一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托
再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過
那短短一秒鐘
都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後
在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過
過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又 公轉了幾周了

我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了
連回憶 都是負荷

一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後
在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過
過去了 又改變什麼
濃情愛戀 都已陌生了

我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了連回憶 都是負荷
我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至感謝這樣不期而遇
當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了
我已是 陌生人了

How much loneliness can a cloud carry?
Then suddenly we meet again
As we past by each other
In that split second
We understood that everything’s changed
No one can push their feelings to the back of their heads
After things have change
This relationship deeply ingrained and unforgettably engraved on one's mind
But that’s the past
Nothing will change
Earth how many weeks has it revolve

I’m no longer upset
Truly I wish you the best happiness
And I understand you only live in my memory
I don hate you anymore
I even forgive your cruel excuses
But I understand not loving even memories are a burden

After things have change
This relationship have been deeply ingrained and unforgettably engraved on one's mind
But that’s the past
Nothing will change
Even the deepest lovers have become strangers

I’m no longer upset
Truly I wish you the best happiness
And I understand you only live in my memory
I don hate you anymore
Even thanked this meeting by chance
But I realize when I looking into your eyes
I’m already a stranger
I’m already a stranger

after 21 yrs i realise i'm naive, gullible, easy to cheat and lie to, too god damn trusting, to darn easy to ripped off...

merry xmas and a happy new year...

三公分阳光三公分空气
3 cm of sunlight, 3 cm of air
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
stuck together like a glass
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
blocking your expressions, leaving only footprints

一直向前走走不完距离
keep going forward, but cant close the gap
一直向后退不出回忆
keep retreating, but cant get out of memories
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
i am glad there are problems helping me to trap myself

你头发上淡淡青草香气
the light smell of your hair
变成了风才能和我相遇
can only meet me after it becomes the wind
你的目光蒸发成云
your vision evaporates to form the clouds
再下成雨我才能够靠近
only when it falls as rain that i can get close

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your back view
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your back view,
所以才能变成你的背影
so, i can become your back view
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure

我怀里所有温暖的空气
the warm air on my chest
变成风也不敢和你相遇
even after becoming the wind, doesnt dare to meet you
我的心事蒸发成云
my problems evaporating to form the clouds
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
even if it falls again as rain, it cant bear to fall on you

sorry I didn’t like your point of view
didn’t mean to upset you or hurt you
find it hard to tell those sweet little lies
always finding fault when i could compromise

i just want a perfect world

sorry i don’t see life the way you do
if i could i’d be just the same as you
every day parade the things i feel inside
not be frightened by the doubt that i can’t hide

i just want a perfect world
something beautiful preserved
and to take what we’ve been given’s
a trick i’ve never learned

so the world falls off around you
you’re standing on the edge
know you’ll fall it just hasn’t happened yet
and there’s no-one left to catch you
and even if there were
you’re not sure you could repay such a debt

but i just can’t seem to shake
the old pursuits of youth
simple need to be
the seeker after truth

i just want a perfect world
dumbest thing you ever heard
but to take what we’ve been given’s
a trick i’ve never learned

MERRY EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE OF XMAS
1 MORE WEEK TO XMAS

STRESS
SUPER STRESS
really amazed with how rude some children can get
really really
my boss
GAWD don even wanna talk abt it
so stress and pissed
ot like mad
and wat do i get...
i want my pay and bonus NOW
somehow it'll make it worth it
make me less angry?
maybe...

xmas list

1)
AUDREY HEPBURN DVD COLLECTION BOXSET

2)



PSP GAMES... WILL LIKE GTA... OR ANY PUZZLE GAMES... WILL ALSO LIKE A BATT CHARGER AND EXTENDED LIFE BATT TO GO ALONG WITH IT HAHAHA....

3)



A WATCH... BLACK LEATHER BLACK FACE...

4)


BABY DOLL TOPS AND LONG CARDIGANS... ME FAVS ME LOVES ME LIKEY

5)

NOISE CANCELLATION EARPHONE... ANY BRAND WILL DO... I DONT MIND...

6)

CLUTCH BAGS... I'M THINKING RETRO... 60'S 70'S

7)


HAVAIANAS TREKKING SHOES... CHARLES AND KEITH FLATS ( I LIKE THE BLACK AND GREY ONE) ... PLUS THIS I REALLY LIKE THE RED ONES BUT FOR SOME REASON I CANT SAVE THE PIC... I'M SIZE 38 FOR C&K AND 39-40 FOR HAVAIANAS...


