Monday, October 31, 2005

bored so bored
feel like going for the watever things party on fri
at dbl o
they lower the age limit to ppl with passes
and guess wat
i have it
hahahahahahahahahahha
3 bucks per drink
cool huh
but i donno
one part of me wanna go
one part don wanna
well still have 4 more days

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

my firefox is working again
gosh so weird
can check mail and update
something i cant do with msn explorer
got to do with my cookies or somthing
heck i don even know wat that is
the only cookie i know is the food
not the com

eveyone around me is getting sick
my family
my libidos
and my royal cuteness

speaking of royal cuteness
carry her to the vet yest nite
man she looks small but she's heavy
after carrying her all the way there and back
my hand was abt to break
plus she was so freaked out at the vets she started running
ON MY ARMS!!!!
i left with my arm scratched
and scars on my arm
but one good thing came out of it her nails
FINALLY clipped
got the vet to do it for us
since she refused to let us do it
and the only way to clip her nails
yell at her
yes
scream like that lady did
her royal cuteness stop her biting and running and surrended her paws

the bad part
her meds
making her that her meds is hard work
and her meds
they're super EX
60 over
my mom's going nuts
royal cuteness's meds costed more than my whole family combined
well not whole family la
maybe just my parents and pops

Friday, October 21, 2005

i've been fighting off urges these few days

the urge
to shout "RUN!!! POLICE!!!!"
when i see illegal street vendors

the urge
to eat more than i should

the urge
to slack
FORGET ABT ASSIGNMENTS

the urge
to skip cls
is bad i know

the urge
to buy
every accessory i see

the urge
to scream the hell out
everytime someone step on my toes

the urge
of being in bed all day

the urge
to run away
to another country

yupz
i'm sick
and i like full house

yupz
i know
i'm not making any sense
why r u still here then?
perhaps
u. like me
don make any sense at all

wow
........

Thursday, October 20, 2005

flying fuckety fuck

man i'm tired
i know
i think i need to slp like 12 hrs a day
donno y
slept real early last nite
but woke at at 730 this morning
gave her royal cuteness, sumi a bath
had breakfast the most impt meal of the day
read the papers cover to cover
shower
and now i'm falling asleep again
DAMN
how much slp do i need
like wat dear bea said
worse than a baby
hahaha

luo zhi xiang got a new allbum out
love his 1st track the one with jolin
is good
saw the video on mtv
wow
wanted to load the song but 91f don seem to have it yet
limewire just plain forget it
damn hard to find chinese songs
oh ya wanted to say this a long time ago

i love chinese songs
BUT
i'm no chinonate
and to the super flying fuckety fuckers
who are oh-sooo close minded
get out of my site/ sight
just because i speak chinese and like chinese songs
don mean i'm chino k
at least i'm more open than the rest of you galloping gonads

her royal cuteness Posted by Picasa

her royal cuteness after her shower Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Vengeance?

i love this song
in a way it speaks alot for me
how i feel at times
who i am

is funny
the way this world works out
ppl slamming each other
why do we do that
because we felt intimided?
because we want revenge
get back to those who wronged us?

revenge is not wrong
is only natural
BUT
mis-guided revenge
in other words you blame the wrong grp of ppl
( trust me is not us)
misguided revenge
is also known as stupidity

if u wanna make urself look like a fool
pls go ahead
cont wat u're doing
i'll be sitting here
watching my toes luagh

Because of you



I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Monday, October 17, 2005

the future is a ?????

was just looking throu some bachelor of art in mass comm courses
in sg
since bea is leaving for usq
i cant be doing nothing and having a total blank rite

SIM bachelor of arts in communication
awarded by uni of buffalo, NY

pros: the whole course is very PR based, i'll love to do films and all
but then i have to face the facts
% of local film makers that made it
why do i even bother with % i can count with my fingers

cons: MATHS they have tons of modules which r maths based

course fee: 59000+++

TMC Bachelor of arts (communication)
offered throu faculty of arts, monash uni, AU

pros: i love the modules they provide
.
you can also transfer ur credits over to melbourne

cons: the possiblilty of me going over to melbourne
without causing a financial meltdown
30% the most
unless my parents get big projects that earns big money every mth
till i grad
or my dad wins 1.3 mil 4D
hmmm maybe i can go to the kl campus
the cost is not that huge
plus inflation rate
hehehehehehe

well well
still thinking ya
and still hoping my dad wins 4D
then i don have to bother with all the local on campus stuff
i'll be in the next flight out of here
i'll be at NYU (new york uni not nanyang) or columbia uni doing film
if i can have things my way that is how is gonna happen


Sunday, October 16, 2005

thank god i found you

been trying to find my inner peace these few days
really stressed up
tensed
and i found it
with the help of mi doggie
how u asked
her constant need to be pat and kiss and loved
the life of a doggie
her whinnings
her i'm-the-boss-of-the-world-and-i-demand-to-be-pat-now-!-pretty-please look
like a child wanting constant and BIG love
not the normal love
the BIG L O V E

so all the excess love feelings emotions of mine
all went to her

i love mi doggie

Thursday, October 13, 2005


kim song soo again HOTTIE  Posted by Picasa

rain and song hae gyo. rain's cute too hehehehe really nice show i think i just love "drama" in my life HAHAHAHAHAHA Posted by Picasa

kim sung soo from full house man i'm in looovvvveeeeeee with this show and he's SOOO HOT Posted by Picasa

Tuesday, October 11, 2005


me and my green curry met again is lovely as ever lovely lovely lovey Posted by Picasa

Saturday, October 08, 2005

新不了情

心若倦了 淚也乾了
份深情 難捨難了
曾經擁有
天荒地老
已不見
暮幕與朝朝
這一
份情 永遠難了
願來生還能再度擁抱

愛一個人
如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切 我不知道
回憶過去
痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來 撥動我心跳
你怎麼能了 今夜的你應該明瞭
緣難了
情難了

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

voir-vous dans l'enfer

pourquoi sont je si naif

merci de faites-moi savoir

maintenant je ne me sens coupable plus

ne vous sentez pas coupables que je backstab vous

que je parle derriere votre revers

non plus de culpabilite

je sais que je vais au diable

et je sais que vous me rejoignez

provoquez vous m'aimez ont peche

voir-vous dans l'enfer

Sunday, October 02, 2005


my new doggie Posted by Picasa