i'm back y'all
hahaha
i'm supose to finish this post on the 31st
but then i went out
things i have to do 1 after another
so i delay this till now
and is time for me to do my end of yr thanks and BURN list

FINALLY
went kbox
thanks ja for acc-ing me
i know i cant sing for NUTS
but i still like too
sorry if i torture u ya
the past wk have been a busy one for me
went to settle some stuff
talk over problems that have been going on the past 10 yrs
in someway or another
i found peace over the week
the 24 hr flight over i couldnt slp cause i wanted answers
i list a whole lot of qns
the 2o hr flight back
i slept knowing that if i die now
i have all the answers i ever need
and that is perhaps enough for me

the past yrs have been
well for the lack of a better word
DRAMA-MAMA-MATIC
same as the last
friends come and go
but this yr
i'm really glad i found
in the mist of losses
i found a grp that truely belong

my libidos
frm the little weird far fetched idea
(u can tell by the name)
came the bestest(i know is not a word) best best
friends i ever had
they were there for me this yr
with me during my break ups(which i nvr told them)
but still with me

bea,
my atm my i'm-bored-i-wanna-do-something-do-it-with-me
just realise most of my outings i went with u
most of the movies i watch this yr is with u
when i broke up i told u 1st
both of us have the same toothfy lil problem
thankz for making mybday this yr not as bad as the past
pretty happy with my bday this yr
hahahahahhaha
thankz for acc-ing me to bangkok
our shopping trips
wheeeee
pray for me that i find a job and save enough moola
so we can go again b4 u go aus

cow,
looking at u make me love my family more
JOKING JOKING
hehehehe
thankz for your pep talk
abt my butt
and ur i'm-so-fat
making me feel fatter
STOP DOING THAT
u're thin like hell already
any thinner i cant see u anymore
thankz for makein my bday a blast too
for ur letters
hahaha
i can totally feel ya lov
hehehehehe
now heres mine
thankz for being there for me when i'm feelin shitty
by telling me ur shit and both of us comparing how shitty it is for us now
thankz for "missing" me when u'm gone
i still cant believe u guys nvr knew i was missing till the 4th day
man
i hope i nvr die alone at home cuase by the time u guys notice i was gone i rot till nobody's business already
hahaha

ja,
my triplet
the sane one
thankz for being by my side throu it all
the yr has been a sad one for u
full of changes
but some changes r good
u need to move on
don go back
don repeat the same mistakes
remember the pain that has been caused and don go back
a fool is someone who forgives and forget
nvr forget
never

mel,
u seem to have this smoothing effect on ppl
calms ppl down
haha
don really get to see u alot
since u're in the air force now
hahahahahahahahha
but still have to say thankz to u
when all the emotions are going hay wired insude me
u will give me 1 of ur "talks"
don know why
but after it i seem to be able to control myself better
unless is with jeremy then i'll nvr be able to do it
haha
just call me if u have any problems ya
might not be the best problem selver
but my ears r all urs

jer,
u in the other hand
is the person i worry abt most in libidos
insensitive to the point of rude
think that u know alot abt woman to the point of naive
u tend to talk b4 u think
and that hurts
so i tend to insult u b4 u can insult me
but then
u need to understand something
u need to grow up
to stop thinking that every1 have to cater to ur emotional needs
there will be days when we're not in a good mood
u have to right to feel bad
but wat u do not have is the rite to make others feel bad
by showing ur moody unhappy restlessness to everyone
puts us in a bad mood too
just remember
a person who wears their emotions proudly is no one but a fool

when i say ups and downs
i really meant it
family wise
will
the only good thing that came out of it is the fact that she is in aust
I'M FREE OF INSULTS
haha
but this yr i also realise something
when god gave me her as a cous
he also gave me a gift
which i train extra hard in 2005
and i learn to embrace my sarcasm
haha

well
2005 have been ok yr
is over
and i'll like to put it behind me
byebye

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'
This early mornin'
The taxi's waitin'
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I...
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now
They don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Close your eyes
I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane
I... leaving on a jet plane

Happy Xmas

so long and good nite

the 7th harry potter book. harry potter and the ball of fur they call a dog. hehehehehhehehehehehe

I'M BORED
if u r too go to this site

AND here is a list of ways to annoy ppl
I MIGHT USE THEM ON U hehehehehhehehehehehe
for more

Go to a shoe store and try on every shoe, then say that you aren't interested in buying shoes and leave.