8)

SEX AND THE CITY!!!!!!! COMPLETE SEASONS... GAWWDDDDDDDDDD

9)


CROPPED JACKET... WILL LIKE TO HAVE A NAVY BLUE OR WHITE ONE... MUST BE VER CROPPED LIKE MY PUMA SPORTS JACKET THAT TYPE OF CROPPED...

10)

DEXTER COMPLETE SEASON 1... WANNA WATCH BUT LAZY TO DOWNLOAD...

hehehehhe
post ur xmas list some so i know wat to get too yeah...

sometimes i feel so unappreciated
be it with work
with kids
or with friends
maybe because we're always there
and we always give
thats why we're being taken for granted

granted aunty cathy will always let us play gameboy
if other aunties don allow we'll ask aunty cathy
if aunty cathy don allow we argue back and still she will listen
we can be rude to aunty cathy and still she will back down and talk to us instead of yell...
so many things for granted

as for work
same thing
cathy can help u with everything
be it program planning or materials
cds vcds dvds
but if i so even as to be sick or take off
they're at my throat
why why why
why did u knock ur head on the locker
why did u have to go to the hospital
why do u have to take emergancy off
why why why
how i wish i stayed at the hospital
wait 8 hrs for a ct scan
admit myself in
and will most prob have a 2 week mc for that
so this yr will end faster and i can leave next yr

and lastly friends and family
where do i begin
u can always be there for them
plan outings
tell them they can call u if they have problems
but do they?
not only do they not
later they complain
ohhh i'm alone
ohhh no one's there for me
ohhhh poor me
ohhhhh fuck all of u
seriously
SERIOUSLY
my hand is ALWAYS out
ALWAYS
yet no one wanted it
then they complain
SERIOUSLY

now ITS MY TURN TO COMPLAIN
my hand will still be out
nothing changed
but this time
THIS TIME
if i hear another word of
I'M ALONE
OR MY ONE'S THERE
i'll scream yell
and tear u a new ass hole...

GRACE KELLY

libbies I FOUND A PLACE TO SPEND XMAS!!!!!
CLICK HERE TO GET A REVIEW OF SANTA FE

was at my cous's engagement party yest
the place is DAMN nice can
i'll say its much better than those 5 stars hotels
its called stewords riverboat
at marina south pier
perhaps the cleanest water 've seen in sg
hahahahahaha
at the top deck the deco done by my cous herself!
makes the whole place really romantic
every girl's dream wedding
hahahaha
the food was fab
like i've said in the beginning better than 5 star hotels
i wasnt expecting it to be this good
steword riverboat as its name suggest IS A BOAT
"Is a 3 decked non motorized vessel that houses a restaurant an al-fresco café a private function hall and an exclusive dining cabin making it a unique and exciting venue for all your dining conference and entertainment needs"
the restaurant Santa Fe Tex-Mex Grill got great food
we had grill satay and potatoes skin and this fried chicken which is OMG nice...

also watch EMAs
wow i LOVE mika
was and still am in love with the song grace kelly
like this band tokyo hotel too
songs not bad
but look like L’arc en Ciel and x japan
very j-rock
lead singer reminds me of hide
the it kinda dawn to me
hide's dead for wat 9 yrs...
like wow
i was 12 and crazy abt any thing jap
luna sea smap tokio and v6
hahahaha
i'm still crazy but not so abt music
more of drama and guys
YAMAPI!!!!
HEHEHEHEHE
my on going crush since sec sch
together with daniel wu

any way new week starting
sch holidays
so i'm gonna be crazy emotional stressed up cathy soon
and i'm TOTALLY dreading this wed
cheapo cous and her wedding at marina Mandarin
SO WAT IF ITS A 5 star hotel
u're still cheap cause 1. its on wed and 2. u kept calling to check how many ppl going and 3. u're officially married for wat 8 yrs??? NOW u have the dinner WTF!

plus cant stand all my cous frm mimi's side
cant stand my sisters when they r with them too
ekkk
so i'm taking advice frm mika

GOTTA BE GREEN
GOTTA BE MEAN
GOTTA BE EVERYTHING MORE
WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME?
WHY DON'T YOU LIKE ME?
WHY DON'T YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR!!!


