without words

i should have done that. i should have ignored it.
like something i couldn't see
i shouldn't look at you at all
i should have run away. i hould have acted like i didn't hear it.
like something i couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

without a word , you let me know love. without a word, you give me love.
you made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
without a word, love leaves me. without a word, love tossed me away.
what should I say next ? my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

why does it hurts so much ? why does it hurts continuously ?
except for the fact that i can't see you anymore. and that you are not here anymore.
otherwise, it's the same as before.

without a word , you let me know love. without a word, you give me love.
you made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this (?)
without a word, love leaves me. without a word, love tossed me away.
what should I say next ? my closed lips were surprised on their own
without a word, tears fall. without a word, my heart breaks down.

without a word, i waited for love. without a word, love hurts me.
I zone out. I become a fool because i cry looking at the sky.
without a word, love finds me. without a word, the end comes to me.
i think my heart was surprise to send you away.
it came without a word.


without a word, it comes and leave.
like the fever before, maybe all i need to do is hurt for a while.

2AM - Confession of a friend

It’s been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I’d rather protect you,
although I don’t know if it will make it better…

This time I’ll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it’s a blessing
Whenever you say let’s never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but…

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn’t say it)
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

A game not worth the candle

Some people don’t deserve anything in life.
They were put here to prove that point with their own self destruction.
What’s a sorry for if you don’t mean it or nobody is going to know you mean it. What’s the point of feelings if you keep having to lie and live in one?

Some people are selfish, useless, insecure and shallow.
They always say that they don't care if anyone gave a rats ass about them, but often resort to attention seeking methods for others to take notice.
They can hardly explain why they feel that no one cares, but down inside, they think that's the truth. After receiving replies from those silly enough to give a shit, they will find themselves in another, but not exactly new, problem and thus the circus begins. The circus of their never ending, longer than long, problems of their so-called life. And inevitability, they will end the chapter with "no one cares."

Some people don't understand why people think badly of them. Well my dear, you cannot erase perceptions. They can try to change it, but like the boy who cried wolf, their constant craving for attention will not allow them to remain in the background. Therefore they choose to offend and insult, to behave in a manner that is disgusting and obnoxious, to self-pity and self-destruct, all in full view of the world. Those who fell for their act the first few times have learn the lesson, but with these modern times, finding new suckers to shower them with sweet or encouraging comments is not that difficult. Sooner or later their new cronies will find out that these people are ticking time-bombs of emotions. They let others and their own disgusting selves get the best of them. They are their one and only downfall.

What's the point of finding friends. When with every friend you make, you release 10 enemies.

Now everyone just waits for the bad to happen and then they clap their hands in glee and rejoice “I knew it, you were a piece of shit.”

This post is a reminder to myself, to live my life with my own rules. "Some people" are the stones that will trip me, waste my time, effort and tears. I have better things to do than reply to self-pity/attention seeking messages on Facebook or what not. As much as I believe that is natural to wear your emotions on your sleeve, I do that often as it proves I'm human, to air them in front of hundreds of your "closest" friends is simply attention seeking. I used to care, I really do, but now I've come to a conclusion that I was just another sucker. To those who are true and are really in trouble, you will always see my helping hand and patient shoulders, I will listen with my 101% undivided attention. But to those who choose to waste my time running around in circles, only to find myself in a deep emotional slump in the end, I shall not bother, and will not care. Easier said than done, but I will try to my very best to block out these external nonsense and give my time to the ones who are truly in need.

