What I want this Xmas
1. Bea to learn how to be independent. Being in Love is good. But its not everything
2. Jer can wake up from his daydreams, grow up and see ppl for who they really are
3. Mel to brighten up. Stop being so gloomy.
4. Cow to find what she really wants in her life. Instead of hiding and running. Stuck but doing nothing about it.
5. Ja to truly live for herself. Not for her parents Not for her gfs. For herself
I dont really have a wish list of presents this year. I just my friends to stop dropping like flies.
In terms of work I complain a lot mostly about the OTs with no pay and the workload. But what i just learn from mel. The good comes with the bad. I have a great manager, the fact that so much work comes to us means that our boss trust us enough to give us so much responsibility, unlike other people who gets scoldings every meeting we get pats in the back.
I've been trying to hide a lot this year, felt like I cant trust, with work success comes friendship failure. Therefore I'm giving my xmas wishes to the people I owe the most to.
Have a happy X'mas everyone. Lets treat next year as a brand new start...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
wat i wrote 4 years ago...
kinda coming back to haunt me
We buy more
But enjoy less
We talk too much
Love too seldom
And hate too often
We've learnt to make a living
But not a life
We have taller buildings
But shorter tempers
Wider free ways
But narrower view points
Bigger houses
But smaller families
More conveniences
But less time
We have more degrees
But less senses
More knowledge
But less judgement
We plan more
But accomplice less
We work hard
But play harder
We've learnt to rush
But not to wait
We drink too much
Smoke too much
Spend too recklessly
But laugh too little
We stay up too late
And get up too tired
We read not enough
Watch TV too much
We pray too seldom
We've cleaned up the air
But polluted our souls
Refuse to pay for expensive food
But spends too much on getting rid of the weight
Having sex with different mates
But cant find a life partner
WE ARE THE MONSTERS OF THIS MODERN WORLD
kinda coming back to haunt me
We buy more
But enjoy less
We talk too much
Love too seldom
And hate too often
We've learnt to make a living
But not a life
We have taller buildings
But shorter tempers
Wider free ways
But narrower view points
Bigger houses
But smaller families
More conveniences
But less time
We have more degrees
But less senses
More knowledge
But less judgement
We plan more
But accomplice less
We work hard
But play harder
We've learnt to rush
But not to wait
We drink too much
Smoke too much
Spend too recklessly
But laugh too little
We stay up too late
And get up too tired
We read not enough
Watch TV too much
We pray too seldom
We've cleaned up the air
But polluted our souls
Refuse to pay for expensive food
But spends too much on getting rid of the weight
Having sex with different mates
But cant find a life partner
WE ARE THE MONSTERS OF THIS MODERN WORLD
Sunday, December 07, 2008
do i miss blogging?
cant really say so
but sometimes its just not on my top priority list...
i have sooo many thing on my mind now
work takes up most of it
spend nearly a mth working till 10 plus everyday (including sat)
when i'm home i just shower and its bed time.
and this will continue till end of the year WOOHOOOO
sun is for family and catching up on line
watching vids
my life is boring
and love GAWD
the last one failed so badly i feel like giving up
(mardy says both of us should join premz in becoming nuns)
wow...
Mel's birthday yest!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OTHER GAY BOY
blur me forgot to bring cam and forgot to bring the flyers for the x'mas food over...
GUYS we need to discuss wat are we gonna feed our guest...
and no, we cant feed them grass...
lastly...
to ja...
I've tried ignoring you...
Now i'm just pissed...
you wanna know y your comment is still in my tag board
cause i forgot my password when i change my com to my lappie
cant log in cant delete
its bad enough as it is
then ur sms and u pretending that everything is fine and dandy
gawd
what u did was worse then zann
the thing abt zann is
she admits she's the bitch
she plays the role of the bitch
you
you still pretend like a freaking angel
that pissed me off
that you're the 1 who did wrong but yet when i stand next to u
I become the bitch
I'm behaving this way now because i don want to give you false hope
there is no way i will ever forget what you did
you put your love way above friends
you lied and manipulate people to get your way.
and those people
are the 1s you know for years
longer than us
yet u can do that to them
people might say you've changed
but to me
i know
that when jac come back
or another girlfriend comes along
its goes back to square 1
i was stupid enough to not learn it with chris
fate gave me a hard kick in the butt with jac
i'm not gonna be dumb enough to give you another chance.
and i'm not gonna give you false hope by sugar coating my words.
cant really say so
but sometimes its just not on my top priority list...
i have sooo many thing on my mind now
work takes up most of it
spend nearly a mth working till 10 plus everyday (including sat)
when i'm home i just shower and its bed time.
and this will continue till end of the year WOOHOOOO
sun is for family and catching up on line
watching vids
my life is boring
and love GAWD
the last one failed so badly i feel like giving up
(mardy says both of us should join premz in becoming nuns)
wow...
Mel's birthday yest!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OTHER GAY BOY
blur me forgot to bring cam and forgot to bring the flyers for the x'mas food over...
GUYS we need to discuss wat are we gonna feed our guest...
and no, we cant feed them grass...
lastly...
to ja...
I've tried ignoring you...
Now i'm just pissed...
you wanna know y your comment is still in my tag board
cause i forgot my password when i change my com to my lappie
cant log in cant delete
its bad enough as it is
then ur sms and u pretending that everything is fine and dandy
gawd
what u did was worse then zann
the thing abt zann is
she admits she's the bitch
she plays the role of the bitch
you
you still pretend like a freaking angel
that pissed me off
that you're the 1 who did wrong but yet when i stand next to u
I become the bitch
I'm behaving this way now because i don want to give you false hope
there is no way i will ever forget what you did
you put your love way above friends
you lied and manipulate people to get your way.
and those people
are the 1s you know for years
longer than us
yet u can do that to them
people might say you've changed
but to me
i know
that when jac come back
or another girlfriend comes along
its goes back to square 1
i was stupid enough to not learn it with chris
fate gave me a hard kick in the butt with jac
i'm not gonna be dumb enough to give you another chance.
and i'm not gonna give you false hope by sugar coating my words.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
i'm so tired
i know there are ppl out there like me
constantly running after our bosses
our peers
trying to keep up
my manager runs 150 miles an hour
and i run and run and run
trying to constantly keep up
juggling, multi- tasking and rushing is like a 2nd nature to me now
but its so so tiring
is just 1 thing after another
and it keeps coming and coming
i cant take a break
cause next thing i know
my work load tripled and i'm way behind
while she's in front
and she get pissed cause i cant catch up
so i kept pushing and running
trying to proof i too can do 150/hr
but its hard
so hard
i hate myself for taking breaks
and i push myself to do better
but still
she's faster
reality is harsh
words harsher
i guess when u run that fast u have the rights to be harsh
and as much as i hate running
i have to do what i have to do.
it could get much worse
life couldnt be better?
thats all i can tell myself now
i know there are ppl out there like me
constantly running after our bosses
our peers
trying to keep up
my manager runs 150 miles an hour
and i run and run and run
trying to constantly keep up
juggling, multi- tasking and rushing is like a 2nd nature to me now
but its so so tiring
is just 1 thing after another
and it keeps coming and coming
i cant take a break
cause next thing i know
my work load tripled and i'm way behind
while she's in front
and she get pissed cause i cant catch up
so i kept pushing and running
trying to proof i too can do 150/hr
but its hard
so hard
i hate myself for taking breaks
and i push myself to do better
but still
she's faster
reality is harsh
words harsher
i guess when u run that fast u have the rights to be harsh
and as much as i hate running
i have to do what i have to do.
it could get much worse
life couldnt be better?
thats all i can tell myself now
Saturday, October 11, 2008
not really in the mood to blog
but this is too funny
i've gotta share
Mascot dancing to u go girl
Big Bang's Last Farewell
B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG
they seem to love big bang - Haru Haru
DISCO
hahahahahhahaha
ok i kinda like korean songs nowadays
Shinee's Love Like Oxygen
they look like ...... well hmmmm
but i love the song and the dance steps
love love love youtube cause they got the mv with eng subs
so me know wat they're singing about
Wondergirls - So Hot
yeah i'm addicted, who wont? song is too catchy
and Nobody
lastly
I'm saving the best for last
Wonderboys!
its a 1 time only special performance
where 5 member of 3 diff boy band came together and sang
Girls' Generation + So Hot
Seungri (Big Bang)
Jo Kwon (2AM)
Sungmin (Suju)
Taemin (Shinee)
Shindong (Suju)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
toooo funny
but this is too funny
i've gotta share
Mascot dancing to u go girl
Big Bang's Last Farewell
B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG
they seem to love big bang - Haru Haru
DISCO
hahahahahhahaha
ok i kinda like korean songs nowadays
Shinee's Love Like Oxygen
they look like ...... well hmmmm
but i love the song and the dance steps
love love love youtube cause they got the mv with eng subs
so me know wat they're singing about
Wondergirls - So Hot
yeah i'm addicted, who wont? song is too catchy
and Nobody
lastly
I'm saving the best for last
Wonderboys!
its a 1 time only special performance
where 5 member of 3 diff boy band came together and sang
Girls' Generation + So Hot
Seungri (Big Bang)
Jo Kwon (2AM)
Sungmin (Suju)
Taemin (Shinee)
Shindong (Suju)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
toooo funny
Thursday, October 02, 2008
I SOOOOO WANNA WATCH THIS
The manga-turned-movie “Antique Bakery” finally has a trailer! The story is based off a manga about four men who work in a small bakery. The star studded cast includes Joo Ji Hoon (Goong), Kim Jae Wook (Coffee Prince), Yoo Ah In (Strongest Chil Woo) and Choi Ji Ho (Time Between Dog and Wolf). The story revolves around Jin Hyuk, the owner of the antique bakery, and Son Woo, who’s a patisserie that comes to work for Jin Hyuk. And yes, there’s a love story in the making involving the two.