Go to McDonalds and ask for a BK Whopper.

Go up the down escalator.

Go up to a someone and say, "Are you annoyed by irrelevant questions?" And then walk away very quickly.

Grin so wide it hurts your cheeks at every salesperson in town.

Hang around national monuments all day, trying to get in other people's vacation photos. Afterwards, give them your address and ask them to send you a print when they get them developed.

Inform others that they exist only in your imagination.

Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeeep Bip...

Mow your lawn with scissors.

Name your dog "Dog."

On the public bus, keep asking the driver nervously, "are we there yet?"

Outloud say "What?" and then answer "Never mind. It's gone now."

Poke anyone near you and say, "stop violating my personal space."

Pretend you are invisible.

Pretend you have gone completely deaf.

Sample every flavor of ice cream and tell the clerk what you don't like about each one.

Say to people, "Did you wear deodorant today?"

Speak so quietly that people always have to get you to repeat it.

Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."

Spend all day at a fast food restaurant and see how long it takes before you have to pay for your "free" refills.

Stare at people for about five minutes, making sure they know you're staring at them. Then, slowly sneak up to them while humming the Mission: Impossible theme. Sniff their head, then run away. Repeat.

Surprise old friend's by visiting them at 3AM "to discuss old times".

Walk up to random people and ask them, very seriously, "Do you know the muffin man?"
Walk up to random strangers insisting you are family.
Walk up to someone eating. Lean over and stare at them intently until they notice. Continue to do so until they ask what you're doing. Reply, "I've been watching you eat for the last 30 seconds.. You're weird!" Leave the restaurant.

Walk very slowly, and make sure nobody can get past you, move in front of them when the try.

Wander around a restaurant, asking other diners for their parsley.

When at an ATM, try to have a conversation with it, or pretend it stole your card. (This works best if there's a line.)

Whenever somebody says something, ask what the simplest word they said means. When they explain, ask what the simplest word in their explanation means. Repeat this for the entire conversation.
Whenever someone finishes a sentence say, "And then what happened?"
Whenever someone lights a cigarette, tackle the person and yell "Stop, drop, and roll!"

While going down in an elevator scream, "AAAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!! WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!" for no apparent reason.

Ask people to prove everything they say. (e.g. "I'm Bob, nice to meet you..." "PROVE IT!")
Ask people what gender they are.
Ask the waitress for an extra seat for your "imaginary friend."

Ask your co-workers mysterious questions and then scribble their answers in a notebook. Mutter something about "psychological profiles."

At a golf tournament, chant "swing-batabatabata-suhWING-batter!"

At a restaurant, repeatedly send your food back for changes and after awhile insist that, "This isn't what I ordered!"

At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.

Call someone and ask for someone that you know is not there then hang up. Call again about a half hour latter and ask for the same person then hang up again. Wait another half hour and call again and ask for that person again and then hang up again and wait a hour and call the same number and say that you are the person that you have been calling for and ask if you had any messages.

Call the operator. When asked, "Can I help you?" reply, "No thanks, just browsing."

Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace."

Decline to be seated at a restaurant and simply eat their complimentary mints at the cash register.

Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.

Do not add any inflection to the end of your sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that you'll be saying more any moment.

I MISS A VANNESS INTERVIEW ON AZIO
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WAS IN MSIA THE FIRT TIME THE AIR IT
WAS WATCHING IT STARTED WITH A KISS DURING THE RERUN
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I DON BELIEVE IT
HOW COULD I
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

muahahahaha
me watching this new show
惡作劇之吻
It started with a kiss
SUPER NICE LO
really funny
joe's super CUTE
love him love him love him
http://www.joesfamily.com.tw/

