GRACE KELLY

libbies I FOUND A PLACE TO SPEND XMAS!!!!!
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was at my cous's engagement party yest
the place is DAMN nice can
i'll say its much better than those 5 stars hotels
its called stewords riverboat
at marina south pier
perhaps the cleanest water 've seen in sg
hahahahahaha
at the top deck the deco done by my cous herself!
makes the whole place really romantic
every girl's dream wedding
hahahaha
the food was fab
like i've said in the beginning better than 5 star hotels
i wasnt expecting it to be this good
steword riverboat as its name suggest IS A BOAT
"Is a 3 decked non motorized vessel that houses a restaurant an al-fresco café a private function hall and an exclusive dining cabin making it a unique and exciting venue for all your dining conference and entertainment needs"
the restaurant Santa Fe Tex-Mex Grill got great food
we had grill satay and potatoes skin and this fried chicken which is OMG nice...

also watch EMAs
wow i LOVE mika
was and still am in love with the song grace kelly
like this band tokyo hotel too
songs not bad
but look like L’arc en Ciel and x japan
very j-rock
lead singer reminds me of hide
the it kinda dawn to me
hide's dead for wat 9 yrs...
like wow
i was 12 and crazy abt any thing jap
luna sea smap tokio and v6
hahahaha
i'm still crazy but not so abt music
more of drama and guys
YAMAPI!!!!
HEHEHEHEHE
my on going crush since sec sch
together with daniel wu

any way new week starting
sch holidays
so i'm gonna be crazy emotional stressed up cathy soon
and i'm TOTALLY dreading this wed
cheapo cous and her wedding at marina Mandarin
SO WAT IF ITS A 5 star hotel
u're still cheap cause 1. its on wed and 2. u kept calling to check how many ppl going and 3. u're officially married for wat 8 yrs??? NOW u have the dinner WTF!

plus cant stand all my cous frm mimi's side
cant stand my sisters when they r with them too
ekkk
so i'm taking advice frm mika

GOTTA BE GREEN
GOTTA BE MEAN
GOTTA BE EVERYTHING MORE
WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME?
WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME?
WHY DON'T YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR!!!


Grace Kelly

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

放不下

你好嗎
你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長
是不是
還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上
要堅強
我常常對著鏡子裡的人大聲講
雖然說
孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰
msn上太多的路人甲
偶爾你也該上來說說話
想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎
風很大
怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼
我很棒
一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮
每一天
發生的事情我都好想要跟你講
愛很怪
什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒
ooh心裡最深的牽挂
越想遺忘越不能忘
想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎


How are you?
Wonder if your nights are as long winding as mine
Is it because
You still carry the love I gave in your hands
Have to be strong
[That's] What I often say loudly in front of the mirror
Even though so
Thoughts of loneliness, being alone seems like a punishment
There are too many people on MSN
Once in awhile, you should also show up to chat
Thinking of your tenderness
Thinking of how you look like
I cant let go
We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly
Let us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy
[Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you
Can I regret it
The wind blows
Worry if you’re wearing enough clothes or getting a cold
I'm so great
I replaced the lightbulb myself, [now] the room becomes so bright
Everyday
How I wish I can tell you everything that happens
Love is weird
Took offense at everything, but then at the end, forgive everything
Ooh the heart's deepest grip
The more you want to forget, the more you cannot
Thinking of your tenderness
Thinking of how you look
I can't let go
We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly
[Let] us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy
[Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you
Can I regret it???

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

so is it ok if i kill my boss cause she's a bitch
is it ok if i kill that ex who tormented me
is it ok if i kill that cheating son of a bitch
is it ok if i kill that annoying ass hole
is it ok if i kill that insensitive scourge

if there's no logic, rules or laws
humans will be nothing but animals
there will no longer be any "is it ok"
no questions asked
no boundaries

sometimes i truly feel i'm a monster
because without conscience holding me back
i would kill

so to my boss and self absorbed ass
get off ur high horse
just because i'm calm outside
don mean i'm weak
don make me show you wat i can really do...

