~the stall~

5 years ago me and a friend have a dream
we want to go to paris
we want to own our own stall
we want to be at each other's wedding

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4 years later
countless of fights
disagreements
bitching
and all

we set up a stall
not me
actually
her and another friend
i helped

not alot
i'm guilty of that
i didnt do alot
cause i thot for the beginning
is was too early
we don have the money
we don have anything
we're just blind in a sense
rushing in head on without thinking
with NOTHING

i supported her
i kept quiet abt things
let her be happy
with the stall

but she know and i know
is not working out
we're just covering some losses

then i found a job
i wanted out
she got mad
things got ugly
both of us
or i for that matter
said things
i didnt mean
and shouldnt have

the stall closed
i didnt get my money back
they went on yahoo to sell the rest
left ones
or so i thot
until i found out today
that they r operating on yahoo

really
new goods and all
kind of made me pretty sad
doing this behind me and all
is like u're kept in the dark

well i've made my stand

so to her

i don care abt the money anymore

i don care abt the stall

all this never happened

so lets all forget abt all this

the promises

everything

i know you're angry with me
but do urself a flavor
forgive AND forget
forget not just the mistake i've made
BUT forget me completely

is painful for u
and hate is not good for ur health

u don wanna die so early
lots more things to live for

donno if u'll read this
and don wanna know
keep it to urself
and i'll keep my very personal thots abt us to me

love
min