i was crying and blowing my nose till the end
i cried till my nose and my head hurts
like he loves her so much even if she forgot him donno who he is
he still stand by her
take care of her
so freaking sweet lo
and jeong woo seong is cute
so freaking cute
cute in a rough manly mature kinda way
go watch it if u guys can
if i can get the dvd or vcd
i will
hahaha
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
(A)The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than the British or Americans. (B) On the other hand, the French eat a lot of fat and also suffer fewer heart attacks than the British or Americans (C) The Japanese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than the British or Americans. (D) The Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and also suffer fewer heart attacks than the British or Americans. (E) Conclusion: Eat & drink what you like. It's speaking English that kills you.
~
Everybody makes mistakes, thats why they put erasers on pencils.
~
To be famous you must meet the following requirements:
Have a sob story.
Must be willing to tell that story.
Must be a drug-addict, alcoholic, or sex-addict.
Must have a constant vulnerability.
Must be willing to die young and tragically
~
Last month a worldwide survey was conducted by the UN. The only question asked was:
"Would you please give your honest opinion about solutions to the food shortage in the rest of the world?"
The survey was a huge failure...
In
In
In
In
In the
In
And in the
~
10 things that sound dirty in golf:
1. Look at the size of his putter
2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent
3. You really wacked the hell out of that sucker
4. After 18 holes I can barely walk
5. My hands are so sweaty that I can't get a good grip
6. Lift your head and spread your legs
7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves a lot to be desired
8. Just turn your back and drop it
9. Hold up, I have to wash my balls
10. Damn, I missed the hole again
~
~
Ad seen in newspaper recently:
"For sale by owner: complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica. 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1000 or best offer. No longer needed. Got married last week. Husband knows everything."
~
I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:
I do physical labor
I work at great depths
I plunge head-first into everything I do
I do not get weekends off
I work in a damp environment
I work in high temperatures
My work exposes me to contagious diseases
Dear Penis,
You do not work 8 hours straight
You fall asleep after brief work periods
You do not always follow the orders of the management team
You do not take initiative
You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working
You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift
You don't always observe necessary regulations, such as wearing the correct protective clothing
You are unable to work double shifts
You've been seen entering and leaving the workplace with two suspicious looking bags
Sincerely,
The Management
~
What PMS stands for:
1. Pass my shotgun
2. Psychotic mood shift
3. Perpetual munching spree
4. Puffy midsection
5. People make me sick
6. Provide me with sweets
7. Pardon my sobbing
8. Pimples may surface
9. Pass my sweatpants
10. Pissy mood syndrom
11. Plainly: men suck
12. Pack my stuff
13. Permanent menstrual syndrom
14. Problems men start
15. Potential murder suspect
~
Heaven is where the police are British, the chefs are Italian, the mechanics are German, the Lovers are french and it is all organized by the Swiss.
Hell is where the police are German, the chefs are British, the mechanics are French, the lovers are Swiss, and it is all organized by the Italians
"I am so smart, I am so smart, s-m-r-t....I mean s-m-A-r-t."
Homer Simpson
"Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't understand!"
Homer Simpson
"It's not easy to juggle a pregnant wife and a troubled child, but somehow I managed to fit in eight hours of TV a day."
Homer Simpson
"I'm glad you asked, son. Being popular is the most important thing in the world."
Homer Simpson
"If you really want something in this life, you have to work for it - Now quiet, they're about to announce the lottery numbers!"
Homer Simpson
"What's the point of going out, we're just going to end up back here anyway?"
Homer Simpson
"I think the saddest day of my life was when I realized I could beat my Dad at most things, and Bart experienced that at the age of four."
Homer Simpson
"Bart, with $10,000, we'd be millionaires! We could buy all kinds of useful things like...love!"
Homer Simpson
"I won't sleep in the same bed with a woman who thinks I'm lazy! I'm going right downstairs, unfold the couch, unroll the sleeping ba- uh, goodnidght."
Homer Simpson
Ok, son. Just remember to have fun out there today, and if you lose, I'LL KILL YOU!
Homer Simpson
"Ah, beer, my one weakness. My achille's heel, if you will."
Homer Simpson
"Stealing! How could you?! Haven't you learned anything from that guy who gives those sermons at church? Captain Whats-his-name?"
Homer Simpson
"You know those balls that they put on car antennas so you can find them in the parking lot? Those should be on EVERY CAR!"
Homer Simpson
"No matter how good you are at something, there's always about a million people better than you."
Homer Simpson
"If something goes wrong at the plant, blame the guy who can't speak English."
Homer Simpson
"Marge, I'm going to miss you so much. And it's not just the sex. It's also the food preparation."
Homer Simpson
"Now, son, you don't want to drink beer. That's for daddies and kids with fake IDs."
Homer SimpsonMonday, August 29, 2005
Your Birthdate: August 17 |
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