And mine eyes do not deceive me, this is a stunningly attractive cast with a many, many food porn shots. Kim Jae Wook also kisses a LOT of dudes.
The manga-turned-movie “Antique Bakery” finally has a trailer! The story is based off a manga about four men who work in a small bakery. The star studded cast includes Joo Ji Hoon (Goong), Kim Jae Wook (Coffee Prince), Yoo Ah In (Strongest Chil Woo) and Choi Ji Ho (Time Between Dog and Wolf). The story revolves around Jin Hyuk, the owner of the antique bakery, and Son Woo, who’s a patisserie that comes to work for Jin Hyuk. And yes, there’s a love story in the making involving the two.
And mine eyes do not deceive me, this is a stunningly attractive cast with a many, many food porn shots. Kim Jae Wook also kisses a LOT of dudes.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
hahahaha bea...
i got off your shoulders and i'm now updating
u happy now HUH HUH HUH!!!
teeeheeeee
was just reading some entertainment websites
relaxing... having fun...
trying not to think about the mountain of work on my desk tml
GAWDDDDDDD
depressing...
anyway DBSK was on this show on SBS
they invited this blind lil girl on the show too
she's a piano prodigy
and she's 5 yrs old
they brought her on cause she a huge fan of DBSK
found a few fan cam videos on youtube
and i can only say the guys are ADORABLE
esp yunho
he really likes kids
you can totally tell
he was carrying her thru the whole interview
and during the break they fed each other chocolates
cuteeeeeeeee
Big Bang on MBS's music core
i'll leave my comments after the video
1stly this is their last show in korea
as they're going to japan
personally i think they're cowards cause the whole damn world knows the only reason they're going is because of DBSK
the kings are back in korea, and they cant beat DBSK's 800000 official fanclub numbers...
so they drop their 3rd album and decided to run to japan...
seriously
they're gonna lose in japan too
come on la DBSK or Tohoshinki in japan
they got 3 oricon weeky #1s try beating that
and they sang/spoke in japanese
overall they preformed well
BUT
G-Dragon
please stop killing racoons and wearing them on your head...
you look like an abominable snowman
speaking of abominable snowman
BEAAAAA have you told ahmed what you want for xmas already???
I DONT CARE IF HIS NICKNAME IS ICEMAN HE'S A SNOWMAN TO ME!!!!
hahahahaha
i got off your shoulders and i'm now updating
u happy now HUH HUH HUH!!!
teeeheeeee
was just reading some entertainment websites
relaxing... having fun...
trying not to think about the mountain of work on my desk tml
GAWDDDDDDD
depressing...
anyway DBSK was on this show on SBS
they invited this blind lil girl on the show too
she's a piano prodigy
and she's 5 yrs old
they brought her on cause she a huge fan of DBSK
found a few fan cam videos on youtube
and i can only say the guys are ADORABLE
esp yunho
he really likes kids
you can totally tell
he was carrying her thru the whole interview
and during the break they fed each other chocolates
cuteeeeeeeee
Big Bang on MBS's music core
i'll leave my comments after the video
1stly this is their last show in korea
as they're going to japan
personally i think they're cowards cause the whole damn world knows the only reason they're going is because of DBSK
the kings are back in korea, and they cant beat DBSK's 800000 official fanclub numbers...
so they drop their 3rd album and decided to run to japan...
seriously
they're gonna lose in japan too
come on la DBSK or Tohoshinki in japan
they got 3 oricon weeky #1s try beating that
and they sang/spoke in japanese
overall they preformed well
BUT
G-Dragon
please stop killing racoons and wearing them on your head...
you look like an abominable snowman
speaking of abominable snowman
BEAAAAA have you told ahmed what you want for xmas already???
I DONT CARE IF HIS NICKNAME IS ICEMAN HE'S A SNOWMAN TO ME!!!!
hahahahaha
Monday, September 22, 2008
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm in fangirl heaven!
FULL MIROTIC VID!!!
SO HOT SO HOT SO SO HOT
i've nvr said this before cause i think looking at younger guys is just wrong
BUT
changmin
please take off that wet shirt of yours
all your hyungs have done it
you should too....
GAWD
and then there's the live showcase of the song
THEY SANG LIVE
and dance
TAKE THAT JONAS BROTHERS
hahahahahahahhahahaha
JaeJoong Shirtless
Gawd
now all i need is a high quality version of this performance...
and Changminnie shirtless~~
hehe
20 should be good enough to go shirtless no?
Mirotic
From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You’d stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up Oh~
What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I’m breaking my rules again. You know it’s getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it’s all right Oh~
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It’s not me, my unmoving Chrome heart
This is your choice Oh~
Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin
In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin
My devils ride, you now don’t have a place to breathe
Let’s have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
i'm in fangirl heaven!
FULL MIROTIC VID!!!
SO HOT SO HOT SO SO HOT
i've nvr said this before cause i think looking at younger guys is just wrong
BUT
changmin
please take off that wet shirt of yours
all your hyungs have done it
you should too....
GAWD
and then there's the live showcase of the song
THEY SANG LIVE
and dance
TAKE THAT JONAS BROTHERS
hahahahahahahhahahaha
JaeJoong Shirtless
Gawd
now all i need is a high quality version of this performance...
and Changminnie shirtless~~
hehe
20 should be good enough to go shirtless no?
Mirotic
From the start, you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You’d stay always like that, you said when you first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up Oh~
What is love? What! right now it is Red Ocean
I’m breaking my rules again. You know it’s getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it’s all right Oh~
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It’s not me, my unmoving Chrome heart
This is your choice Oh~
Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of the transformation (t/n: the end of my transformation)
This must be love? Oh~
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
With a single kiss~ the day revitalizing~ a powerful pull
The second kiss, it sent a blow to your heart and it feels hot
Yeah~ I have you! You know you got it!
Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin
In your dreams i order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you~Under my skin
My devils ride, you now don’t have a place to breathe
Let’s have fun now that i have you~ Under my skin
* You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you~ Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you~ Under my skin
Sunday, September 21, 2008
THE TEASERS ARE KILLING ME!!!
this is the 3rd teaser
CANT THEY JUST PLAY THE DAMN VIDEO ALREADY
we can see more of jae joong
tried to the wall
wow
how i wish he's tied to my wall
hehehehe
junsu and his OMO face again
the editors seem to like it alot
3 teaser same face
plus now there seem to be a solo dance for junsu
wooooo
release the video NOW!
OMO Xiah Junsu
JUNSUUUUU
this is the 3rd teaser
CANT THEY JUST PLAY THE DAMN VIDEO ALREADY
we can see more of jae joong
tried to the wall
wow
how i wish he's tied to my wall
hehehehe
junsu and his OMO face again
the editors seem to like it alot
3 teaser same face
plus now there seem to be a solo dance for junsu
wooooo
release the video NOW!
OMO Xiah Junsu
JUNSUUUUU
just realise
I LIKE TO TYPE IN POINT FORM
hahahahahahahahaha
and i missed out 1 impt part
I GOT MY LAPTOPPIE
hehehe
its in red
and its total LOVE
so fast
ppl who used my old com will know
MO MORE waiting 5 minutes for the com to start up
or 30 minutes to trf vids or songs to my psp
hahahahahahahaha
now its more like 3 mintues
TOTAL LOVE
I LIKE TO TYPE IN POINT FORM
hahahahahahahahaha
and i missed out 1 impt part
I GOT MY LAPTOPPIE
hehehe
its in red
and its total LOVE
so fast
ppl who used my old com will know
MO MORE waiting 5 minutes for the com to start up
or 30 minutes to trf vids or songs to my psp
hahahahahahahaha
now its more like 3 mintues
TOTAL LOVE
hey hey
no one seem to be reading this blog anymore
so its like my lil diary
hahahahha
out in the public
work is just INSANE right now
we're starting a hotel
just took over peach garden
working on our anniversary
and ISO
and A class
our anniversary dinner on the 7th which i plan plan plan
i love planning stuff
too bad i have to work with that 2 stupid mamasan
GRRRRRRRRRR
and finally
THIS I AM SUPER EXCITED
we're bringing in a jap concept cafe!!!
and i can go TOKIO!!!!
muahahahahahahahahaha
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i pray they let me go
PRAYPRAYPRAY
i don really care if its work
the thot of going japan is good enough
i'm so busy nowadays i cant breathe
i'm totally out of touch with my friends
mel cowell jer bea!!!!
I MISS U
i also miss mardie ivy premz sindu and rindi
SENTOSA NEXT MTH
looking forward to that
hehehehehehe
and something i look forward to
DONG BANG SHIN KI IS BACK!!!!!
