thursday passed
friday passed
WEEKEND!!!!!
but have to do assignment
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

i hate thursdays
why
CAUSE THEY PLAY SPORE IDOL ON TV MOBILE WHEN I'M GOING HOME
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

y don u just kill me!!!!
listening to them sing is enough to traumatize me for the rest of my life
my mp3 is already tune up to the loudest
i'm going deaf soon
but then when my mp3 go on the next track
I CAN HEAR THEM
OMG!!!!!
i just wonder
do they go back
watch their performance
and truely think
"my oh my i can really sing i sound totally fab"
i hear some of them say
"i know i can sing and i've done my best"
babes and dudes
STOP LYING TO URSELF

friday ahhhhhhh
they renamed it "lets torture the admin girls day"
ever since i work there
PH wants to rush this policy
can do this within 15 mins
1 hr can can
rush
rush
urgent
urgent
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
is a good thing i started today with a great start
i saw vanness topless on tv mobile
cna's morning show had a short interview and clip abt vanness and kangta
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
sadly it went down hill frm there
tons of paper work
urgent work
and call agents CROs who don give me complete info resulting in me running after them
BOOs

hmmm
must do assignment
must do assignment
must do assignment
BUT I DON EVEN UNDERSTAND IT
cries....

mua hahahahahahhaha
pretty happy the past week
have problems sure
but it'll pass
always look on the bright side of life
doodoo doo doo doodoodoodoo
hehehe
plus there's so many cute guys in my life
muahahahahahahahhahahha
1st watch kangta and vanness interview on cable
seems like they're pretty big in taiwan now
WOOHOO
i got their album WOOHOOO
is great.
then the Alive interview
make me happy cause got daniel wu
muahahahahahhaha
hotness
cutie
HOT
HOT
HOT
then i went to watch the king and the clown
li jongki
SOOOO CUTE
OMG
u sooooo wanna jump into the screen and hug the breath out of him
he looks so so so so so so HELPLESS
suddenly i feel my mothering instinct recovering once again
just for that short while
hahahahahhahahaha
some1 ask me a qn today
i keep lookin at these cute hot guys
do i think is even possible i'll know them as in personally 1 day
hmmm
thot abt it
well no
even if i keep saying that vanness is my husband i know is not possible
AND
i don want it
see thats the point of dreams and fantasies
u don want it to come true
wat if the real deal is not wat u dream abt
u'll ruin ur fantasies
i rather keep mine
thank u very much

vanness is my husband... in my dreams.

work's fine
shariffah's giving birth anytime soon
so she have to go for check ups weekly
and i have to take over her job
ahhhhhh
the stress
but is ok
still can handle
and i'm pretty happy
working with great ppl
OTHER THAN THAT SMELLY EGG WOMAN
everything's cool

hmmm miss jaja seems to think i've died
maybe i am
died and reborn
A NEW PERSON
muahahahahahahahahahaha

oh ya oh ya
to that someone
pls don think u know me
cause u really don
REALLY
go ahead pretend u know how i feel
i'll just sit back and watch
and wait while u play ur lil game
but pls don think i'll care wat u do
wat u say
u're just a passerby in my life
i reserve the real me for the VIPs of my life

so long and goodnite

下雨天 讓人頭痛

身體差 讓人無力

下決心 成為超人

雨天 真的讓人心情不好

忙碌的一天過後 突然很空虛

我不好好珍惜 我對我自己失望

想太多不見得好 做好應該的本分 其他不用理會

我太在意別人的意見 太容易被動搖 太沒有主見

所以常常後悔 這要改 這很不好

很多事情 我都知道

最狡猾的敵人就是 自己

i love queer as folk
so wat if they're playing the last season in the states
and i just finish watching the 1st
still love it
randy harrison is HOT!!!!
so wat if he's really gay
still hot
i might be slow but at least i'm not living under a rock ya

went to the dermatologist today
for my rashes and skin stuff
GOSH
now i cant do and eat alot of things
i cant do sports
cant swim
cant apply any creams on my body
or hair
and the worse of all
I CANT EAT SEAFOOD
NOT EVEN SEAWEED
NOT AT ALL
NOT EVEN FISH BALLS FISH CAKE
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
stabbing me abt a mil times with a spoon is a faster way to kill me
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
well at least i know wats wrong with me now
cold air, moisture and water
haiz
seafood
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

the biggest event of chinese music came and went last nite
oh gosh
didnt watch all of it
cause when they say biggest
they truelly meant it
no 1 was left out
=
classical music
kids
haka music
much more

so i only watch the performance
VANNESS AND KANGTA
yesyesyes i know
vannes is too HOT to be true
he's so tanned
woooo
TANYA WON
WOOOHOOOOOO
LEE HOM WON WOOOHOOOOOO
DAVID TAO WON WOOOOOOHOOOOOO
best female
best male
album of the yr

cool beans

the other performance were good too
lee hom and jin open the show
and this super high performance by mc hotdog and patty hou
and this other guy know his english name
and my chinese prog screwed up
the other 1 by se7en
hmmm
lil bit trying to be rain
hmmm
shouldn't speak if i don have anything nice to say ya

below is a clip from take he lead
i think that's the nicest part frm the movie
dante basco is HOT
love his expression when he went "WHHHAAAAATTTTT"
hehehehehhe

new mv
van&kangta
scandal mv
ja u'll like this
van's drives a yellow sports car
is yeeellllllloooooowwwwwwww
hehehe

why chang hui mei is the diva
watch this and u'll undersatnd
last yr's gold horse awards
pretty much left every1 speechless
she sang 13 songs
short parts
from old chinese movies
movies that made an impact in chinese movie history
love this

小白
without hair
with hair
and back to no hair
好可愛

瘋

婆

子

我的個性很隨和
很不喜歡跟人爭
但是
有時候會非常固執
嗯
如果是我
在面對已無法繼續的感情
我會趁還保留一些美好時離開
我會守住曾經有的美好回意
或許這樣會有點自私
但是
在一起最重要就是快樂
不快樂
就什麼都不是了
呼
真是辛苦囉
我還是喜歡一個人
哈哈

亮亮

亮晶晶