Grace Kelly

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

放不下

你好嗎
你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長
是不是
還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上
要堅強
我常常對著鏡子裡的人大聲講
雖然說
孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰
msn上太多的路人甲
偶爾你也該上來說說話
想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎
風很大
怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼
我很棒
一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮
每一天
發生的事情我都好想要跟你講
愛很怪
什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒
ooh心裡最深的牽挂
越想遺忘越不能忘
想著你的溫柔
想著你的模樣
我放不下
都說過了再見
我們各自飛翔
各自長大
抱緊愛會掙扎
放開愛會心慌
神也很忙
到底要實現哪個願望
離開你那麼傻
可以後侮嗎


How are you?
Wonder if your nights are as long winding as mine
Is it because
You still carry the love I gave in your hands
Have to be strong
[That's] What I often say loudly in front of the mirror
Even though so
Thoughts of loneliness, being alone seems like a punishment
There are too many people on MSN
Once in awhile, you should also show up to chat
Thinking of your tenderness
Thinking of how you look like
I cant let go
We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly
Let us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy
[Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you
Can I regret it
The wind blows
Worry if you’re wearing enough clothes or getting a cold
I'm so great
I replaced the lightbulb myself, [now] the room becomes so bright
Everyday
How I wish I can tell you everything that happens
Love is weird
Took offense at everything, but then at the end, forgive everything
Ooh the heart's deepest grip
The more you want to forget, the more you cannot
Thinking of your tenderness
Thinking of how you look
I can't let go
We've said our farewell
Let each of us fly
[Let] us grow up
Love that's held too tight can struggle
Love that's being let go can be anxious
God is also very busy
[Deciding] Which wish should be granted
It was foolish to leave you
Can I regret it???

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

so is it ok if i kill my boss cause she's a bitch
is it ok if i kill that ex who tormented me
is it ok if i kill that cheating son of a bitch
is it ok if i kill that annoying ass hole
is it ok if i kill that insensitive scourge

if there's no logic, rules or laws
humans will be nothing but animals
there will no longer be any "is it ok"
no questions asked
no boundaries

sometimes i truly feel i'm a monster
because without conscience holding me back
i would kill

so to my boss and self absorbed ass
get off ur high horse
just because i'm calm outside
don mean i'm weak
don make me show you wat i can really do...

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED

credits to

This popular quote (from William Congreve, not Shakespeare to whom it is commonly attributed) is considered a truism by many people today. Women, it is believed, when angered, will go to any lengths to unfairly punish the man who upset them; they are so emotional they don’t know when they’ve gone too far with getting even; angry women are, for all practical purposes, dangerously insane. Perhaps the most insidious use of this truism is by “Men’s Rights” organizations who use this belief to discredit women’s testimony in family and divorce courts.

This popular idea is upheld in movies, books, and television. “Kill Bill” and “Kill Bill 2″, an extremely popular duet of movies, are about a woman’s revenge for those who tried to kill her and her unborn child. “Carrie”, by Stephen King, is about a girl who uses her psychic powers to wreak a horrific revenge on her bullying schoolmates. Stephen King also has the vengeful woman show up in books like Dolores Clairborne and Rose Madder. “Fatal Attraction” is a movie about a woman who gets revenge on a man who wants to dump her after his adulterous affair with her. “Chicago” is about a woman who kills her lover because he is going to leave her (based loosely on a real murder case from the early 1900’s). And I could go on and on.

Some people have held up these books and movies as examples of feminism, either in praise of or in condemnation of the movie or feminism itself. Sometimes there even is a slightly feminist subtext. In none of the above movies is the violence done by the vengeful woman completely uncalled for. There seems to be some recognition that men lie, cheat, abuse and abandon their wives and girlfriends. “Chicago”, a musical, has a song calld “He Had it Coming” wherein the women (who are all accused of murdering their spouses) list the reasons he deserved to die.

But while the man’s behavior is tsk-tsked over as being naughty or even starkly displayed as being reprehensible, the woman’s revenge is the central horror of the films. The idea that the offending man will be punished (and often the implication is that his punishment is unfair) for his behavior is the real drama - the offenses done against the woman are merely the background story. The subtext says - men treating women is bad, but normal - women punishing men, on the other hand, is frightening and dramatic. For the man - even though it is made clear that he has done her wrong - is portrayed sympathetically. Bill in Kill Bill 2 is shown as having had Kiddo’s best interests in mind when he left her for dead. The poor stalked man in Fatal Attraction just made a mistake when he had the affair - he’s only human, he’s going to slip up. The men’s motives are examined, their psyches probed, there is usually a tearful scene in which they explain why they just couldn’t help themselves. The women are, by comparison, paper cut-outs - one dimensional characters crazed by a desire to hurt.