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

credits to

This popular quote (from William Congreve, not Shakespeare to whom it is commonly attributed) is considered a truism by many people today. Women, it is believed, when angered, will go to any lengths to unfairly punish the man who upset them; they are so emotional they don’t know when they’ve gone too far with getting even; angry women are, for all practical purposes, dangerously insane. Perhaps the most insidious use of this truism is by “Men’s Rights” organizations who use this belief to discredit women’s testimony in family and divorce courts.

This popular idea is upheld in movies, books, and television. “Kill Bill” and “Kill Bill 2″, an extremely popular duet of movies, are about a woman’s revenge for those who tried to kill her and her unborn child. “Carrie”, by Stephen King, is about a girl who uses her psychic powers to wreak a horrific revenge on her bullying schoolmates. Stephen King also has the vengeful woman show up in books like Dolores Clairborne and Rose Madder. “Fatal Attraction” is a movie about a woman who gets revenge on a man who wants to dump her after his adulterous affair with her. “Chicago” is about a woman who kills her lover because he is going to leave her (based loosely on a real murder case from the early 1900’s). And I could go on and on.

Some people have held up these books and movies as examples of feminism, either in praise of or in condemnation of the movie or feminism itself. Sometimes there even is a slightly feminist subtext. In none of the above movies is the violence done by the vengeful woman completely uncalled for. There seems to be some recognition that men lie, cheat, abuse and abandon their wives and girlfriends. “Chicago”, a musical, has a song calld “He Had it Coming” wherein the women (who are all accused of murdering their spouses) list the reasons he deserved to die.

But while the man’s behavior is tsk-tsked over as being naughty or even starkly displayed as being reprehensible, the woman’s revenge is the central horror of the films. The idea that the offending man will be punished (and often the implication is that his punishment is unfair) for his behavior is the real drama - the offenses done against the woman are merely the background story. The subtext says - men treating women is bad, but normal - women punishing men, on the other hand, is frightening and dramatic. For the man - even though it is made clear that he has done her wrong - is portrayed sympathetically. Bill in Kill Bill 2 is shown as having had Kiddo’s best interests in mind when he left her for dead. The poor stalked man in Fatal Attraction just made a mistake when he had the affair - he’s only human, he’s going to slip up. The men’s motives are examined, their psyches probed, there is usually a tearful scene in which they explain why they just couldn’t help themselves. The women are, by comparison, paper cut-outs - one dimensional characters crazed by a desire to hurt.

But even this isn’t my real problem with these revenge fantasy movies. My problem with them is this - they are a distortion of reality. Women, by and large, do not seek revenge for the violence men visit on them. Feminism is not about seeking revenge on men for rape and murder and wife-beating. Feminism is a movement based on seeking justice. To call these movies feminist is a way of buying into the “feminists are man-haters” myth. All of these movie scenes described are much more characteristic of male behavior. It is teenage boys, not girls, who become angered after years of bullying and start killing their classmates. It is men who kill their girlfriends or wives in retalition for her leaving them. Most of the time, it is men who wreak horrific revenge on women for having stepped out of line - in some places in the world, it is even legal to do so. Read any daily paper from any mid-sized or larger city - you will see a case where a man killed, attempted to kill, or kidnapped his ex-wife, girlfriend, and/or their children because he was “distraught” (read, “jealously enraged”) because she broke off their relationship. It is revealing that these books and movies - almost all written and directed by men - focus so much on the frightening possibility of women’s revenge, while simultaneously ignoring the much more frequent scenario of revenge exacted by men. There also seems to be a tacit admission that men think they may deserve such retaliation, even while the narratives show they (and the law) will not tolerate it.

Right now I am trying to imagine a movie in which a woman ends a relationship with a man after having treated him badly, only to have him attempt to wreak an exquisitely planned and incredibly violent revenge. I am trying to imagine her being portrayed sympathetically even though she is not the perfect wife or chaste girlfriend. And I can’t do it. I don’t think such a movie would sell - it would be portrayed as “controversial” and “man-hating” - yet this is the reality, and women’s revenge is the fiction.

Men's Pickup Lines

1. There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you.

2. Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see!

3. Hi, I make more money than you can spend.

4. HI! Can I buy you a car?

5. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money?

6. Why don't you come over here, sit on my lap and we'll talk about the first thing that pops up?

7. Motion with your finger for a girl to come over. When she gets there say, "I knew if I fingered you long enough you would cum."