MIROTIC is a great song
the title is total Konglish
Miro means maze in korean
and they add the tic in for the fun of it
hahaha
i love the lyrics
its so hot, sexy and total love^^
for ur info
yes i've already fallen out of love with big bang
(after watching them perform live a few times AIGOOO they really cant sing live)
DBSK can totally sing live,
just watch any of their japanese concert
and for a grp that can sing in jap and korean
+ looks hot as hell~drools~
hmmm where was i?
yes the lyrics of the song
"you want me
you've fallen for me
you're crazy for me
you are my slave
i got you
under my skin"
“Let’s have fun now that i have you”
and “You do get hurt a little bit, it’s all right"
Dong Bang Shin Ki is basically saying to some chick
"you know you wanna f**k me" or
"i'm hot and you're totally in love with me"
based on their interviews so far the song is suppose to hypnotise this girl into loving them (ppl like me like to think otherwise)
and I LOVE it.
why?
cause I’m sick to death of pansy-ass boybands
not that they need to get all sexual (they're already hot as hell)
i’ve been waiting for DBSK to grow up and have mature music for a long time
they’re in their 20s now
so hugging a kitty
acting all cute
and singing songs like Hug
is no longer appropriate
Mirotic album will be out on 24/9
the full song is already out
(been listening to it like everyday and its my ring tone * please call me so i can listen to it some more* hahahahahhaa)
here's the preview
JUNSU "OMO" face ahhhhhhhhhhh
yoochun's hair is bad ad usual (the stylist really must hate him)
Yunho with his shirtless-ness HOTHOTHOT
jae is hidden somewhere
and changmin the out of water shot TODIEFOR
and the full song
luving it~
CANT WAIT for the full MV and the album...
in other non-dbsk news
MY FAV SHOWS ARE COMING BACK
Grey's Anatomy
CSI
CSI NY
Ugly Betty
alll back next week!!!!
yeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant wait
hehehehehhee
no one seem to be reading this blog anymore
so its like my lil diary
hahahahha
out in the public
work is just INSANE right now
we're starting a hotel
just took over peach garden
working on our anniversary
and ISO
and A class
our anniversary dinner on the 7th which i plan plan plan
i love planning stuff
too bad i have to work with that 2 stupid mamasan
GRRRRRRRRRR
and finally
THIS I AM SUPER EXCITED
we're bringing in a jap concept cafe!!!
and i can go TOKIO!!!!
muahahahahahahahahaha
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i pray they let me go
PRAYPRAYPRAY
i don really care if its work
the thot of going japan is good enough
i'm so busy nowadays i cant breathe
i'm totally out of touch with my friends
mel cowell jer bea!!!!
I MISS U
i also miss mardie ivy premz sindu and rindi
SENTOSA NEXT MTH
looking forward to that
hehehehehehe
and something i look forward to
DONG BANG SHIN KI IS BACK!!!!!
MIROTIC is a great song
the title is total Konglish
Miro means maze in korean
and they add the tic in for the fun of it
hahaha
i love the lyrics
its so hot, sexy and total love^^
for ur info
yes i've already fallen out of love with big bang
(after watching them perform live a few times AIGOOO they really cant sing live)
DBSK can totally sing live,
just watch any of their japanese concert
and for a grp that can sing in jap and korean
+ looks hot as hell~drools~
hmmm where was i?
yes the lyrics of the song
"you want me
you've fallen for me
you're crazy for me
you are my slave
i got you
under my skin"
“Let’s have fun now that i have you”
and “You do get hurt a little bit, it’s all right"
Dong Bang Shin Ki is basically saying to some chick
"you know you wanna f**k me" or
"i'm hot and you're totally in love with me"
based on their interviews so far the song is suppose to hypnotise this girl into loving them (ppl like me like to think otherwise)
and I LOVE it.
why?
cause I’m sick to death of pansy-ass boybands
not that they need to get all sexual (they're already hot as hell)
i’ve been waiting for DBSK to grow up and have mature music for a long time
they’re in their 20s now
so hugging a kitty
acting all cute
and singing songs like Hug
is no longer appropriate
Mirotic album will be out on 24/9
the full song is already out
(been listening to it like everyday and its my ring tone * please call me so i can listen to it some more* hahahahahhaa)
here's the preview
JUNSU "OMO" face ahhhhhhhhhhh
yoochun's hair is bad ad usual (the stylist really must hate him)
Yunho with his shirtless-ness HOTHOTHOT
jae is hidden somewhere
and changmin the out of water shot TODIEFOR
and the full song
luving it~
CANT WAIT for the full MV and the album...
in other non-dbsk news
MY FAV SHOWS ARE COMING BACK
Grey's Anatomy
CSI
CSI NY
Ugly Betty
alll back next week!!!!
yeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant wait
hehehehehhee
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
i'm decided to come out of the closet...
and unleash the fangirl in me
i'm embracing my fangirliness
i'm crazy over big bang now
hahaha
i listen to Haru Haru and Last farewell like 5 times today
Lies 6 times
Crazy yeah
anyway T.O.P is hot
SO HOT
he's not good looking like junsu
and he wears more eyeliner than me
hahahahha
he's just man
Big Bang is just LOVE
but they cant sing live for nuts
hmmm
if we combine DBSK with Bigbang
wow
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Haru Haru MV ver 2
Thank God cause the 1st one was cheesy as hell
girl dying of cancer- check
girl lying to guy "cheats"with his BFF - Check
guy finds out that girl is dying reach hospital to find her dead body - CHECK
still good song
then there's my fav - Last Farewell
around 2.53 TOP!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
the smug
B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG
like this song - Lies
WHY is G-dragon always the lead.
he's the leader sooooooo
yunho is not always the lead in dbsk
ok i'm bias
WOO HOO more TOP
I'm Sorry- Gummy ft TOP
he's hot in here no?
well I give my fangirliness 2 mths
soon i'm gonna get sick of them and realise they cant sing
well they kinda can sing and they write the songs
buttt
hmmmm
i donno
they're no DBSK
and unleash the fangirl in me
i'm embracing my fangirliness
i'm crazy over big bang now
hahaha
i listen to Haru Haru and Last farewell like 5 times today
Lies 6 times
Crazy yeah
anyway T.O.P is hot
SO HOT
he's not good looking like junsu
and he wears more eyeliner than me
hahahahha
he's just man
Big Bang is just LOVE
but they cant sing live for nuts
hmmm
if we combine DBSK with Bigbang
wow
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Haru Haru MV ver 2
Thank God cause the 1st one was cheesy as hell
girl dying of cancer- check
girl lying to guy "cheats"with his BFF - Check
guy finds out that girl is dying reach hospital to find her dead body - CHECK
still good song
then there's my fav - Last Farewell
around 2.53 TOP!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
the smug
B TO THE I TO THE BANG BANG
like this song - Lies
WHY is G-dragon always the lead.
he's the leader sooooooo
yunho is not always the lead in dbsk
ok i'm bias
WOO HOO more TOP
I'm Sorry- Gummy ft TOP
he's hot in here no?
well I give my fangirliness 2 mths
soon i'm gonna get sick of them and realise they cant sing
well they kinda can sing and they write the songs
buttt
hmmmm
i donno
they're no DBSK
Friday, August 22, 2008
end of the road
sometimes there's really so much you can take before u scream
the stress i have to endure in my house and workplace its just too obvious to ignore.
I'M SICK OF SINGAPORE
take me away
pleassee
so sick of all these already
the stress i have to endure in my house and workplace its just too obvious to ignore.
I'M SICK OF SINGAPORE
take me away
pleassee
so sick of all these already
Monday, August 18, 2008
my fav song at the mo...
Junsu's Rainy Night
the lyrics is like woah
u know thats y i like asian songs
they have meanings
even if he is in a boyband he wrote this song!
with a meaning
unlike some western boyband *cough Jonas Brothers cough*
they have a song called Australia...
freaking dumb song with the most dumb ass lyrics
anyway from the cutest Xiah Junsu
TRANSLATION
Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind,
like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you
* This world without you trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye
Baby I still love you
Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears
But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced will never leave my body
Baby I still love you
I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love
* Repeat
Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable
I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you
Junsu's Rainy Night
the lyrics is like woah
u know thats y i like asian songs
they have meanings
even if he is in a boyband he wrote this song!
with a meaning
unlike some western boyband *cough Jonas Brothers cough*
they have a song called Australia...
freaking dumb song with the most dumb ass lyrics
anyway from the cutest Xiah Junsu
TRANSLATION
Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind,
like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you
* This world without you trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye
Baby I still love you
Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears
But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced will never leave my body
Baby I still love you
I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love
* Repeat
Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable
I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you
Sunday, August 17, 2008
my last post was june 3rd...
amazing!
hahahahaha
anyway lots happen,
and i don like typing so this is mostly picture post
MAYDAY CONCERT
was sooo freaking great!!!
i can still remember that high
and its the best feeling in the world!!!
i went bangkok
shop till i drop
don think i wanna go back again
cause the ppl are getting mean
more like land of frowns
no pictures cause i deleted them, view frm friendster yeah
work's better ok
ppl are bitchy
but hey u cant have everything
JER'S 21
MY GAYBOY'S ALL GROWUP!!! SOBBBBB
pics size too big CANT LOAD
and my bday!!!
woohoo
went for lunch with mardie and premz
I FORGET TO BRING CAMERA!!!
I HAD THE BEST DESSERT EVER
Cedele's Choc Pancake is the BOMB
gawd its so good!!!
then met up with my gayboys bimbo and their partners in crime
NIGHT SAFARI
no cam no pics only got lousy ones with my lousy phone
this was the only pic that was NOT black out... MELLLLLL hahahahahahahaha
MY SISTERS GAVE THIS TO MEEE nice smell
FROM MY GAYS AND BIMBO so i can buy more shoes and bras hahahahahaha
from mardie and premz... nice cookie...
and finally from my boss the necklace and diana the teddy... hehehehehhehe
and thats all
see u in 2 months blog...
amazing!
hahahahaha
anyway lots happen,
and i don like typing so this is mostly picture post
MAYDAY CONCERT
was sooo freaking great!!!
i can still remember that high
and its the best feeling in the world!!!
i went bangkok
shop till i drop
don think i wanna go back again
cause the ppl are getting mean
more like land of frowns
no pictures cause i deleted them, view frm friendster yeah
work's better ok
ppl are bitchy
but hey u cant have everything
JER'S 21
MY GAYBOY'S ALL GROWUP!!! SOBBBBB
pics size too big CANT LOAD
and my bday!!!
woohoo
went for lunch with mardie and premz
I FORGET TO BRING CAMERA!!!
I HAD THE BEST DESSERT EVER
Cedele's Choc Pancake is the BOMB
gawd its so good!!!
then met up with my gayboys bimbo and their partners in crime
NIGHT SAFARI
no cam no pics only got lousy ones with my lousy phone
this was the only pic that was NOT black out... MELLLLLL hahahahahahahaha
MY SISTERS GAVE THIS TO MEEE nice smell
FROM MY GAYS AND BIMBO so i can buy more shoes and bras hahahahahaha
from mardie and premz... nice cookie...
and finally from my boss the necklace and diana the teddy... hehehehehhehe
and thats all
see u in 2 months blog...