But even this isn’t my real problem with these revenge fantasy movies. My problem with them is this - they are a distortion of reality. Women, by and large, do not seek revenge for the violence men visit on them. Feminism is not about seeking revenge on men for rape and murder and wife-beating. Feminism is a movement based on seeking justice. To call these movies feminist is a way of buying into the “feminists are man-haters” myth. All of these movie scenes described are much more characteristic of male behavior. It is teenage boys, not girls, who become angered after years of bullying and start killing their classmates. It is men who kill their girlfriends or wives in retalition for her leaving them. Most of the time, it is men who wreak horrific revenge on women for having stepped out of line - in some places in the world, it is even legal to do so. Read any daily paper from any mid-sized or larger city - you will see a case where a man killed, attempted to kill, or kidnapped his ex-wife, girlfriend, and/or their children because he was “distraught” (read, “jealously enraged”) because she broke off their relationship. It is revealing that these books and movies - almost all written and directed by men - focus so much on the frightening possibility of women’s revenge, while simultaneously ignoring the much more frequent scenario of revenge exacted by men. There also seems to be a tacit admission that men think they may deserve such retaliation, even while the narratives show they (and the law) will not tolerate it.

Right now I am trying to imagine a movie in which a woman ends a relationship with a man after having treated him badly, only to have him attempt to wreak an exquisitely planned and incredibly violent revenge. I am trying to imagine her being portrayed sympathetically even though she is not the perfect wife or chaste girlfriend. And I can’t do it. I don’t think such a movie would sell - it would be portrayed as “controversial” and “man-hating” - yet this is the reality, and women’s revenge is the fiction.

Men's Pickup Lines

1. There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you.

2. Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see!

3. Hi, I make more money than you can spend.

4. HI! Can I buy you a car?

5. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money?

6. Why don't you come over here, sit on my lap and we'll talk about the first thing that pops up?

7. Motion with your finger for a girl to come over. When she gets there say, "I knew if I fingered you long enough you would cum."

8. Excuse me. Do you want to fuck or should I apologize?

9. Hey babe...can you suck a golf ball thru 50 feet of garden hose?

10. Hey babe, how about a pizza and a fuck? [Slap] HEY! What's wrong, don't you like pizza?

11. Excuse me, have I fucked you yet?

12. I am a magical being, take off your bra.

13. My name's [your name]. That's so you know what to scream.

14. Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To your heart.

15. I'm new in town. Could you give me directions to your apartment?

16. Fuck me if I'm wrong, but isn't your name Gretchen?

17. That's a nice shirt, it would go great with my floor.

18. I think we have to make love on the front lawn like crazed weasels NOW!

19. I love you. I want to marry you. Now fuck my brains out.

20. Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist.

stressed out

If you're stressing out, here are some comments you can use to help articulate your mood to others...

1. Don't bother me. I'm living happily ever after.

2. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left.

3. If I want to hear the pitter-patter of little feet, I'll put shoes
on my cat.

4. And your cry baby whiny-assed opinion would be...?

5. I'm not crazy, I've just been in a very bad mood for 30 years.

6. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.

7. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.

8. Earth is full. Go home.

9. I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up.

10. Are those your eyeballs? I found them in my cleavage.

11. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable.

12. Stress is when you wake up screaming & you realize you haven't fallen asleep yet.

13. How many times do I have to flush before you go away?

14. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing.

15. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #2?

16. Too many freaks, not enough circuses.

17. Chaos, panic, & disorder -- my work here is done.

18. Everyone thinks I'm psychotic, except for my friends deep inside the earth.

19. Is it time for your medication or mine?

20. How do I set a laser printer to stun?

21. I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert.

tomohisa yamashita

"CHONCHON"

things to do when u r bored WITH PICTURES

1. BAKE







2. WATCH JAP DRAMAS





3. TAKE STUPID PHOTOS



4. EAT LOTS OF JELLYBEANS



5. LOOK AT HOTTIES

things to do when u're bored

was suppose to go for my hair treatment today BUT
it was cancelled soooooo
I BAKED CHEESE COOKIES
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i like baking therapeutic
is just the cleaning up i hate
hahaha
boss gone for a week and will be back on monday
my holiday over
so sad
started watching nobuta wo produce already
ITS GOOODDDD
akira's (tomoshisa yamashita) chonchon-ing whenever he speaks
(is his way of saying hi)
shuuji (kazuya kamenashi) has a habit of instead of saying bye
he'll say bye-cycle (bicycle)
and the others will reply byebye-cycle
hahaha super cute
i should do that
but then ppl will think i'm insane
maybe i should just do that to the libbies
hahahahahaha
cause oh well
we're all insane
SOOOOOO my libbies
PLEASE NOTE
THAT U MUST REPLY BYEBYE-CYCLE WHEN I SAY BYE-CYCLE OK
teehee
watched in her shoes after baking
2 really good poems to share frm the show
really like it

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.

