exams coming soon
pengz
and i'm getting sick every few days
GREAT
fever every few weeks
stupid
haven been sleeping very well
but then since when i slept well
haha
all the dreams
blahblahblah
like serials like that
can continue one
hahahahaha
esp 1 esp 2

really do not need all this shit when exams are so so near
i donno whether u will be reading this
BUT i still have to say

do u know u're very selfish
very very very selfish
we help u so many times
lie for u so many times
till now i'm still sticking to my lies
the ones i help u make
i'm tired already
i cant remember that many lies u know
i have to repeat it to ur parents
i'm not superwoman
i have to study too
i cant rememeber so much lies
i've made so much
i'm so going to hell
is very self centered of me to start all this with a "i"
but now is truely the time to stop thinking abt u abt friends before self
to u we're not impt
u broke all ur promises
u broke our trust
all because u want to run away
u nvr think abt ur actions and wat it will bring
u just want to run
just want to be in love
wat abt us
ur friends
the ppl that help u
supported u
we endured for so long already
calls for ur parents
get scolded by them
come on
the least u could do is back us up
not run away and let us clear up the mess
FOR U
i admit i'm not a saint
i lie to my parents too
i use my friends names
to go places they don allow me to go
but i jolly well know that my parents
they're not stupid
when they find out the truth
i'll tell them is my fualt
not my friends
i will not drag them in
i will back them up
is my lie
is my fualt
i handle the questioning the punishment
it happen once to me
and i lost a friend because of it
i regret not backing her up
admiting is my fualt
wat abt u
do u regret
?
i really don think so
if u do
u'll have return or contact us along time ago
do u even take this friendship seriously
or
is this all a joke to u
we're not impt
we're JUST friends
understand this
if not for us
JUST friends
u might not last this long
u might not see him that often
cause we will not be there to lie for u
or force to lie for u
half of the time i only found out that the lie is made
after u told ur parents
after it all happens
minutes or seconds before confrontation
have u thot abt us???

i'll leave the answer for u
for u to explain
rite now
i'm just disappointed
that u nvr back me up
thats all

Me shall not talk abt the awful things that happen today

Haha

Don wanna talk abt it

Julian's script

Hmmm

Have all the storylines and all done

Is all cool

Hehe

Wanted to do something abt necrophilia

he goes around killing ppl

so he can get aroused by their bodies

But then

That sounds so much like Tess Gerritsen

The Apprentice

Hehe

So I thot up of a new storyline

No need to copy

Been telling ppl

Got pretty good reviews so far

BTW I consider sadist good k

Cause that's wat I want my script to be

Hehehehehehehe

Thanks aunty sara for ur comments on my script hehehehehe

Shy

i think i'm a narcissist
was looking trou my hp and my digi cam and friendster pics
i took ALOT of pics
OF MYSELF
i cant help but look at myself when i see a reflection
so when u're talking to me pls don stand anywhere near a mirror or something
cause i will be looking at myself
i really think i'm a narcissist
and i just realise that if u take a pic under really bad light
or the pic is in B&W
u look better
i saw someone do that just now
at least that pic wouldnt give me nitemares
haha
if u all have anymore prove of my narcissism
tell me
i'll like to know
hahahahaha

finish my assignments
left 1
my script
hmmm
pretty easy
which is why i'm lazy
pun intended
hehe
my psycho female killer script
yes yes my dearies
i'm still gonna write abt vengence
muahahahahahaha
i'm sick!!!

saw someone today
kinda confused after that
i don want the money really
if she wanna talk abt owing
we owe each other more than wat money can solve
i'm not trying to get this friendship back
cause is too tiring
we know each other since sec 1
become friends
and quarrel almost everyday since then
sometimes is my fualt
sometimes is ur fualt
kinda tired of that circle already
and honestly
if not for u reminding me today
the money issue i don even remember it
i understand wat u're trying to do is to get a peace of mind
or whatever
the peace only comes only when u allow it
i let it in a long time ago
u should too

oh ya
to my dearies
libidos
love u all very much
lets not quarrel k
give in and stand in each other's shoes
how u feel when u're in the others position
and good luck to ur assignments and all
and bea
come back soon
all of us miss u
u toopid woman
:P

yeahhhhhh

FINALLY
finish journalism assignment
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
gave myself till sunday but i finish today
hehehehhehehe
proud of myself
now left don's yc's and jule's
assignment
PENGZ
is ok
is ok
don's can die
yc's and jule's piece of pie
(i don like cake)
hehehehehehehehe