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
thots at the mo
"I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe, whether it call itself my home, my fatherland, or my church: and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can, using for my defence the only arms I allow myself to use - silence, exile, and cunning."
James Joyce - A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
James Joyce - A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
Sunday, June 01, 2008
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
what's important to one person, might be junk to another person
its difficult to explain how you feel to strangers
even people you know for years can feel like one
the world isnt just filled only with pleasant things...
but it doesnt rain forever...
night doesnt last forever...
tomorrow is another day...
Let's give it our best shot
^(*v*)^
its difficult to explain how you feel to strangers
even people you know for years can feel like one
the world isnt just filled only with pleasant things...
but it doesnt rain forever...
night doesnt last forever...
tomorrow is another day...
Let's give it our best shot
^(*v*)^
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
nite of hotties
CLEO's 50 most eligible bachelors party
WOOHOO
i'm so going next yr too
didnt really think the guys were very good looking on the mag
but watching them live is a totally different thing altogether
THEY ARE HOT
and i really mean it
and we have loads of fun
have met mardie and ivy after so long
so its fun for me
hehehehe
plus the hunks
wooo come to mama
i really like ash
GOSH he can really perform
he got this charm
desmond tan GOSH
he's like the star seach winner and ivy's friend
and was part of the strip tense performance
SO SO HOT
met him after the competition
seems nice
hehehe
but darrentan won that superstar guy
EKKKK when he won most ppl around me went WHAT!!!! or HUH!!!!
hahahahahha
someone else should have won
BRYAN SHOULD HAVE WON
he's soooo cooolllll
or freddie...
even desmond
and ASH
but noooooo
went to phuture after that with ivy
since its a well known fact that i club once a yr
i think i've reach my quota for the yr yeah
hehehehehe
:P
slept the whole day
woke up at 4 to go SMA for the student loan thing with dad
pretty much had to explain to him abt the course i'm taking cause he really knows nuts....
oh well
realise daddy can nag worse than mimi
thats my conclusion for the day...
peace out...
WOOHOO
i'm so going next yr too
didnt really think the guys were very good looking on the mag
but watching them live is a totally different thing altogether
THEY ARE HOT
and i really mean it
and we have loads of fun
have met mardie and ivy after so long
so its fun for me
hehehehe
plus the hunks
wooo come to mama
i really like ash
GOSH he can really perform
he got this charm
desmond tan GOSH
he's like the star seach winner and ivy's friend
and was part of the strip tense performance
SO SO HOT
met him after the competition
seems nice
hehehe
but darrentan won that superstar guy
EKKKK when he won most ppl around me went WHAT!!!! or HUH!!!!
hahahahahha
someone else should have won
BRYAN SHOULD HAVE WON
he's soooo cooolllll
or freddie...
even desmond
and ASH
but noooooo
went to phuture after that with ivy
since its a well known fact that i club once a yr
i think i've reach my quota for the yr yeah
hehehehehe
:P
slept the whole day
woke up at 4 to go SMA for the student loan thing with dad
pretty much had to explain to him abt the course i'm taking cause he really knows nuts....
oh well
realise daddy can nag worse than mimi
thats my conclusion for the day...
peace out...
Sunday, March 09, 2008
三公分阳光三公分空气
3 cm of sunlight, 3 cm of air
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
stuck together like a glass
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
blocking your expressions, leaving only footprints
一直向前走走不完距离
keep going forward, but cant close the gap
一直向后退不出回忆
keep retreating, but cant get out of memories
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
i am glad there are problems helping me to trap myself
你头发上淡淡青草香气
the light smell of your hair
变成了风才能和我相遇
can only meet me after it becomes the wind
你的目光蒸发成云
your vision evaporates to form the clouds
再下成雨我才能够靠近
only when it falls as rain that i can get close
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your shadow
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure
我怀里所有温暖的空气
the warm air in my bossom
变成风也不敢和你相遇
even after becoming the wind, doesnt dare to meet you
我的心事蒸发成云
my problems evaporating to form the clouds
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
even if it falls again as rain, it doesnt bear to fall on you
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your shadow
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, if you turn back to look
不用在意
dont have to care
3 cm of sunlight, 3 cm of air
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
stuck together like a glass
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
blocking your expressions, leaving only footprints
一直向前走走不完距离
keep going forward, but cant close the gap
一直向后退不出回忆
keep retreating, but cant get out of memories
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
i am glad there are problems helping me to trap myself
你头发上淡淡青草香气
the light smell of your hair
变成了风才能和我相遇
can only meet me after it becomes the wind
你的目光蒸发成云
your vision evaporates to form the clouds
再下成雨我才能够靠近
only when it falls as rain that i can get close
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your shadow
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure
我怀里所有温暖的空气
the warm air in my bossom
变成风也不敢和你相遇
even after becoming the wind, doesnt dare to meet you
我的心事蒸发成云
my problems evaporating to form the clouds
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
even if it falls again as rain, it doesnt bear to fall on you
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
thankful that i cannot stay in your eyes
所以才能拥抱你的背影
so, i can hug your shadow
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
using all the regrets to remember
不完美的所有美丽
the incomplete beauty
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, you dont have to turn back to look
不用珍惜
dont have to treasure
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
thankful that i cannot hug your shadow
所以才能变成你的背影
because so, i can become your shadow
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
hiding at a quiet corner, if you turn back to look
不用在意
dont have to care
Friday, March 07, 2008
Christian Siriano WON PROJECT RUNWAY!!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO
2 weeks into my new job at select grp
pretty interesting
its fun
and there is a future in it
unlike my previous dead end job
we're building a hotel now
and its set to open in oct this yr
sooo its pretty cool
i have a great manager
she is so cool!
and nice
maybe its because sh's married
and unlike some ol maid she have a happy private life
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
and she's a cat too
catherine
hahahahahahahaha
my colleagues are pretty nice too
since there's only 2 ppl in my dept (me and catherine, i'm her assistant hahaha)
i tend to talk more to the sales ppl
they're nice to me cause i'm younger
bring me my lunch and calls me mei mei
NICE and funny too
working with designers, mags and newspapers
proofreading, creating email ads and all that
something i'm still finding kinda hard to believe
why will i have thot of sticking at that boring and dead place for so long
i guess we all have to move on
and i am!
moving forward and WORKING HARD for the best!!!
PLUS MURDOCH
PRAYING THAT I GET IN!!!!!!!!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOO
2 weeks into my new job at select grp
pretty interesting
its fun
and there is a future in it
unlike my previous dead end job
we're building a hotel now
and its set to open in oct this yr
sooo its pretty cool
i have a great manager
she is so cool!
and nice
maybe its because sh's married
and unlike some ol maid she have a happy private life
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
and she's a cat too
catherine
hahahahahahahaha
my colleagues are pretty nice too
since there's only 2 ppl in my dept (me and catherine, i'm her assistant hahaha)
i tend to talk more to the sales ppl
they're nice to me cause i'm younger
bring me my lunch and calls me mei mei
NICE and funny too
working with designers, mags and newspapers
proofreading, creating email ads and all that
something i'm still finding kinda hard to believe
why will i have thot of sticking at that boring and dead place for so long
i guess we all have to move on
and i am!
moving forward and WORKING HARD for the best!!!
PLUS MURDOCH
PRAYING THAT I GET IN!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i wanna watch this
watch the intro on tv... WOOOOOO
SOOOO COOOOLLLL
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opening in sg 21 feb...
who wanna join me???
its in spanish
Sunday, February 17, 2008
wat a week
a relaxing week that is...
really last week was busy busy busy
this week lazy lazy lazy
been sending resumes almost everyday
not really easy this time
cause previously its like casting the net and taking watever jobs that come my way
this time is like only coordinator jobs sooo
its preeetttyyy hard
spend my free time bring bitch to walks
training her to get in her new baggy herself
her breed is really too hyper to train
helping mimi with house work
reading
borrowed this teach urself japanese book
hmmm interesting
will take up jap 1st
will just take conversational japanese
had a look at some of the schools
they even have sushi making class
hahahaha
cute...
watched juno yesterday
GREAT MOVIE
ellen page really like her...
remember hard candy my gay boys???
yup thats the girl
"Sixteen year-old Juno MacGuff is the type of girl that beats to her own drummer, and doesn't really care what others may think of her. She learns that she's pregnant from a one-time sexual encounter with her best friend, Paulie Bleeker. Juno and Paulie like each other, but don't consider themselves to be exclusive boyfriend/girlfriend let alone be ready to be a family complete with child. Although she would rather not be pregnant, Juno is fairly pragmatic about her situation. Although there, Paulie really leaves all the decisions about the baby to Juno. Initially she decides that she will have an abortion, but that's something that she ultimately cannot go through with. So she decides to have the baby and give it up for adoption. But first she has to tell her father, Mac, and stepmother, Bren, that she is pregnant. Although they would have preferred if Juno was on hard drugs or expelled from school, Mac and Bren too are pragmatic about Juno's situation. The next step is to find prospective parents for the yet unborn child. In the Pennysaver ad section, Juno finds Mark and Vanessa Loring, a yuppie couple living in the suburbs. Juno likes the Lorings, and in some respects has found who looks to be a kindred spirit in Mark, with whom she shares a love of grunge music and horror films. Vanessa is a little more uptight and is the one in the relationship seemingly most eager to have a baby. On her own choosing, Juno enters into a closed rather than open adoption contract with the Lorings - meaning she will have no contact with the baby after she gives it up. During the second and third trimesters of Juno's pregnancy which she treats with care but detachment, Juno's relationships with her family, with Paulie, and with the Lorings develop, the latter whose on the surface perfect life masks some hidden problems"
thanks dan for dinner
haven had teppanyaki for a long time
hahaha
good movie good food good company yeah...