-- Elizabeth Bishop

i carry your heart with me


i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

HALF DAY OFF!!!!
work only starts at 3 today
muahahahaha
decided to take my excess ot hours
exchange for half day off
been watching a lot of show lately
family nagging at me for that
but its the only thing that helps me get away frm the things i don wanna think and worry abt
oh well
csi csi new york grey's anatomy romantic princess hana kimi ( the jap version )and now my new and loading prog nobuto wo produce
i like jap shows better then taiwan and korean dramas
they edit them better
beginning to find romantic princess difficult to watch cause the editing sucks!
like they cant get the timing of the story right
1 min is night the next scene is day and they wear the same thing for 3 days straight???!!!!
i mean wu chun is hot and all but i really don think i can stand another minute of the bad script bad linking bad editing...
but the thing is the show only got 10 eps and i'm already watching the 7 ep so no point stopping... blah
and korean dramas GAWD where do i begin
i'll usually read abt the storyline or look at the posters before watching cause i cant stand ppl dying in the end typical storyline...
and shows with more than 30 eps
really u don need that much
anything more than 25 is already draggy
they have all the recaps and they take like 1 hr to say something or get to the point ( romantic princess have lots of recaps too another reason why i'm beginning to find it hard to watch.)
jap dramas
a lil better
not much recaps
but then i don watch shows with ppl dying
so sad sad storylines
BIG NO NO
hana kimi is ridiculous
but its funny and u can totally see that they ( the actors and production crew ) really work hard to make it good
its only 12 eps and compare that to romantic princess hmmm
hana kimi won
and like wat they wrote at the beginnig of hana
"this drama is fictional. please pardon the foolishness"
i think all taiwan korean and singapore dramas should have this
singapore dramas is a MUST
i can spend all day laughing at the bad acting bad script bad scenes cheap studio poor production and overall typical storyline...
at least with korean dramas the clothes they wear look good and the scene not bad...
to end this long long post i give u 50 things u can learn from korean dramas (some even frm sg and tw dramas)
found this online and couldnt top laughing... its sooo true...

enjoy...

1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.

2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.

3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you’ll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you “playfully” but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it’s okay. Because you’re still laughing like a crazy person.

4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-nephews will always love the same girl.

5) You’re allowed to make u-turns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u turn to.

6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.

7) Everyone has cancer.

If you’re sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.

9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.

10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night’s event.

11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people.

12) If you’re rich, you’re a jerk.

13) If you’re poor, you’re an angel.

14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.

15) You’re not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.

16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definately have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We’re not sure where it went, but it’s making your cancer progress faster.

17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90’s.

18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER.

19) You will always call your boyfriend by his job title. Or simply sunbaenim. Never his name. Never. He doesn’t have one.

20) If you TRULY love each other, you must die together in the end. Frozen outside instead of finding shelter like sane people. Just frozen….

21) You go to America you come back miraculously successful. You go to England you come back amazingly fashionable. You stay in Korea the only thing that changes is your hairstyle.

22) And if you come back with no apparent reason then it’s because you have cancer.

23) Everyone always goes to the same hospital no matter where they are.

24) If you stand out in the rain for more than five minutes, you’ll end up with a fever and vertigo and people will rush you to the hospital to get some magic IV. And instead of taking an ambulance or driving they’ll race you on their back.

25) Even if you’re poor and can’t eat, you never wear the same clothes twice.

26) If you play a poor kid, you always have dirt on your face and your hair is always messy.

27) If you’re saving someone from being hit from a car, you’ll push them out of the way and wait for the car to hit you instead. couldnt be more true, their like a deer in headlights

28) Everyone has a long lost sister/brother/twin. Usually one they didn’t know about.

29) If you don’t want to answer your phone, you can’t just turn it off. The battery needs to be taken out.

30) All korean men can drink hard, smoke long, sing well and play piano. Usually all at the same time. And at the same restaurant that has a piano that they let anyone use.

31) If you’re in a relationship, you must at one point leave and have your lover tearfully come RIGHT before you board the plane (vice versa applies as well. You can be the chaser). 60% of the time you see each other, the other 40% you’re roaming around in circles and pass each other about six times, but miraculously never see them.

32) If you’re getting off a plane, you’re ALWAYS wearing sunglasses. ALWAYS.

33) All guys wear hideous tracksuits zipped up to their neck. Even if all they’re doing is jumproping.

34) Girls will always storm off because they’re mad and the guy will stoically grab them by the arm and swing them back- and by magic, not dislocate their shoulders.

35) Guys always look like they’re 6 feet tall, even if they’re only 5′10. Thank you camera angles.