FINALLY
watched perhaps love
I CAN DIE IN PEACE NOW
haha
is a great movie
one of the song is stuck in my head 4ever
really sweet movie
at first i thit it took place in the 70s
looking at the previews and all
but is not
is the present
just that takeshi and and felmale lead zhou xun as sun na are actors
hired to act in a musical movie that took place in the 70s
thats why there's all that singing

but the story line of the movie that they're playing
is very much like wats is happening in real life
the movie is abt a pair of childhood sweethearts
broken up
the gal lost her memory
a circus master took her in gave her another memory
and they fell in love
when the real bf found her
she's happy in the circus in love with the circus master
but then slowly accepting the fact that she forgotten him
as she rised to flame
and in real life the actress sun na is also the same
she and takeshi was in love
until she left him for a director so she can have a role in his film
heartbroken takeshi left china and went back to hk
but in a twist of fate takeshi became an actor too
returns to china 10 years later
to act in the movie
directed by jackie
sun na's current bf

is a really good movie
takeshi is a GREAT actor
that scene where he cried in the swimming pool
under the water
was beautiful
nvr known crying under water had that effect
and takeshi is a hottie
only he can wear that huge nerdy glasses
and still look gorgeous

heard this mayday song just now
i'm in love with it
and to that "lovely cous"of mine
chinese bands DO NOT SUCK
they make good music too
sure theres no solos
THATS BECAUSE U NVR WATCH MAYDAY PERFORM
they have solos mind u!!!!
and i'll like to put it to EVERY OR ANYONE
with the chinese music suck thingy in their narrow little minds
they don
in a way i'm sick of listening to english bands
singers singing abt the same DAMN thing over and over again
ya there r good ones
i admit
good lyrics
but damn sometimes is just boring
so boring that i cant tell them apart
lyrics nothing special
i'm not saying that chinese music they don do that they do
but there are some good one out ther too
jay mayday ahmei
just because u don like 1 singer u cant slam everyone
and tell chinese music to burn

most of the songs in my mp3
chinese songs
that don mean anything
chinese lyrics happen to touch me more
english music however is more creative
pros and cons
so listen to my cous go on and on abt how chinese music sucks
and his band is going blah
sitting at that table
i felt like rolling my eyes over and over again
until they roll off to the next table

anyways is a good thing i only see them once in a blue moon
for my fav song at the moment
mayday a song call content

五月天

知足

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹

how do u own a rainbow

怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风

how do u hug spring’s wind

天上的星星 笑地上的人

stars from the sky smile down at the ppl below

总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

but they will nvr know how it feels to nvr have enough

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有

if I fell in love with ur smile how do I save it how do I own it

如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

if u’re happy but is not because of me do I let go? Perhaps that’s owning

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

when the wind blows and the kite flies up

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动

for u I pray I wish I feel

终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

when you finally disappear in the crowds I found out that laughing as I cry hurts the most

那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌

that day u and me at that hill singing that song

那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞

that kind of memory is enough already enough for me as I face loneliness everyday

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

when the wind blows and the kite flies up

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动

for u I pray I wish I feel

终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

when you finally disappear in the crowds I found out that laughing as I cry hurts the most

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有

if I fell in love with ur smile how do I save it how do I own it

如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

if u’re happy but is not because of me do I let go? Perhaps that’s owning　
　

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

contented happiness asked me to bear with the heartache

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

contented happiness asked me to bear with the heartache

i'm dying of dysmenorrhoea
realise all woman problems starts with men or have men in it
dysMENorrhoea
MENopause
DAMN

HELLO UGLY COLOUR LONG CURLY HAIR

GOOD BYE UGLY COLOUR HELLO LONG CURLY HAIR


GOOD BYE LONG CURLY HAIR HELLO VERY SHORT HAIR

haha
guess wat i done today

takeshi kaneshiro is HOT
yes
he's not very friendly
he hates reporters
hates giving interview
likes being alone
but he's still hot
i'm shallow and superficial
so i don mind

gastric ppppaaaaiiiinnnnnnn
am gonna fail econs becasue of that
and i don wanna talk abt it
it still hurts btw
i have no idea how but it does

maybe is stomach uclers
i've heard that stress and anger makes them worse
which is how i'm feeling now
since this morning i was getting better
but when i reach home
IS WORSE

well well well
wat do u know
anyway
i don wanna care
sorry cow
don know whether i can make it tml
with my freakin gastric and not yet confirmed stomach uclers
sorry

gastric ppppaaaaiiiinnnnnnn
am gonna fail econs becasue of that
and i don wanna talk abt it
it still hurts btw
i have no idea how but it does

maybe is stomach uclers
i've heard that stress and anger makes them worse
which is how i'm feeling now
since this morning i was getting better
but when i reach home
IS WORSE

well well well
wat do u know
anyway
i don wanna care
sorry cow
don know whether i can make it tml
with my freakin gastric and not yet confirmed stomach uclers
sorry