I went to yesasia again to look at AATVXQ 3 DVD and count down to the days when i can buy it
but this is what i saw
This product is out of print and no longer available from the publisher
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changmin wrote this song
nothing better
love it
esp the first part cause i'm susu bias i like all songs that starts with susu's solo
and
the last part when each of them sang a line jae sang last
total love


number 1 reason why i should get AATVXQ 3


XIAHKY
hahahahahahahahahaha
and i love how mylovelysusu always talks and then ask xiahky "kerojou" is that right >.< too cute

For some bloody reason i lost my upload pic icon...
So I have to make so with this...
http://www.yesasia.com/global/dong-bang-shin-ki-all-about-dong-bang-shin-ki-season-3-6dvd-photobook/1020608770-0-0-0-en/info.html
I WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IT HAS ENGLISH SUBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IWANTIWANTIWANT!!!!!!
NEXTMTHSALARYGOESHERE!!!!!!
http://www.yesasia.com/global/dong-bang-shin-ki-all-about-dong-bang-shin-ki-season-3-6dvd-photobook/1020608770-0-0-0-en/info.html
Since i cant upload pics i cant give valid reasons why i want it
but iwaaaannnnnnttttttttiiitttttttt
ohmylovelysusu is just too cute
with xiahky too
hehehehhe

the past 2 days i cried till my eyes are sore
i feel defeated
like every next person i meet or talk to is trying to rip my bandages apart and pour salt on the fresh wounds

"silly rabbit
trix are for kids
how are you be so optimistic?
to the point of being extremely naive"

stop telling me what to do and who to be
all i hear are lectures
how you feel
what you think i should do

has anyone actually wondered what its like to be in my shoes?
if you think its sounds bad
how do you think i feel when its actually happening to me?

i have so many things on my mind i cant even begin to explain and tell

all my life i can only hope
can only dream
can only look at how people got what they want in life
maybe i took the wrong step somewhere along the way and ended up here
feeling a little envious

i cant feel sorry for myself i know
but sometimes being positive can be a real tiring thing to do
reality tends to hit you when you're down
i no longer have faith
thank you world for making me lose the only thing that made me human
faith in human kind
positive that i can have my dream future

my dream is realistic
i don't wanna be super rich or live in district 10
or marry someone famous, drive around in Audi R8
i just want to do well at work
find someone who loves me
get married have kids
my kids dont need to be angels
my husband dont need to step out of GQ
we dont even need to be happy all year round
just normal
that i'm happy with

people have taken that very basic away from me
i have seen what humans can do to each other
and i for one, am terrified of the future
and it will be cruel to bring future generations into this world
knowing who we are
what humans are perfectly capable of doing

maybe this is hell
has anyone thought of that?
we often wish that our enemies burn in hell
go to hell
but what makes us think that we aint already in it

i think a lot as i made up lost sleep today
even in my sleep my brain doesnt take a break

this is hell

is this...

Been kinda down...
Do wonder why i worked so hard for some times
to get recognition?
people i helped might not be thankful
to them i'm just a dumb fuck doing their work for them
not that i want to but in the end their sloppiness will affect me
i deal with the final product
therefore the 1st head on the line is mine
And does being honest help
i dont know but it sure dont feel like it now
perhaps its the wrongs i've done in the past
now slowly coming back to hunt me
how can i feel so lonely in a crowded place
how can i laugh when inside i feel like i'm dead
is this the medication
or have i always been this way
is this guilt
or its just that i simply dont belong
out of place
out of sight
out of mind

I'm BACKK!!!

vaca @ Nikoi is wat i totally need...
4 whole days filled with sun, water, sand and alcohol
hahahahahahaha
as always i'll let the pictures do the talking...
i miss nikoi island already
just like i miss yogi's bar...
hahahahahahahhaha











back in SG when things aint so rosy
i'm not gonna say more abt it
but people at work are pulling me down
heck... i'm unbeatable
i can live thru it
and i will
was talking to sis the other day and she mention that she wanna quit
and how her bff's boss and colleagues threw this surprise party on her b-day
she said that she knows that not all bosses are that good and no job is that perfect
but she cant stay at where she is right now KNOWING that there are places better than this...
i thot abt it for a few days, i felt the same too
but then i realise that this goes both ways
how many times have i heard from the people around me abt how their jobs suck, their managers or bosses are total ass holes or what not...
i have a good manager now
she's not perfect
and she runs at 120km/hr so i have to move on her pace
its tiring, exhausting and at the end of the day i feel like death yet have none of the benefits
the company's staff benefits and health care belongs to the dinosaur era...
but that does not meant that i just quit, what if i cant find a better job or a better manager. why change something that is not broken in the 1st place.
so to my dear colleague who is leaving next month.
you wave the white flag too fast
my dear
u didnt go to boss when u have too little jobs
but when the going gets tough
u go running to complain abt overload
i have the same words for you as you to me
you're great as a friend
but at work
its a lil questionable...