36) Guys like to wear foundation, eyeliner and sometimes a smudge of lipliner.

37) You always get stuck in an elevator with someone who makes you feel uncomfortable. Even if there are six different elevators, you’ll always be stuck in the same one with that bastard you hate (or just fought with).

38) Unless you’re fabulously rich, your in-laws will always hate you

39) So will your sister-in-law.

40) Your brother-in-law might be pining away for you.

41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.

42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you’re never held hands.

43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They’ll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.

44) You’ll get pregnant the first time you have sex.

45) You’ll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.

46) Hell- you’ll get pregnant if you hold hands.

47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.

48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they’ve found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she’ll just watch and cry. But it’s okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.

49) It ain’t a real fight unless the gangsters fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.

50) If you study in the states (preferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can’t understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.

In life, only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes. No matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistakes. You’re going to hurt people. You’re going to get hurt. And if you ever want to recover... there’s really only one thing you can say.
Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到

The feeling of missing someone of the ocean never ends
It finally meets up with the sky at the horizon
If our love has been continuing long enough, we shall see happiness too

The promises often seem like butterflies
It is flying beautifully, and then vanished after circling
But I believe the promises you gave me
Will like spring that always comes

I’m always bringing the smile of your love with me
I’ve searching for the beauty that I’ve lost along the way
When tears have accidentally fallen down the corner of the mouth
I’ll wipe it off using my hand which you’ve held before

I never stop my journey even if there are more sceneries
I look only for the beauty that I’ve lost
Some people can’t tell how good it is
But no one can substitute it

In beginning, the very first second
Some things are meant to go on forever
Although fate loves play jokes on us
The true heart will meet up with true heart

was looking for this song at kbox on thursday
keira gong 再一次拥有
went with ja
super fun hahahaha
sang frm 730 to 12
and only for 13 bucks
ja seem happy abt her new job and jac
truly nvr seen u this happy
just for a phone call
its like wow...
there r things u can nvr hide....

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬
失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开以后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么
没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前
能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

Your Score: RobotYou are 57% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. You are not like the robots they show in the movies. Movie robots are make-believe, because they always get all personable and likeable after being struck by lightning, or they are cold, cruel killing machines. In all reality, though, you are much more boring than all that. Real robots just sit there, doing their stupid jobs, and doing little else. If you get struck by lightning, you won't develop a winning personality and heart of gold. (Robots don't have hearts, silly, and if they did, they would probably be made of steel, not gold.) You also won't be likely to terrorize humanity by becoming an ultra-violent killing machine sent into the past to kill the mother of a child who will lead a rebellion against machines, because that movie was dumb as hell, and because real robots don't kill--they horribly maim at best, and they don't even do that on purpose. Real robots are boringly kind and all too rarely try to kill people. In all my years, my laptop has only attacked me once, and that was only because my brother threw it at me. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short circuit. Or if someone throws a pie at you. Pies sure are delicious.


To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.


Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Class Clown.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Emo Kid, and the Haughty Intellectual.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 64% on Rationality

You scored higher than 22% on Extroversion

You scored higher than 45% on Brutality

You scored higher than 24% on Arrogance

this is interesting

chelsea football star cheats on his supermodel wife
trust me
if i'm a guy
and my wife looks like noemie lenoir (the supermodel wife)
I'LL BE INSANE TO CHEAT ON HER
and u know the worst thing
claude makelele allerged GF is soooooooo UGLY
i mean if she's not like in this scandal i'll realy think she's pretty
a lil fat for a model but still pretty
but next to noemie
GAWD she looks like a cow!

and FYI
if u watch rush hour 3
noemie is the one they keep trying to kill
for the list tattoo on her head
yeah that VS the plus size model whose not even famous

makelele must be blind
really blind
maybe a lil crazy
or just really stupid

he should thank his freaking lucky stars that he married this total babe
YET he cheats
serves him right cause gf just sold her story for shitloads and u're going down...
hahahaha

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around
and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you


for some reason this song is stuck in my head
olivia newton john
and how i'm feeling now
GUILTY
and guilt never goes anywhere on its own
it brings its friends
doubt and insecurity

i'm in egypt
touring the nile
i'm in de nile
DENIAL get it!!!
hahahaha
i think i'm going nuts
being sick really don agree with me
plus all that free time to think
thinking really is NOT a good thing in my present situation
just found out i've been talking when i sleep
idunwantidunwant
for well a few times
really don take a genius to know wat my dream is abt
and i really know the way to solve it
BUT then again
i'm in denial
in other words the ans is in front of me
i choose to pretend its not there
truth hurts
so i don really care if its dancing the salsa wearing nothing but a sock covering its privates and going circles around me
the way of solving its really simple
talk it out
rip the stitches
BUT all that emotions
wow it might backfire
it might get worse
soooo
why not keep it that way
pretend there is no problem
live and let live
for better or worse
this is a path i choose
the coward
the wallpaper
i'm trying to blend in...
the thing is
its not as simple as wat it seem
pandora's box was meant to stay shut...