:P
really last week was busy busy busy
this week lazy lazy lazy
been sending resumes almost everyday
not really easy this time
cause previously its like casting the net and taking watever jobs that come my way
this time is like only coordinator jobs sooo
its preeetttyyy hard
spend my free time bring bitch to walks
training her to get in her new baggy herself
her breed is really too hyper to train
helping mimi with house work
reading
borrowed this teach urself japanese book
hmmm interesting
will take up jap 1st
will just take conversational japanese
had a look at some of the schools
they even have sushi making class
hahahaha
cute...
watched juno yesterday
GREAT MOVIE
ellen page really like her...
remember hard candy my gay boys???
yup thats the girl
"Sixteen year-old Juno MacGuff is the type of girl that beats to her own drummer, and doesn't really care what others may think of her. She learns that she's pregnant from a one-time sexual encounter with her best friend, Paulie Bleeker. Juno and Paulie like each other, but don't consider themselves to be exclusive boyfriend/girlfriend let alone be ready to be a family complete with child. Although she would rather not be pregnant, Juno is fairly pragmatic about her situation. Although there, Paulie really leaves all the decisions about the baby to Juno. Initially she decides that she will have an abortion, but that's something that she ultimately cannot go through with. So she decides to have the baby and give it up for adoption. But first she has to tell her father, Mac, and stepmother, Bren, that she is pregnant. Although they would have preferred if Juno was on hard drugs or expelled from school, Mac and Bren too are pragmatic about Juno's situation. The next step is to find prospective parents for the yet unborn child. In the Pennysaver ad section, Juno finds Mark and Vanessa Loring, a yuppie couple living in the suburbs. Juno likes the Lorings, and in some respects has found who looks to be a kindred spirit in Mark, with whom she shares a love of grunge music and horror films. Vanessa is a little more uptight and is the one in the relationship seemingly most eager to have a baby. On her own choosing, Juno enters into a closed rather than open adoption contract with the Lorings - meaning she will have no contact with the baby after she gives it up. During the second and third trimesters of Juno's pregnancy which she treats with care but detachment, Juno's relationships with her family, with Paulie, and with the Lorings develop, the latter whose on the surface perfect life masks some hidden problems"
thanks dan for dinner
haven had teppanyaki for a long time
hahaha
good movie good food good company yeah...
:P
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Project Runway
project runway is like the ONLY reality tv show i watch...
season 4 is not as interesting as season 3
where u have a lot of bitchy and interesting ppl
season 4 have better designers
even ricky which i really dislike
can design pretty well
BUT compared to the rest really sucked
BUT I CAN TOTALLY SAY
I LOVE CHRISTIAN
HE IS FIERCE
HIS FEROCIOUS FEROCITY IS TOO FIERCE FOR WORDS
hahahahahahaha
and he made it to new york fashion week
REALLY HOPE HE WINS
i love his designs
he really thinks abt the challenge and how he can made the best out of it...
plus he's fast
a lil proud but you really cant find great designers who are not arrogant as hell...
i like rami too
BUT SERIOUSLY ENOUGH DRAPING ALREADY
i liked him for that at 1st but then week after week after week of layering and draping
ITS BORING!!!!!
so i'm gonna go with christian to win!!!
GOGOGO!!!!
season 4 is not as interesting as season 3
where u have a lot of bitchy and interesting ppl
season 4 have better designers
even ricky which i really dislike
can design pretty well
BUT compared to the rest really sucked
BUT I CAN TOTALLY SAY
I LOVE CHRISTIAN
HE IS FIERCE
HIS FEROCIOUS FEROCITY IS TOO FIERCE FOR WORDS
hahahahahahaha
and he made it to new york fashion week
REALLY HOPE HE WINS
i love his designs
he really thinks abt the challenge and how he can made the best out of it...
plus he's fast
a lil proud but you really cant find great designers who are not arrogant as hell...
i like rami too
BUT SERIOUSLY ENOUGH DRAPING ALREADY
i liked him for that at 1st but then week after week after week of layering and draping
ITS BORING!!!!!
so i'm gonna go with christian to win!!!
GOGOGO!!!!
Friday, February 15, 2008
this is sad
i know sometimes i might speak out strongly about gays and lesbians
i don really like butches
but i respect their choice
so to see a 15 year old shot just because he's gay
by a 14 year old!
thats worse 2 lives
2 bright future gone
hate crimes are stupid
when will people learn!!!
hate crimes against blacks, asians, gays or lesbians
how different are we now compared to the nazis???
as humans they still have rights
as long as they dont murder, rape or torture,
these people still have rights!!!
this is so sad...
really...
i know sometimes i might speak out strongly about gays and lesbians
i don really like butches
but i respect their choice
so to see a 15 year old shot just because he's gay
by a 14 year old!
thats worse 2 lives
2 bright future gone
hate crimes are stupid
when will people learn!!!
hate crimes against blacks, asians, gays or lesbians
how different are we now compared to the nazis???
as humans they still have rights
as long as they dont murder, rape or torture,
these people still have rights!!!
this is so sad...
really...
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
PARROTS i hate parrots... polly wanna cracker... damn u polly...
mel and i found our new bug eye and toothy family... hahahaha
tons of interesting animals like this ALL THE FOOD IS MINE lil baboon
and this I HAVEN PEE FOR A WEEK giraffe... no joke its pee (or leaked) for more than 5 minutes we stood there watched for sooo long till we gave up and left...
and we went to see the elephants too bad we missed the show but we got to see their poopy... hahahahha
too bad we didnt take photos of those rhinos having sex...
a lil drama happen when we went to see ah meng's grave...
decided to jump off the tram cause we were too tired and lazy to walk
mel and jer landed fine
cow jumped after but due to her shoes she fell
and ranjini due to cow tripped on her and fell totally flat
me and dinish were shocked
at first i thot ranjini's injuries was worse
(she rolled over)
but then i saw the blood on cow's foot and totally FREAKED
(blood makes me panic,,, 1 more reason why i should NOT give birth)
totally ignored everyone chased after cow...
wow cow u will remember this bday forever yeah
i had more fun than on ur 21st
proof that 21st isnt eveything...
yupz...
Monday, February 11, 2008
cny & cow's bday
LAST WEEK WAS BUSY BUSY BUSY
helped mimi with lots of cny prep stuff
tons of fun
but too much work to type out so i'll let the photos do the talking yeah...
my new niece louise... if her parents (esp her dad) are not that protective rude irrating and PURE annoyingi might actually love her like i love nicole...
my nephew ADDEN finally a hope for the LIOW family bloodline... hahahaha let's hope he doesnt follow louise's brother, aka bubble boy, footsteps and become bubble boy number 2... please qi ling jie SAVE YOUR BROTHER'S SON so he can be more like nicole NOT bubble boy...
the ever so cute nic...
my bitch all dressed up for cny!!!
so is nini... cous's diva dog...
trio
seafood at longbeach
and grandma's memorial
cow's bday on sun
AT THE ZOO
fun times from zoo to amk looking high and low for botak jones...
i jumped with joy when i finally saw it after an hr of walking... (really i was jumping)
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more pics post when i get the rest
helped mimi with lots of cny prep stuff
tons of fun
but too much work to type out so i'll let the photos do the talking yeah...
my new niece louise... if her parents (esp her dad) are not that protective rude irrating and PURE annoyingi might actually love her like i love nicole...
my nephew ADDEN finally a hope for the LIOW family bloodline... hahahaha let's hope he doesnt follow louise's brother, aka bubble boy, footsteps and become bubble boy number 2... please qi ling jie SAVE YOUR BROTHER'S SON so he can be more like nicole NOT bubble boy...
the ever so cute nic...
my bitch all dressed up for cny!!!
so is nini... cous's diva dog...
trio
seafood at longbeach
and grandma's memorial
cow's bday on sun
AT THE ZOO
fun times from zoo to amk looking high and low for botak jones...
i jumped with joy when i finally saw it after an hr of walking... (really i was jumping)
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more pics post when i get the rest
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
went to look at uni courses with the 2 gay boys
then dinner at our old chicken rice stall...
called cow in the middle to tempt her hahahahaha
watched sweeney todd!!!
jaime campbell bower...
looks like a girl but kinda hot...
johnny depp GAWDDDDDD!!!
talk a lot
really thank them for standing up for me
i need to take a stand
for myself too
i mean of all the ppl i was attacked?
i lost a friend too
i was there for her like she was there for me
i waited with her and for her like she did with me
i can never forget what she've done for me
it hurt like mad in the end
i wrote wat i wrote because i was standing up for my libidos
the ppl she hurt
the disappointment on their faces
you didnt see
and you will nvr know
i saw
i know
you dont know me
as much as i can understand that you're angry
i was too harsh
looking back yeah i was
but then again reality is harsh
i'm not gonna sugar coat it like mel
or play nameless like jer
i'm straight forward
call it as you like
whether or not this will offend u in anyway
just to let u know i meant no harm...
i'm just telling the truth as it is...
truth hurts
we're hurt
leave us alone and let us heal please...
Thanks...
then dinner at our old chicken rice stall...
called cow in the middle to tempt her hahahahaha
watched sweeney todd!!!
jaime campbell bower...
looks like a girl but kinda hot...
johnny depp GAWDDDDDD!!!
talk a lot
really thank them for standing up for me
i need to take a stand
for myself too
i mean of all the ppl i was attacked?
i lost a friend too
i was there for her like she was there for me
i waited with her and for her like she did with me
i can never forget what she've done for me
it hurt like mad in the end
i wrote wat i wrote because i was standing up for my libidos
the ppl she hurt
the disappointment on their faces
you didnt see
and you will nvr know
i saw
i know
you dont know me
as much as i can understand that you're angry
i was too harsh
looking back yeah i was
but then again reality is harsh
i'm not gonna sugar coat it like mel
or play nameless like jer
i'm straight forward
call it as you like
whether or not this will offend u in anyway
just to let u know i meant no harm...
i'm just telling the truth as it is...
truth hurts
we're hurt
leave us alone and let us heal please...