now
i shall wait for the so called "bonus" hr is coming up for us.
i dont need to increase my pay (hmmm on 2nd thots it will be gd if i do)
just promote my freaking job title
maybe i'm just unlucky u know
the big boss hates my predisuccessor
therefore give him this job title
and i took over this job title
gosh
and then we have no experience trainees getting the exec title once they sign on
so unfair
good thing is i manage to outshine all of them
at least my manager or seniors dont go behind my back telling others "oh its better is you help me on this, she's too inexperience to do it" HA

so many b-bays and weddings this month
so i'm broke
and ppl still owe me money
worse THEY FORGOT
i donno how to chase them
so i shall cont being broke and living on my credit cards
>.<
bye bye mayday dna concert
bye bye gss
bye bye new bag which i need soon cause my esprit died on me and mango will not likely survive another 2 months
bye bye agnes b baggggggggggg
bye bye going to seoul - sm town concert which is 1 day before my freaking BDAY
bye bye dbsk and suju and shinee and hearing zyl and susu sing timeless LIVE!!! along with the 2nd point
my fav song! live!
cries!
the cruelty
cries!
at Jamsil Olympic Stadium
CRIES!
at least i could still afford mirotic at bkk
now
i cant even dream!
ohtheirony
i didnt go bkk cause of h1n1
that point of time sg still have below 20 imported case but bkk have hundreds
so i decided not to go
but then!!! that week itself sg h1n1 hits butter factory
and my sis went butter factory on the said day
GAWD
go bkk to watch mylovelysusu i might get h1n1
stay in sg i slp next to a person who might have h1n1
EITHER WAY I GET H1N1
so why not see susu and get it!
ohtheirony!!!!

SCREAMS

The Secret Code 4th Live Tour

In Osaka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHMYLOVELYSUSU's voice...

MIROTIC---- IWANNNAAAAGOOOOOOOOO

Great, just when I'm kinda coming to terms with not going to Bangkok, going to Mirotic Concert, they have to broadcast the Korea concert on TV.

GREAT!

The 1st half of the concert was kinda boring, I mean its good, they can sing, dance but don't feel like a concert, just the usual performance. Which made me happy and satisfied, "well, its a good thing I can't go" Then I had to watch the 2nd half SOBBBBB its was so good it hurts! OHMYFREAKINGGWARD

The intro vid for Mirotic, they slow down the dance which made them look as if they're shooting a Kungfu movie. The performance, I can only say Cassies are sooo freaking cool. The time of the performance they still have the ban, so they have to sing Under my sky, instead of Under my skin. BUT the fans were screaming UNDER MY SKIN! This song is LOVELOVE



The rock version of The Way You Are. Its gooodddd. Then they sang Somebody to love WHICH is their Japanese single! And that's what I call Fan Service!



Lastly MY FAV PART the Encore part, they sang Tonight as their last song!!! OHMYLOVELYSUSU's voice is heaven... TOTAL LOVE! Great song to end the concert.



