一朵雲能載多少思念的寄托
再忽然相遇街頭
當我們擦身而過
那短短一秒鐘
都明白 什麼都變了
一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後
在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過
過去了 又改變什麼
地球它又 公轉了幾周了

我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了
連回憶 都是負荷

一轉身誰能把感慨拋在腦後
在事過境遷以後
這段情就算曾經 刻骨且銘心過
過去了 又改變什麼
濃情愛戀 都已陌生了

我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至原諒你的殘酷理由
當我瞭解不愛了連回憶 都是負荷
我不難過
甚至真心希望你能幸福
當我瞭解你只能活在記憶裡頭
我不恨你了
甚至感謝這樣不期而遇
當我從你眼中發現我已是
陌生人了
我已是 陌生人了

How much loneliness can a cloud carry?
Then suddenly we meet again
As we past by each other
In that split second
We understood that everything’s changed
No one can push their feelings to the back of their heads
After things have change
This relationship deeply ingrained and unforgettably engraved on one's mind
But that’s the past
Nothing will change
Earth how many weeks has it revolve

I’m no longer upset
Truly I wish you the best happiness
And I understand you only live in my memory
I don hate you anymore
I even forgive your cruel excuses
But I understand not loving even memories are a burden

After things have change
This relationship have been deeply ingrained and unforgettably engraved on one's mind
But that’s the past
Nothing will change
Even the deepest lovers have become strangers

I’m no longer upset
Truly I wish you the best happiness
And I understand you only live in my memory
I don hate you anymore
Even thanked this meeting by chance
But I realize when I looking into your eyes
I’m already a stranger
I’m already a stranger

after 21 yrs i realise i'm naive, gullible, easy to cheat and lie to, too god damn trusting, to darn easy to ripped off...

merry xmas and a happy new year...

三公分阳光三公分空气
3 cm of sunlight, 3 cm of air
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
stuck together like a glass
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
blocking your expressions, leaving only footprints

一直向前走走不完距离
keep going forward, but cant close the gap
一直向后退不出回忆
keep retreating, but cant get out of memories
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
i am glad there are problems helping me to trap myself

你头发上淡淡青草香气
the light smell of your hair
变成了风才能和我相遇
can only meet me after it becomes the wind
你的目光蒸发成云
your vision evaporates to form the clouds
再下成雨我才能够靠近
only when it falls as rain that i can get close

感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your back view
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your back view,
所以才能变成你的背影
so, i can become your back view
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure

我怀里所有温暖的空气
the warm air on my chest
变成风也不敢和你相遇
even after becoming the wind, doesnt dare to meet you
我的心事蒸发成云
my problems evaporating to form the clouds
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
even if it falls again as rain, it cant bear to fall on you

sorry I didn’t like your point of view
didn’t mean to upset you or hurt you
find it hard to tell those sweet little lies
always finding fault when i could compromise

i just want a perfect world

sorry i don’t see life the way you do
if i could i’d be just the same as you
every day parade the things i feel inside
not be frightened by the doubt that i can’t hide

i just want a perfect world
something beautiful preserved
and to take what we’ve been given’s
a trick i’ve never learned

so the world falls off around you
you’re standing on the edge
know you’ll fall it just hasn’t happened yet
and there’s no-one left to catch you
and even if there were
you’re not sure you could repay such a debt

but i just can’t seem to shake
the old pursuits of youth
simple need to be
the seeker after truth

i just want a perfect world
dumbest thing you ever heard
but to take what we’ve been given’s
a trick i’ve never learned

MERRY EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE-EVE OF XMAS
1 MORE WEEK TO XMAS

STRESS
SUPER STRESS
really amazed with how rude some children can get
really really
my boss
GAWD don even wanna talk abt it
so stress and pissed
ot like mad
and wat do i get...
i want my pay and bonus NOW
somehow it'll make it worth it
make me less angry?
maybe...

xmas list

1)
AUDREY HEPBURN DVD COLLECTION BOXSET

2)



PSP GAMES... WILL LIKE GTA... OR ANY PUZZLE GAMES... WILL ALSO LIKE A BATT CHARGER AND EXTENDED LIFE BATT TO GO ALONG WITH IT HAHAHA....

3)



A WATCH... BLACK LEATHER BLACK FACE...

4)


BABY DOLL TOPS AND LONG CARDIGANS... ME FAVS ME LOVES ME LIKEY

5)

NOISE CANCELLATION EARPHONE... ANY BRAND WILL DO... I DONT MIND...

6)

CLUTCH BAGS... I'M THINKING RETRO... 60'S 70'S

7)


HAVAIANAS TREKKING SHOES... CHARLES AND KEITH FLATS ( I LIKE THE BLACK AND GREY ONE) ... PLUS THIS I REALLY LIKE THE RED ONES BUT FOR SOME REASON I CANT SAVE THE PIC... I'M SIZE 38 FOR C&K AND 39-40 FOR HAVAIANAS...


8)

SEX AND THE CITY!!!!!!! COMPLETE SEASONS... GAWWDDDDDDDDDD

9)


CROPPED JACKET... WILL LIKE TO HAVE A NAVY BLUE OR WHITE ONE... MUST BE VER CROPPED LIKE MY PUMA SPORTS JACKET THAT TYPE OF CROPPED...

10)

DEXTER COMPLETE SEASON 1... WANNA WATCH BUT LAZY TO DOWNLOAD...

hehehehhe
post ur xmas list some so i know wat to get too yeah...

sometimes i feel so unappreciated
be it with work
with kids
or with friends
maybe because we're always there
and we always give
thats why we're being taken for granted

granted aunty cathy will always let us play gameboy
if other aunties don allow we'll ask aunty cathy
if aunty cathy don allow we argue back and still she will listen
we can be rude to aunty cathy and still she will back down and talk to us instead of yell...
so many things for granted

as for work
same thing
cathy can help u with everything
be it program planning or materials
cds vcds dvds
but if i so even as to be sick or take off
they're at my throat
why why why
why did u knock ur head on the locker
why did u have to go to the hospital
why do u have to take emergancy off
why why why
how i wish i stayed at the hospital
wait 8 hrs for a ct scan
admit myself in
and will most prob have a 2 week mc for that
so this yr will end faster and i can leave next yr

and lastly friends and family
where do i begin
u can always be there for them
plan outings
tell them they can call u if they have problems
but do they?
not only do they not
later they complain
ohhh i'm alone
ohhh no one's there for me
ohhhh poor me
ohhhhh fuck all of u
seriously
SERIOUSLY
my hand is ALWAYS out
ALWAYS
yet no one wanted it
then they complain
SERIOUSLY

now ITS MY TURN TO COMPLAIN
my hand will still be out
nothing changed
but this time
THIS TIME
if i hear another word of
I'M ALONE
OR MY ONE'S THERE
i'll scream yell
and tear u a new ass hole...