8. Excuse me. Do you want to fuck or should I apologize?

9. Hey babe...can you suck a golf ball thru 50 feet of garden hose?

10. Hey babe, how about a pizza and a fuck? [Slap] HEY! What's wrong, don't you like pizza?

11. Excuse me, have I fucked you yet?

12. I am a magical being, take off your bra.

13. My name's [your name]. That's so you know what to scream.

14. Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To your heart.

15. I'm new in town. Could you give me directions to your apartment?

16. Fuck me if I'm wrong, but isn't your name Gretchen?

17. That's a nice shirt, it would go great with my floor.

18. I think we have to make love on the front lawn like crazed weasels NOW!

19. I love you. I want to marry you. Now fuck my brains out.

20. Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist.

stressed out

If you're stressing out, here are some comments you can use to help articulate your mood to others...

1. Don't bother me. I'm living happily ever after.

2. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left.

3. If I want to hear the pitter-patter of little feet, I'll put shoes
on my cat.

4. And your cry baby whiny-assed opinion would be...?

5. I'm not crazy, I've just been in a very bad mood for 30 years.

6. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.

7. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.

8. Earth is full. Go home.

9. I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up.

10. Are those your eyeballs? I found them in my cleavage.

11. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable.

12. Stress is when you wake up screaming & you realize you haven't fallen asleep yet.

13. How many times do I have to flush before you go away?

14. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing.

15. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #2?

16. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.

17. Chaos, panic, & disorder -- my work here is done.

18. Everyone thinks I'm psychotic, except for my friends deep inside the earth.

19. Is it time for your medication or mine?

20. How do I set a laser printer to stun?

21. I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert.

tomohisa yamashita

"CHONCHON"

things to do when u r bored WITH PICTURES

1. BAKE







2. WATCH JAP DRAMAS





3. TAKE STUPID PHOTOS



4. EAT LOTS OF JELLYBEANS



5. LOOK AT HOTTIES

things to do when u're bored

was suppose to go for my hair treatment today BUT
it was cancelled soooooo
I BAKED CHEESE COOKIES
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i like baking therapeutic
is just the cleaning up i hate
hahaha
boss gone for a week and will be back on monday
my holiday over
so sad
started watching nobuta wo produce already
ITS GOOODDDD
akira's (tomoshisa yamashita) chonchon-ing whenever he speaks
(is his way of saying hi)
shuuji (kazuya kamenashi) has a habit of instead of saying bye
he'll say bye-cycle (bicycle)
and the others will reply byebye-cycle
hahaha super cute
i should do that
but then ppl will think i'm insane
maybe i should just do that to the libbies
hahahahahaha
cause oh well
we're all insane
SOOOOOO my libbies
PLEASE NOTE
THAT U MUST REPLY BYEBYE-CYCLE WHEN I SAY BYE-CYCLE OK
teehee
watched in her shoes after baking
2 really good poems to share frm the show
really like it

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-- Elizabeth Bishop

i carry your heart with me


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

HALF DAY OFF!!!!
work only starts at 3 today
muahahahaha
decided to take my excess ot hours
exchange for half day off
been watching a lot of show lately
family nagging at me for that
but its the only thing that helps me get away frm the things i don wanna think and worry abt
oh well
csi csi new york grey's anatomy romantic princess hana kimi ( the jap version )and now my new and loading prog nobuto wo produce
i like jap shows better then taiwan and korean dramas
they edit them better
beginning to find romantic princess difficult to watch cause the editing sucks!
like they cant get the timing of the story right
1 min is night the next scene is day and they wear the same thing for 3 days straight???!!!!
i mean wu chun is hot and all but i really don think i can stand another minute of the bad script bad linking bad editing...
but the thing is the show only got 10 eps and i'm already watching the 7 ep so no point stopping... blah
and korean dramas GAWD where do i begin
i'll usually read abt the storyline or look at the posters before watching cause i cant stand ppl dying in the end typical storyline...
and shows with more than 30 eps
really u don need that much
anything more than 25 is already draggy
they have all the recaps and they take like 1 hr to say something or get to the point ( romantic princess have lots of recaps too another reason why i'm beginning to find it hard to watch.)
jap dramas
a lil better
not much recaps
but then i don watch shows with ppl dying
so sad sad storylines
BIG NO NO
hana kimi is ridiculous
but its funny and u can totally see that they ( the actors and production crew ) really work hard to make it good
its only 12 eps and compare that to romantic princess hmmm
hana kimi won
and like wat they wrote at the beginnig of hana
"this drama is fictional. please pardon the foolishness"
i think all taiwan korean and singapore dramas should have this
singapore dramas is a MUST
i can spend all day laughing at the bad acting bad script bad scenes cheap studio poor production and overall typical storyline...
at least with korean dramas the clothes they wear look good and the scene not bad...
to end this long long post i give u 50 things u can learn from korean dramas (some even frm sg and tw dramas)
found this online and couldnt top laughing... its sooo true...