If only I can watch them sing live. CRIES. Now all I can do is occupy my time on 27 and 28 June so I don't think about it. 27 is packed, morning have to see Dr Ong for monthly weight loss follow-up, then my Korean class starts (YUPPIE) at 2pm. Now I just need to occupy my night and the 28. Must think of something! The nights will be the most unbearable. SOB.

my colleague showed me this hilarious website, fmylife.com where people just share their most embarrassing or awful stories. here are some highlights:

Today, I texted my boyfriend of 6 months saying that I was in the mood, and that I was in bed, and naked. He texted back saying "U got fingers, use them, im going to bed xoxo". FML

Today, I decided to introduce my girlfriend to my parents by telling them that we were gonna have a very special guest for dinner. While my mom was preparing the meal she asked, "What does he like?" I'm straight. My parents thought different. FML

Today, my boyfriend of over a year and I were discussing how neither of us is the other's usual 'type'. I explained that I usually go for insular asshole types and then asked him what made me different from his usual choices. He said 'Oh, well, I usually go for the attractive ones.' FML

Today, I was at a Chinese restaurant, I'd forgotten my glasses and had a migraine. I was straining my eyes, squinting and rubbing my temples to alleviate my migraine. I was kicked out of the restaurant and banned henceforth because my waitress thought I was mocking her eyes. FML

Today, I asked my boyfriend while he was eating potato chips if he wanted to eat me. He looked at the potato chips, he looked at me and said "Unless your vagina turns into a potato chip, I'd rather eat these." FML

Today, while I was out to eat, I was approached by the restaurant manager. He told me that while he respected my personal choices, his patrons didn't feel comfortable with someone who used to be a man using the women's restroom. He thought I was a transsexual. I am a naturally-born female. FML

Today, I decided to ask my friend to the school dance. It's one where the girls ask the guys. I spent hours placing signs down his street so he would see them on his way home. As I'm waiting in his driveway with balloons I see his car reverse and go the other direction. FML

Today, me and my boyfriend came back to my house after a night on the town. Thinking the house was empty, we proceeded to have sex. Just as it was getting good my phone rings. It was a text from my mom, "Quiet down. Even your father can tell your faking." FML

Today, my dad gave me a promise ring on my one year anniversary with my boyfriend and made me swear I would wait til marriage. Four hours later he walked in on us having sex in my bedroom. FML

Today, my mother called me and told me that she went to the hospital. This wasn't a surprise 'cos she normally goes to the hospital for the smallest things. So, I was a smart ass and asked, "What now? You finally have lung cancer from all those cigarettes?" Apparently, she does. FML

Today, I was sifting through my parents old home movies. I put in one and was horrified to see my parents having sex. I immediately ejected the tape and looked at the label. It said "Bermuda, 1989". They've told me I was conceived in Bermuda around that time. I've seen my own conception. FML

Today, I went to my new doctor to establish the paperwork. During the questionnaire, she asked if I was sexually active. I said yes. She then asked, "what do you do?". I told her I normally did vaginal, but would sometimes do anal. She blushed and started to laugh. She was asking where I worked. FML

please go to the website. it'll entertain you for hours.

THANK YOU

Thank you for making my day a better one Super Junior...
What the hell...
You've made my week!
If not month!
I love Hee Chul
HEE-SICA

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU

The Most Honest Words

I always have low expectations.
It's good that way.
Now I have none.
No expectations.

私は疲れている。
それは終わった。 そう。
さようなら。
5年の間ありがとう。
よい時の間ありがとう。
そして今それはさよならを言う時間である。

Silence Spoke Volumes.

As if I'm not depressed enough thanks to these 3 days...
NOW to find out that it's too late to order Mirotic tix in BKK
And the only person that wants to go decided to back out...
I really, really, really wanna...AHHHHHHHHGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I usually don't talk about my life...
Cause it's sad and a little pathetic...
I see how other people are living their life and then I look at mine...
Can't help but feel a little regret...
While other people are out having fun during this long weekend, I'm stuck at home cause I can't find my friends.
And even if I found them, they'll be too broke, too busy, made plans.
Or totally MIA...
Maybe it's time to start looking at myself...
Is there something wrong with me?
It's been a month since our last meet up...
Do you even care enough to call?

So yeah...
My life is pathetic...
Maybe I should end it before it gets worse...