i need to get a life
go out
meet more ppl
have more humanly possible crushes
and wake up frm la la land
wat i wrote is how i feel now
don mean i will feel the same tml
and don assume i'm talking abt u
haha
i'm in love with someone i shouldnt be in love with
my life is complicated enough
u assuming will make it worse
and i will have a seizure in front of u...
NO JOKE
:P

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is ... everything.

the past 2 weeks have been hell
i guess when the time comes
wat u see in the mirror
wat i saw looking back
was i really who i thot i am
who am i really
overbearing or concerned
attention seeking or just loud
selfish or afaid
show off or misunderstood
to be honest
at the end of the day
wat most ppl see perhaps weight more than wat u see
looking back
maybe that is who i am
overbearing, attention seeking, power hungry
if the shoes fit wear it
true
so true
but then why do i feel this pain
why cant i accept that no matter wat i do i cant change how ppl think
and why cant i keep this big headed monster inside me
i seem to be able to keep hi bye friends better than i keep close friends
with hi bye friends i seem to care less
i don show them who i truely am
with close friends
my constant need to control them is killing them
and in the end even the closest runs away
so so many times i tried to change
but wat i've realise
is that i cant change
the more i try the more this monster breaks out
maybe this is who i really am
flawed
wicked
heartless
i tried to justify wat ive done
only to find that they came back to the same thing
when i say something or do something
the reasons is always different frm how they turned out
and almost nvr in a good way
in the end ppl will always choose they think wat they wanna see and wat they wanna believe
wat i see now
i'm me
i'm tactless
i have no consideration for others
i tend to put me 1st
i only care for ppl whom i know will care for me when i need it
i don believe in giving and not getting something back
likewise
i always give back
i hate confrontations
i always know ppl are unhappy with me but i'll nvr ask
i'll always wait
and when i start asking qns
i am already in my lowest of lows
because i nvr ask qns
i'm usually confident enough to know the answers
i speak before i think
sometimes i'm totally clueless
call it being too caught up with too many things
thinking too much or even just thinking for ME
i forget the ppl around me
i hate phones msn email and smses
i prefer to talk face to face
sometimes i wear an emotion different from how i really feel
its self defense for me
things had happen to me so i always have a shield on
i hardly let it down
not even for family
i cant change that
the rest i can lower it down
but my shield will always be up
i will always think for me

this post have gone trou a lot of thinking
should i really write this
knowing that if i do
ppl will hate me
i will finally lose all the self justification
biting more than i can chew
notice there's a lot of I s and Me s
yeah
i know
THIS IS WHO I AM
no more running or denying
prephaps some ppl will see me in a better light
maybe i really do care for ppl
but wats the point of telling myself that i really care that i'm really a nice person
when the truth its in front of me
i only care for ppl who care for me
no point hiding anymore
love me hate me
your call...

THERE'S A PIECE OF GLASS IN MY HEART

i LOVE zhang hui mei
her new album really nice
hehehehehe
and this new song with Xiao Jing Teng
OMG he's sooo cute la
great singer
can play piano
haaaaaaaa
charming.....
and this song its so sweet...
its my 2nd vid btw
the 1st lyrics previous post...

女／白茫茫的星光　灑在長長路上
　　想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
　　你淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光
　　陡然掀起我　滔天的巨浪

男／妳相信嗎　這是命嗎
　　這次我們放棄抵抗
　　那怕擁抱　在身上　劃下深深的傷

合唱／只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
　　 我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　　　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　　　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　　　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

女／白茫茫的星光　灑在長長路上
　　想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
　　你淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光
　　陡然掀起我　滔天的巨浪

男／妳相信嗎　這是命嗎
　　這次我們放棄抵抗
　　那怕擁抱　在身上　劃下深深的傷

合唱／只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
　　　我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　　　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　　　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　　　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

女／如果相愛是錯
男／錯過又算什麼
　　這一次我們
合唱／抵死不放手
　　　往彼此心理面跳
　　　跳到天荒地老
　　　OH...