Thanks...
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Saturday, January 26, 2008
just watched the finals of 超級星光大道
i know i'm slow
hahahaha
season 2 already finish in taiwan
and i'm watching finals of season 1
GAWD
James Lin won (something i already knew)
he sang creep by radiohead
his english is ok...
(well they don take english in taiwan... cant expect much)
cant pronounce some words right
BUT
its a good performance
which he got full marks for...
i like it...
hehehehe
plus i can listen to his new song 2 times a day without getting sick of it for the past week...
PRETTY IMPRESSIVE
(for someone who's adhd listening to the same song all day is impressive...)
then there's aska's performance
WOOHOO
i love this song marvis fan's 哭了
aska's album (WHICH I JUST GOT!!!)
really good
wahahahahaha
for someone who dropped out of the competition he's doing really well...
i guess from the start of 2008
there's really alot of changes
around me or within me
you could say i woke up
or grown up
i'm still getting used to being an adult
and understanding that with that comes responsibility
i'm slowly finding a voice of my own
adn slowly finding faith
and before you ppl go like gosh she's gonna be a bible hugging god speeches weirdo...
no i'm not...
there's a lot of things i still do not believe
but like wat connie said
sometimes when you feel as if you have nothing at least you still have faith in god...
btw i'm Buddhist ( more like drop out )
but still trying to find my way now
praying to baba every morning...
then there's the issue abt my studies my BA!
yes i'm getting it this year!!!!
gonna do this all by myself...
no help from parents ...
not that they can...
lulu's and con's course fees alone are driving them nuts...
plus the factory and house and car...
wow...
i'm sure i can do this myself
i know its hard to understand why i choose part time
instead of full like my 2 libbies
the gay boys...
evey family has its own difficulties
and right now i can only do what's best...
i have to work...
FULL TIME work
just part time or weekends
work that pays 1500 or more
and i'm gonna start taking tuition assignments again...
i guess the only way right now is moving forward
its stupid and childish to lose yourself because of love
because of some guy and girl you give up your life your dreams
THATS NOT LOVE
right now my family its what's important
they were the ont who shook me up
using the right words and ways
knowing how to get to me
instead of downright critising me
i've got so much more to learn
and so much more to give
now all i need to the chance
and the strength to work for it...
A woman is like a teabag, only in hot water do you realize how strong she is...
i know i'm slow
hahahaha
season 2 already finish in taiwan
and i'm watching finals of season 1
GAWD
James Lin won (something i already knew)
he sang creep by radiohead
his english is ok...
(well they don take english in taiwan... cant expect much)
cant pronounce some words right
BUT
its a good performance
which he got full marks for...
i like it...
hehehehe
plus i can listen to his new song 2 times a day without getting sick of it for the past week...
PRETTY IMPRESSIVE
(for someone who's adhd listening to the same song all day is impressive...)
then there's aska's performance
WOOHOO
i love this song marvis fan's 哭了
aska's album (WHICH I JUST GOT!!!)
really good
wahahahahaha
for someone who dropped out of the competition he's doing really well...
i guess from the start of 2008
there's really alot of changes
around me or within me
you could say i woke up
or grown up
i'm still getting used to being an adult
and understanding that with that comes responsibility
i'm slowly finding a voice of my own
adn slowly finding faith
and before you ppl go like gosh she's gonna be a bible hugging god speeches weirdo...
no i'm not...
there's a lot of things i still do not believe
but like wat connie said
sometimes when you feel as if you have nothing at least you still have faith in god...
btw i'm Buddhist ( more like drop out )
but still trying to find my way now
praying to baba every morning...
then there's the issue abt my studies my BA!
yes i'm getting it this year!!!!
gonna do this all by myself...
no help from parents ...
not that they can...
lulu's and con's course fees alone are driving them nuts...
plus the factory and house and car...
wow...
i'm sure i can do this myself
i know its hard to understand why i choose part time
instead of full like my 2 libbies
the gay boys...
evey family has its own difficulties
and right now i can only do what's best...
i have to work...
FULL TIME work
just part time or weekends
work that pays 1500 or more
and i'm gonna start taking tuition assignments again...
i guess the only way right now is moving forward
its stupid and childish to lose yourself because of love
because of some guy and girl you give up your life your dreams
THATS NOT LOVE
right now my family its what's important
they were the ont who shook me up
using the right words and ways
knowing how to get to me
instead of downright critising me
i've got so much more to learn
and so much more to give
now all i need to the chance
and the strength to work for it...
A woman is like a teabag, only in hot water do you realize how strong she is...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
This post took quite some time to write…
I never felt this way before so
The past month I saw some really disturbing truths about someone…
I’m an insecure person by nature
So it takes a lot for me to trust someone
I don’t have many friends
Friends I can talk and tell them everything
Its hard for me
So to be honest my libbies are the only true friends I have currently…
Bea ja cow mel and jer
So imagine how its like to suddenly see the real ja
Someone who puts her relationship higher than her friendships
Someone who claims how much her libidos are important to her
How her god is important while she lies to the people most important to her…
How can anyone who puts her “red one” / her soul mate in such high regard but fails to complete his birthday present…
Where is the video we made ja?
When I asked you to send it to me you kept telling me to wait… wait…
All these time you were with your hun…
Our videos
Mel’s most important present
Gone….
How can you say you miss bea!
When on the day that she came back
You spend the whole day at your hun’s place
And worse the lies you told
OT! Please give me a break
A friend your so called daughter finally comes back from aussie
And all you did was glue yourself to your hun
Seriously
You made cow carry the blame with you
You made dinesh the idiot!
You made us think that cow is a cheating liar and a bad girlfriend!
Rather than admit that you were lying you had others take the fall
Yet even after you lied you were still sitting there on your high horse
You made me apologize
You made me the devil
The mean sensitive BITCH
How dare you
How do you sleep at night!
Instead of the host bringing the guest to places of interest
It’s the other way round…
Vivo city GAWD
We were talking about Newton
For bloody dinner
But nooo we had to go vivo because hun doesn’t know how to drive to Newton
Because she had to go pet bloody safari…
And throughout dinner
Your eyes were for her and her only
You missed bea!
Pleassseee don’t make me laugh!
Christmas eve was the GREAT!
I donno where to start…
Hmmm with the fact that you spend 80% of the time away from us?
Or the fact that even knowing that jer was not in a good mood you had to dangle you and your hun’s “loving” (more like obsession) in front of him…
Or the fact that you left us to buy your dinner while you and your hun go shopping…
Maybe I should also mention your midnight to 4 am mass…
You left me and cow alone in the room till mel and jer came…
You were missing at vivo
We had dinner
Then you went missing again…
Then on xmas
At cow’s house from 6 pm to 11pm you were missing
When you were suppose to be at cow’s house
And when you finally came you had the nerves to bring your hun
Knowing full well that cow’s parents and relatives are there…
And you spend the rest of the night glued to your hun…
Which finally brings me to new year’s eve…
When you message us to tell us you cant spend time with libidos because you spend xmas with us and you wanna spend quality time with your hun…
MY FIRST THOT
What do you mean when you say you spend time with us!!!
All of your bloody excuses
I had to be the first one to go to you
Hoping to change things
But still on that day itself
YOU BLOODY LIED AGAIN
OT PLEASE LA FIND SOMETHING MORE CREATIVE CAN!
Maybe that day I was shocked
The past week had been hell
Cause I realize I cant trust anyone
You were the one I trust the most
Yet the lies
Your hun was sooo much more important to you
To the point where you just lie and lie and lie
What is true?
What is true?
I started thinking who I could trust
The libidos?
Or maybe I should start finding other people
You have no idea how that feels like
No one to trust
Totally lost
Knowing that the past 21 years you’ve lived your life like an idiot
Trusting the wrong people…
You made your choice
No matter what we do
What we say
Your heart is with your hun…
I hate you…
I really do…
You hurt us too much…
Too much…
I had a lot of trust and respect for you
YOU killed it…
Is too late…
You could have come clean and admit your wrongs the past month but you never did…
Is too late…
I never felt this way before so
The past month I saw some really disturbing truths about someone…
I’m an insecure person by nature
So it takes a lot for me to trust someone
I don’t have many friends
Friends I can talk and tell them everything
Its hard for me
So to be honest my libbies are the only true friends I have currently…
Bea ja cow mel and jer
So imagine how its like to suddenly see the real ja
Someone who puts her relationship higher than her friendships
Someone who claims how much her libidos are important to her
How her god is important while she lies to the people most important to her…
How can anyone who puts her “red one” / her soul mate in such high regard but fails to complete his birthday present…
Where is the video we made ja?
When I asked you to send it to me you kept telling me to wait… wait…
All these time you were with your hun…
Our videos
Mel’s most important present
Gone….
How can you say you miss bea!
When on the day that she came back
You spend the whole day at your hun’s place
And worse the lies you told
OT! Please give me a break
A friend your so called daughter finally comes back from aussie
And all you did was glue yourself to your hun
Seriously
You made cow carry the blame with you
You made dinesh the idiot!
You made us think that cow is a cheating liar and a bad girlfriend!
Rather than admit that you were lying you had others take the fall
Yet even after you lied you were still sitting there on your high horse
You made me apologize
You made me the devil
The mean sensitive BITCH
How dare you
How do you sleep at night!