WOO HOO
MIROTIC photobook
I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT
noticed that susu tends to have weird looking performance photos
like this for example





laugh till i wanna cry
oh my lovely susu
i still love ya

DBSK going back to Japan

How can anyone look SO DAMN COOL...







... YET so dorky at the same time...

Oh Jae... Still love you even if you carry fringed bags and use pink neck pillows... HEHEHE

Haunting Melody...
Junsu's voice at the beginning...
Perfection should be the name of the song...
This is my fav song in their new Japanese album, The Secret Code
and also I'm amazed...
Korea's Mirotic in Oct
Japan's Secret Code in Mar
2 concerts on-going at the same time
Full Japan Tour - Secret Code
Asia Tour - Mirotic
Dont you people ever rest!?!?

Taxi

絡めた指を解くたび
その温もりを 握り返した

君に逢えると思うたび
僕の心は彩られてく
他愛もない出来事も
2人でいれば思い出に出来るのに

君の声も その細い肩も
その瞳も僕のものじゃない
どんなに側にいても
君の未来壊さない限り
この想いを叶えることはできないよ
一時の夢 痛いほど好きなの
夜が終わってく…

会えない時を埋める様に
煌めく街の歩道を歩く

初めて、手に触れたとき
解けた君の笑顔がよみがえる


抱きしめたい 抱きしめていたい
だけど君は 僕のものじゃない
歪な心が今
抱きしめたい 抱きしめちゃいけない
溢れるほど 解けるほど 求めているのに
タクシーを止めて 約束も交わさず
君の手溢れ

君の声も、その細いかたも
その瞳も、僕のものじゃない
どんなにそばにいても

君の未来、かわさない限り
こう思いう、かなえる、ことはできないよ
ひと時も夢、痛いほど好きなの
夜がおみてく

Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I'll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade.
Even the common things turn into memories when we're together

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

I walk the shimmering streets,
Trying to cover the times we can't meet,
Your playful smile, after our hands had met for the first time,
Keeps reviving in my memories

I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it's overflowing, that it's melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

Tohoshinki Secret Code Concert @ Tokyo Dome
July 4th and 5th

"The Tokyo Dome is a domed 55,000 seat venue and home to Japan's most famous baseball team, the Yomiuri Giants. It's Japan's most famous venue and has held concerts for many of Japan's top artistes. In addition, the Tokyo Dome has also hosted concerts for many famous foreign artists such as Mariah Carey, Bon Jovi, Britney Spears, U2, Michael Jackson, Madonna, Aerosmith, and a whole slew of others. Three American Sports Leagues: The NFL, MLB, and the NBA have also held exhibition games at the Tokyo Dome."

OH DADDY MOBUCKS WHERE ART THOU???

MIROTIC CONCERT

OH MY FREAKING GAWD!
I WANNA GO TO MIROTIC CONCERT
PLEAAAASSSSSEEEEEE BRING IT TO SG
I DON'T MIND MSIA TOO
WHO AM I KIDDING I'LL FLY TO BKK OR TAIWAN IF I HAVE TO
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Junsu's hotness.
solo dance and its freaking sang live
GAWDNESS
iwannawannagooo



tight jeans = lots of duckie butt
hehehehehehehhe
love a guy with duckie butt

I shall end here
and continue fan girling...

FAKE

How long can I keep up with this?
I think by blogging now I'm opening a big big can of worms
I can't keep up with this facade anymore
So tired of talking to people I don't want to talk to
Calling people I don't want to call
Knowing that give them a few months and they'll go back to their old habits of tossing me aside like a toy that they no longer play...
Planning a event seem so draggy
No longer feels good or exciting
Why and how did it become this way?
I used to love this process

I really don't know.
I'm staying strong for I know there's still something worth holding on for
I don't know how long I can hold on to this anymore
Why isn't anyone other than us taking the 1st step

So tired
Why can't any of you take the initiative
Is it really that hard?
Or is it because you simply don't care?
And if you don't care, why are you constantly expecting me to?
Selfish...
Fake...
All the hugs
All the "let's do this...."
All Fake...