合唱／只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
　　　我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　　　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　　　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　　　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

男／我們要一起
合唱／好好迎接那句點

had a real busy week
REALLY BUSY
plus side
VRF OVER!!!!
I'M FREE!!!!
the dinner went well
tribute to the volunteers dinner
food was great (for me... since i like chicken breast and i love prawns and seafood)
priya cant eat her chicken cause its too tough
mala don even eat chicken
but her halah food looks great
sok lay don eat choc so the 3 of us shared her tiramisu
hahahahahhahaha
and to make u JEALOUS
here's the menu

Ginger juice and sesame oil spiced KING PRAWNS with mesculum greens and red pepper vinaigrette

Cream of crayfish and crabmeat with basil grissini and chilli oil

Chermoula crusted chicken with zucchini red pepper polenta, roasted pumpkin, brocallini, cherry tomatoes and mint glaze cream

Traditional tiramisu with mixed cherries

muahahahahaha i love the chicken really
baked with mint cream
hahahahahahaha
drools
none of us actually have anything to complain abt
crualla was sitting FAR FAR away
but when mrs mae email us to thank us for the hard work done
GUESS WAT SHE REPLY AND CC TO EVERY1
"I think it is a great night except for my
seating position."
our director plan the seating and he sat her with our corp sponsers
SHE WAS NOT HAPPY as u can tell from the email
LOL


finally my parents meeting its OVER
last one on friday
YEAAAHHHHHH
overall yesterday was a day of good news
I GOT ACCEPTED BY MURDOCH
now i'm just waiting for the other replies
and from ncss
muahahahhahaha
happy!!!!
and i got lots of teacher's day cards
hahahahhaha

突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
suddenly realising i’ve stood still for a long while, not knowing where to go
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
the me that still doesn’t want to return home, only gets lonelier when accompanied by more people

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
there has been many topics concerning me, even i’ve heard of them
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
my happiness has to be recognised, yet my grievances are not spoken of

夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
the night peels the heart like an onion, what remains after it is removed of its defences?
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
why is it i miss you much more when i am weak and fragile ?

＊如果你也听说 有没有想过我
if you’ve heard too, have you thought of me?
像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
as the usual old friend or would you still be concerned bout me?
好多好多的话想对你说
there is so much i wish to tell you
悬着一颗心没着落
one heart is left hanging without landing
要怎么负荷 舍不得 又无可奈何
how to be responsible, unwilling, but also helpless

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
if you’ve heard too, will you believe me?
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
would you go along with the rumours or you know that i am still me
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
understanding alot more after the falls and knocks
懂我的人就你一个
you are the only one understands me
想到你想起我 胸口依然温热＊
the warmth still resides in my chest when i think of you thinking of me

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
there has been many topics concerning me, even i’ve heard of them
我想我宁可都沉默 解释反而显的做作
i think i would rather be silent as explaining would only seem to be for show

夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
the night peels the heart like an onion, what remains after it is removed of its defences?
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
why is it i miss you much more when i am weak and fragile?

had a GREAT bday
hahha
my libbies r great ppl
thanks alot ppl
21 is like this really huge thing to me
i mean
there were alot of promises made when i was younger
memories of wat we're gonna do when we're 21
hmmm
its good memories
but then
we nvr follow throu the promises we made
thats kinda...
confusing how feelings and emotions can be sometimes
i'm loving these 2 songs
the chinese one is an old song
just love the lyrics...

新不了情

心若倦了,
泪也乾了,
这份心情,
难舍难了。

曾经拥有,
天荒地老,
已不见你,
暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情,
永远难了,
愿来生还能,
再度拥抱。

爱一个人,
如何斯守到老,
怎样面对一切,
我不知道。

回忆过去,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
为何你还来,
拨动我心跳。
爱你怎么能了,
今夜的你应该明了,
缘难了情难了。

Heart is weary
Tears all dried up.
This feeling,
Is hard to relinquish or forget.

I once used to have,
All the time in the world.
But I haven't seen you,
For many nights and many days.

This love,
Is forever difficult to resolve.
I hope in our afterlife,
We can embrace again.

Loving someone,
How do you remain faithful till you're old?
How do you face everything,
I do not know.

Reviewing the past,
The painful memories are unforgettable.
Why do you come then,
To make my heart race.
How is it possible to stop loving you?
Tonight, you should understand,.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.




FLAVOR OF LIFE

When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration

When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away

When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me

The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life

the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you

when you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life

BIRTHDAY PICS

FROM MI SISTERS

NEW PHONE FROM MIMI

FROM LIBIDOS
PERFUME SET AND LAVA LAMP!!!

FROM ZEE COUSINS

FROM COUS
necklace body lotion and my 21 presents