Instead of the host bringing the guest to places of interest
It’s the other way round…
Vivo city GAWD
We were talking about Newton
For bloody dinner
But nooo we had to go vivo because hun doesn’t know how to drive to Newton
Because she had to go pet bloody safari…
And throughout dinner
Your eyes were for her and her only
You missed bea!
Pleassseee don’t make me laugh!
Christmas eve was the GREAT!
I donno where to start…
Hmmm with the fact that you spend 80% of the time away from us?
Or the fact that even knowing that jer was not in a good mood you had to dangle you and your hun’s “loving” (more like obsession) in front of him…
Or the fact that you left us to buy your dinner while you and your hun go shopping…
Maybe I should also mention your midnight to 4 am mass…
You left me and cow alone in the room till mel and jer came…
You were missing at vivo
We had dinner
Then you went missing again…
Then on xmas
At cow’s house from 6 pm to 11pm you were missing
When you were suppose to be at cow’s house
And when you finally came you had the nerves to bring your hun
Knowing full well that cow’s parents and relatives are there…
And you spend the rest of the night glued to your hun…
Which finally brings me to new year’s eve…
When you message us to tell us you cant spend time with libidos because you spend xmas with us and you wanna spend quality time with your hun…
MY FIRST THOT
What do you mean when you say you spend time with us!!!
All of your bloody excuses
I had to be the first one to go to you
Hoping to change things
But still on that day itself
YOU BLOODY LIED AGAIN
OT PLEASE LA FIND SOMETHING MORE CREATIVE CAN!
Maybe that day I was shocked
The past week had been hell
Cause I realize I cant trust anyone
You were the one I trust the most
Yet the lies
Your hun was sooo much more important to you
To the point where you just lie and lie and lie
What is true?
What is true?
I started thinking who I could trust
The libidos?
Or maybe I should start finding other people
You have no idea how that feels like
No one to trust
Totally lost
Knowing that the past 21 years you’ve lived your life like an idiot
Trusting the wrong people…
You made your choice
No matter what we do
What we say
Your heart is with your hun…
I hate you…
I really do…
You hurt us too much…
Too much…
I had a lot of trust and respect for you
YOU killed it…
Is too late…
You could have come clean and admit your wrongs the past month but you never did…
Is too late…
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i like chinese songs
not because i'm cheena
and i know i'm NOT LIAN
i just feel that chinese words and lyrics
its more poetic
the lyrics are more emotional
more colourful
than english songs
anyway been watching the 1st season of 超級星光大道 one million star
and theres this guy who sings ok but writes really good songs
and the epi that i just watch...
well he came in last
but then in total he's 5th
and this song he sang is really sweet
he wrote it when he was 15
like WOW
miles 劉明峰 - 藍色天
等待了許久的天晴
天空不再黯淡無雲
那一段狂風聒噪不息的旋律
該怎麼繼續
只剩下揮之不去你的身影
痛不痛快愛不釋懷
我仍期待紫色的天藍
我愛你一切如此雲淡風輕
化身為藍色天包圍我的雲
就算我的世界下起風雨
天晴之後仍然能見到你
我要飄進風飄進雲
飄進充滿你和我的藍色天裡
天空是我 雲朵是你
藍色天永遠給你包容疼惜著你
我要飄進風飄進雲
飄進充滿你和我的藍色天裡
天空是我 雲朵是你
藍色天永遠給你包容疼惜著你
天空裡
默默守護你
i'm too lazy to translate the whole song
but i like the chorus
" i want to flutter into the wind and into the clouds
fluttering in the blue sky full of you and me
i'm the sky, you're the clouds
the blue sky will forever give in to you, loving you"
a 15 year old wrote this!
and then we have the winner of this contest
林宥嘉james
ok he's got a good voice
i like aska better
but then too bad he decided to leave the contest
or i really doubt james will win...
but i like this song
his 1st single
its nice...
and then there's aska
the problem with james is coming frm this compitition and being the winner
he have to follow a lot of rules and restictions
but aska being the "drop out" went to another record company and his new album is out now!!!
its nice....
btw he's the guy i blogged about before performing at the award show...
楊宗緯 not very good looking
but great voice...
music heals
to me
as far as it goes
i'm giving up
really i'm too hurt
是你的一切我再也管不着
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾我承认但你已陌生
not because i'm cheena
and i know i'm NOT LIAN
i just feel that chinese words and lyrics
its more poetic
the lyrics are more emotional
more colourful
than english songs
anyway been watching the 1st season of 超級星光大道 one million star
and theres this guy who sings ok but writes really good songs
and the epi that i just watch...
well he came in last
but then in total he's 5th
and this song he sang is really sweet
he wrote it when he was 15
like WOW
miles 劉明峰 - 藍色天
等待了許久的天晴
天空不再黯淡無雲
那一段狂風聒噪不息的旋律
該怎麼繼續
只剩下揮之不去你的身影
痛不痛快愛不釋懷
我仍期待紫色的天藍
我愛你一切如此雲淡風輕
化身為藍色天包圍我的雲
就算我的世界下起風雨
天晴之後仍然能見到你
我要飄進風飄進雲
飄進充滿你和我的藍色天裡
天空是我 雲朵是你
藍色天永遠給你包容疼惜著你
我要飄進風飄進雲
飄進充滿你和我的藍色天裡
天空是我 雲朵是你
藍色天永遠給你包容疼惜著你
天空裡
默默守護你
i'm too lazy to translate the whole song
but i like the chorus
" i want to flutter into the wind and into the clouds
fluttering in the blue sky full of you and me
i'm the sky, you're the clouds
the blue sky will forever give in to you, loving you"
a 15 year old wrote this!
and then we have the winner of this contest
林宥嘉james
ok he's got a good voice
i like aska better
but then too bad he decided to leave the contest
or i really doubt james will win...
but i like this song
his 1st single
its nice...
and then there's aska
the problem with james is coming frm this compitition and being the winner
he have to follow a lot of rules and restictions
but aska being the "drop out" went to another record company and his new album is out now!!!
its nice....
btw he's the guy i blogged about before performing at the award show...
楊宗緯 not very good looking
but great voice...
music heals
to me
as far as it goes
i'm giving up
really i'm too hurt
是你的一切我再也管不着
不能照顾你的人生不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾我承认但你已陌生
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
15 MORE DAYS AND I'M FREE
didnt count sat and sun
15 MORE DAYS
and its bye to spoilt brats
prince and princesses
bye to the devils
bye to that 2 ASS
and bye to cruella
GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD RUBBISH
and as for that 2 ass
i really feel like going back after i quit and give them a good beating
SERIOUSLY
they are 12 and they behave like that
SERIOUSLY
un-bloody-believable
serious attitude problems
bully other kids
and they think its for fun!
they don think they're at a fault
and bossy
BOSSY DOES NOTHING
u know wat its none of my business anymore
i wash my hands off this matter already
BUT
i seriously wanna beat them up
they need to be taught a lesson
....
evil cathy
eeeeviillllllll
didnt count sat and sun
15 MORE DAYS
and its bye to spoilt brats
prince and princesses
bye to the devils
bye to that 2 ASS
and bye to cruella
GOOD RIDDANCE TO BAD RUBBISH
and as for that 2 ass
i really feel like going back after i quit and give them a good beating
SERIOUSLY
they are 12 and they behave like that
SERIOUSLY
un-bloody-believable
serious attitude problems
bully other kids
and they think its for fun!
they don think they're at a fault
and bossy
BOSSY DOES NOTHING
u know wat its none of my business anymore
i wash my hands off this matter already
BUT
i seriously wanna beat them up
they need to be taught a lesson
....
evil cathy
eeeeviillllllll
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I LOVE THIS SONG
its sooo long ago
i for you by luna sea
theme song for 神様、もう少しだけ
this jap show frm 1998
hahaha
i was 13 when i watch this show
cried buckets
just watch again...
STILL CRYING BUCKETS
but realise that i didnt really understood the show at that time
missed alot of parts
translation of the title means God, please give me more time
and a review frm link
Masaki played by Kyoko sadly gets infected by the HIV virus and that's pretty early in the story. From that moment on it's a big struggle for her and for her nearest people. I kinda like the relation between Masaki and her mother just because her mother is the one person that backs her up the most. The other persons reaction to Masaki's secret (illness) is def. not nice but maybe somehow understandable. The main story though, is about the love between Keigo, a famous songwriter, and Masaki. Many good thoughts are brought up in regard to the illness HIV, whom to blame and is it ok to have a baby and so on.
Of all the dramas I've seen Kyoko in she's had kinda odd characters such as in Fighting Girl, Strawberry on the Shortcake, To Heart and Otousan. But in this one she's been given a bigger role I think. I'm very impressed with her acting, cause when she did this she was only 17 years old (same as the character btw) and she's bringing this drama everything. She is brilliant and this was the type of drama I was looking for in contrast to her other ones I've seen. A much more serious drama.
Takeshi I have seen in another drama, Golden Bowl and in the movie Space Travelers and I read he's also in Love 2000 but I haven't seen that one yet.
Even if it's a kinda dark story and yes, it's a sad story as well, it's definately a beautiful love story and it leaves you content somehow despite the situation, mainly because of the character Kyoko portrays. I would say it's a high risk of crying watching most of the episodes (I know I did) just because of her many ups and downs (actually alot of downs). So be prepared, it's a roller coaster of feelings. If you like Kyoko the tinyest bit this is a must see.
i don really like kyoko fukada
BUT TAKESHI IS MY 1ST HUSBAND
hahahahaha
i like him before vanness
(but looking at his hair now GAWD WHY RED!!!)
anyway i for you is a nice song
lovely melody...
lyrics translation
You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody
How ironic is it
If us two met
only to get hurt?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU
You still don't smile very well
Because even now, you still wear sadness around you
If the only reason I was born
was so I could meet you,
do you think I'll be able to change everything?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
We're hurt, but we've still got time
With all my love
I love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on you
I for You
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
If only you could smile at me like that
forever...