Please leave me alone...
I don't need people who don't care
I don't need people who I find harder and harder to love day by day
I don't need people so in love with themselves and their partners they can't find a minute to answer a call
reply a message
plan a gathering
I don't need you
I'll rather be alone than to have you around

Go away...

I cant explain why I like these 2 songs,
I just do
Wasurenaide (Don't Forget)
Composed and written by JaeJoong



Wasurenaide
Don’t Forget Me

I sit on my bed and think of you
It’s alright even if I can’t see you…
I miss you, but just this feeling is enough

The memories of you remain, they’re so strong
I read a short message from you and it makes my chest tighten painfully
But I want to keep protecting your eternal happiness

* I’ll become the wind and wrap gently around you
Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it
Even though I want to see you so much… I miss you so much…
I’m waiting for you, don’t forget me

On the path we’d always walk, I felt your presence
Silently, I close my eyes and pray that it’ll never disappear

Without acknowleding the things that hurt you deeply, you just kept on laughing and smiling
I’ll always remember and cherish that
And I’ll keep yelling out to the world, even if the words I use are but ordinary

* Repeat

The nights touched by you…
It’s enough to break me; your fragrance hanging in the air and these feelings that build up, baby
So that this’ll never end, I’ll hold your hand even tighter
So that we’ll never be separated…

I’ll become the wind and wrap gently around you
Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it
Even though I want to see you so much… I miss you so much…
I’m waiting for you… I’m waiting for you

* Repeat

I’m right here, don’t forget me

And then there's Bolero which is a movie theme song
Subaru
This song is just a amazing
Junsu's voice is like wow
This is proof that with every song, album
they keep getting better

Other than Junsu
I kinda like JaeJoong as well
He's hot, in a girly way
When I think pretty boy, he's the 1st person that comes into mind.

Anyway he starred in this MV for this newbie, Taegoon
Song's okay. Same ol techo pop Koreans like to use nowadays
but JJ is HOT
Him with the gun
woooo



And then theres the thing abt his tattoos




TVfXQ SOUL

The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor
~ Latin proverb

A song will outlive all sermons in the memory.
~ Giles, Henry

Hope to the End
~ Bible quote: I Peter 1:13 [not verified]

TOTALLY HOT

What can I say...
LOVELOVELOVE Junsu's voice...

My 1st post of the year...
WOOHOO
and I'm gonna talk abt boybands...

For a while, I stopped the whole boyband thing cause I thought I was supposed to grow out of it
But life became a bit less colorful
and I have finally seen the error of my ways
Some friends make fun of me for liking boybands
but hey
you don’t see me saying anything about your rock music to your face!
So let’s make it a judge-free zone mkay

I don’t care that much when people bash on boybands
and equate their music to artistic leprosy
It can be pretty funny
but I find most of it to be pedantic and unoriginal
Just enjoy what you enjoy
and let me enjoy what I enjoy
Being a “real” music listener or whatever doesn’t give you superiority over the rest of us

My interests DO extend beyond boybands
and I DO sometimes listen to this so-called “real” music
Boybands are popular because they’re appealing, entertaining, and fun
I listen to music to be entertained and happy
not to uphold arbitrary standards of hipness set forth by those too insecure to give into the powers of a good hip thrust

Oh yeah
the above paragraph just demonstrated the biggest hardship of being a boyband fan: irrationality on good days
and batshit insanity every other day
I’ve always prided myself on being a sensible, non-delusional, and non-overreaction-ey fan
but now I realize that there’s no such thing as a sane fan
Fan stands for “fanatic” for a reason

We’re all crazy
and I seriously worry about my mental health sometimes
For example
My obession with Xiah Junsu as u can see from my blog

Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go suffer through some more lip-synching and dancing on youtube
Life is sooooo hard when you’re a fangirl