enjoy...

1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.

2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.

3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you’ll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you “playfully” but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it’s okay. Because you’re still laughing like a crazy person.

4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-nephews will always love the same girl.

5) You’re allowed to make u-turns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u turn to.

6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.

7) Everyone has cancer.

If you’re sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.

9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.

10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night’s event.

11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people.

12) If you’re rich, you’re a jerk.

13) If you’re poor, you’re an angel.

14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.

15) You’re not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.

16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definately have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We’re not sure where it went, but it’s making your cancer progress faster.

17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90’s.

18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER.

19) You will always call your boyfriend by his job title. Or simply sunbaenim. Never his name. Never. He doesn’t have one.

20) If you TRULY love each other, you must die together in the end. Frozen outside instead of finding shelter like sane people. Just frozen….

21) You go to America you come back miraculously successful. You go to England you come back amazingly fashionable. You stay in Korea the only thing that changes is your hairstyle.

22) And if you come back with no apparent reason then it’s because you have cancer.

23) Everyone always goes to the same hospital no matter where they are.

24) If you stand out in the rain for more than five minutes, you’ll end up with a fever and vertigo and people will rush you to the hospital to get some magic IV. And instead of taking an ambulance or driving they’ll race you on their back.

25) Even if you’re poor and can’t eat, you never wear the same clothes twice.

26) If you play a poor kid, you always have dirt on your face and your hair is always messy.

27) If you’re saving someone from being hit from a car, you’ll push them out of the way and wait for the car to hit you instead. couldnt be more true, their like a deer in headlights

28) Everyone has a long lost sister/brother/twin. Usually one they didn’t know about.

29) If you don’t want to answer your phone, you can’t just turn it off. The battery needs to be taken out.

30) All korean men can drink hard, smoke long, sing well and play piano. Usually all at the same time. And at the same restaurant that has a piano that they let anyone use.

31) If you’re in a relationship, you must at one point leave and have your lover tearfully come RIGHT before you board the plane (vice versa applies as well. You can be the chaser). 60% of the time you see each other, the other 40% you’re roaming around in circles and pass each other about six times, but miraculously never see them.

32) If you’re getting off a plane, you’re ALWAYS wearing sunglasses. ALWAYS.

33) All guys wear hideous tracksuits zipped up to their neck. Even if all they’re doing is jumproping.

34) Girls will always storm off because they’re mad and the guy will stoically grab them by the arm and swing them back- and by magic, not dislocate their shoulders.

35) Guys always look like they’re 6 feet tall, even if they’re only 5′10. Thank you camera angles.

36) Guys like to wear foundation, eyeliner and sometimes a smudge of lipliner.

37) You always get stuck in an elevator with someone who makes you feel uncomfortable. Even if there are six different elevators, you’ll always be stuck in the same one with that bastard you hate (or just fought with).

38) Unless you’re fabulously rich, your in-laws will always hate you

39) So will your sister-in-law.

40) Your brother-in-law might be pining away for you.

41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.

42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you’re never held hands.

43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They’ll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.

44) You’ll get pregnant the first time you have sex.

45) You’ll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.

46) Hell- you’ll get pregnant if you hold hands.

47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.

48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they’ve found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she’ll just watch and cry. But it’s okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.

49) It ain’t a real fight unless the gangsters fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.

50) If you study in the states (preferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can’t understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.