With all my love
I love you
I want to gather every piece of light
and give it all to you
I for You
its sooo long ago
i for you by luna sea
theme song for 神様、もう少しだけ
this jap show frm 1998
hahaha
i was 13 when i watch this show
cried buckets
just watch again...
STILL CRYING BUCKETS
but realise that i didnt really understood the show at that time
missed alot of parts
translation of the title means God, please give me more time
and a review frm link
Masaki played by Kyoko sadly gets infected by the HIV virus and that's pretty early in the story. From that moment on it's a big struggle for her and for her nearest people. I kinda like the relation between Masaki and her mother just because her mother is the one person that backs her up the most. The other persons reaction to Masaki's secret (illness) is def. not nice but maybe somehow understandable. The main story though, is about the love between Keigo, a famous songwriter, and Masaki. Many good thoughts are brought up in regard to the illness HIV, whom to blame and is it ok to have a baby and so on.
Of all the dramas I've seen Kyoko in she's had kinda odd characters such as in Fighting Girl, Strawberry on the Shortcake, To Heart and Otousan. But in this one she's been given a bigger role I think. I'm very impressed with her acting, cause when she did this she was only 17 years old (same as the character btw) and she's bringing this drama everything. She is brilliant and this was the type of drama I was looking for in contrast to her other ones I've seen. A much more serious drama.
Takeshi I have seen in another drama, Golden Bowl and in the movie Space Travelers and I read he's also in Love 2000 but I haven't seen that one yet.
Even if it's a kinda dark story and yes, it's a sad story as well, it's definately a beautiful love story and it leaves you content somehow despite the situation, mainly because of the character Kyoko portrays. I would say it's a high risk of crying watching most of the episodes (I know I did) just because of her many ups and downs (actually alot of downs). So be prepared, it's a roller coaster of feelings. If you like Kyoko the tinyest bit this is a must see.
i don really like kyoko fukada
BUT TAKESHI IS MY 1ST HUSBAND
hahahahaha
i like him before vanness
(but looking at his hair now GAWD WHY RED!!!)
anyway i for you is a nice song
lovely melody...
lyrics translation
You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody
How ironic is it
If us two met
only to get hurt?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU
You still don't smile very well
Because even now, you still wear sadness around you
If the only reason I was born
was so I could meet you,
do you think I'll be able to change everything?
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
We're hurt, but we've still got time
With all my love
I love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on you
I for You
With all my heart
I have to tell you this
If only you could smile at me like that
forever...
With all my love
I love you
I want to gather every piece of light
and give it all to you
I for You
Sunday, January 06, 2008
always trust ur instinct
STOP SECOND GUESSING!!!
i do that too damn much
and the decisions i made are coming back to haunt me
i'm changing my bloody phone today
when i got it last year
i wanted a sony ericsson k800i
was having this debate with mel
between k800i and n73
then against all gut feel i choose nokia n73
but when i reach the shop dad said n73 old phone
so i went for my 2nd nokia choice
e61i
NOW NOW NOW
after 1 bloody drop on the floor (not by me)
i cant hear very well on that phone
and the screen finally died on new yr's eve
now that i've got it back frm nokia care
I'M FOLLOWING MY INSTINCT
k800i might be a old model
but its super reliable
haven heard anything bad abt it
(the brown one the paint kinda chip off after a while)
other than that the main rule NOT TO DROP UR PHONE
something clumsy ol me me to learn
(but i think i did pretty well with e61i only drop it once the 2nd time NOT BY ME)
hmmmmm
K800I!!!
wheeeeeee
e61i still have a pretttyyyy high value
brand new handset cost 605 without contract
if i sell
PLUS still have 8 mths warranty
not selling for anything less than 350-400
a new k800 cost 380...
hmmmmmm
will be much better if i can earn some back
but well we'll see how it goes
this is funny...
enjoy
Top 10 Reasons God Created Eve
10. God was worried that Adam would frequently become lost in the garden because he would not ask for directions.
9. God knew that one day Adam would require someone to locate and hand him the remote.
8. God knew Adam would never go out and buy himself a new fig leaf when his wore out and would therefore need Eve to buy one for him.
7. God knew Adam would never be able to make a doctor's, dentist, or haircut appointment for himself.
6. God knew Adam would never remember which night to put the garbage on the curb.
5. God knew if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle the pain and discomfort of childbearing.
4. God knew that as Keeper of the Garden, Adam would never remember where he left his tools.
3. Apparently, Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden.
2. As the Bible says, It is not good for man to be alone!
And the #1 reason why God created Eve...
1. When God finished the creation of Adam, He stepped back, scratched his head, and said, "I can do better than that!"
STOP SECOND GUESSING!!!
i do that too damn much
and the decisions i made are coming back to haunt me
i'm changing my bloody phone today
when i got it last year
i wanted a sony ericsson k800i
was having this debate with mel
between k800i and n73
then against all gut feel i choose nokia n73
but when i reach the shop dad said n73 old phone
so i went for my 2nd nokia choice
e61i
NOW NOW NOW
after 1 bloody drop on the floor (not by me)
i cant hear very well on that phone
and the screen finally died on new yr's eve
now that i've got it back frm nokia care
I'M FOLLOWING MY INSTINCT
k800i might be a old model
but its super reliable
haven heard anything bad abt it
(the brown one the paint kinda chip off after a while)
other than that the main rule NOT TO DROP UR PHONE
something clumsy ol me me to learn
(but i think i did pretty well with e61i only drop it once the 2nd time NOT BY ME)
hmmmmm
K800I!!!
wheeeeeee
e61i still have a pretttyyyy high value
brand new handset cost 605 without contract
if i sell
PLUS still have 8 mths warranty
not selling for anything less than 350-400
a new k800 cost 380...
hmmmmmm
will be much better if i can earn some back
but well we'll see how it goes
this is funny...
enjoy
Top 10 Reasons God Created Eve
10. God was worried that Adam would frequently become lost in the garden because he would not ask for directions.
9. God knew that one day Adam would require someone to locate and hand him the remote.
8. God knew Adam would never go out and buy himself a new fig leaf when his wore out and would therefore need Eve to buy one for him.
7. God knew Adam would never be able to make a doctor's, dentist, or haircut appointment for himself.
6. God knew Adam would never remember which night to put the garbage on the curb.
5. God knew if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle the pain and discomfort of childbearing.
4. God knew that as Keeper of the Garden, Adam would never remember where he left his tools.
3. Apparently, Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden.
2. As the Bible says, It is not good for man to be alone!
And the #1 reason why God created Eve...
1. When God finished the creation of Adam, He stepped back, scratched his head, and said, "I can do better than that!"
Saturday, January 05, 2008
oh oh oh
i forgot
i'm gonna learn a new language this year!!!
i'm thinking japanese, korean, spanish or french
which brings my new yr's resalutions to 3
muahahaha
1> grow backbone STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN!!! stop following stop moving when pushed!!! and 1st stop make this uni thing work!!!
2> STOP CURSING! ladies DO NOT CURSE (cow pls stop using the f word! u're a lady too... muahahahaha who am i kidding!) i will try my very best to NOT use the f word!
3> learn a new language i'm thinking of taking french first... hehehehe
i forgot
i'm gonna learn a new language this year!!!
i'm thinking japanese, korean, spanish or french
which brings my new yr's resalutions to 3
muahahaha
1> grow backbone STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELIEVE IN!!! stop following stop moving when pushed!!! and 1st stop make this uni thing work!!!
2> STOP CURSING! ladies DO NOT CURSE (cow pls stop using the f word! u're a lady too... muahahahaha who am i kidding!) i will try my very best to NOT use the f word!
3> learn a new language i'm thinking of taking french first... hehehehe
i really like this song 明日は 來るから
posted it below...
by TVXQ
Asuwa Kurukara (Because Tomorrow Comes)
the melody is really nice
got my phone back frm nokia already
but i'm intending to change to sony
i've heard enough nokia horror stories
cow's 7 mths in finland should be enough to scare just abt anyone frm getting a nokia phone
plus my phone's value is still quite high
and have 8 mths warranty
should be pretty darn good
went to sim with jer today
MEL WHERE ARE U!!!!!
heard he's asleep
anyway
after dicussion with jer and with our respective mommies
we feel like RMIT is a much better alternative
so mel
CONTACT US SOON
so we can convince u to do RMIT too...
hehehehe
hmmm feel kinda lost
got into this HUGE arguement with mimi
she's disappointed
cuase to her she didnt raise her daughter to be weak
she wants us to think for our future
now just moving forward when we're pushed
i seriously need to think about wat i want in life already
the thing is i'm always unsure and confused
always following
I NEED TO GROW A BACKBONE NOW!
and i really really REALLY wanna be a wedding planner
no joke
i really wants this
i'm gonna make this uni thing work!
my resolution for 2008
grow a backbone
and NO MORE CUSSING
refine ladies do not curse
yup...
anyway the english translation for Asuwa Kurukara (Because Tomorrow Comes)
When the falling snow lands on my hand
It disappears without a trace
Because precious belongings are fragile
We cannot keep them forever, and it confuses us
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
Destiny brought us together
I want to express this miraculous feeling
With you
I'm unable to deliver a message to you
I've been living nervously, searching
Just searching for a light
As I begin to chase after it, I turn back, afraid of the outcome
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Is the only truth that remains
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
The flowers that bloom in spring and the sandy shores of the summer
The fall sunrises and winter sunshine
As much as it is necessary, as much as needed, -
Courage lies where desires are present
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
I think of many memories
And want to call them my own
I want to deliver a message to you
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Will not disappear
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
I want to deliver a message to you
Tomorrow will come no matter what
posted it below...
by TVXQ
Asuwa Kurukara (Because Tomorrow Comes)
the melody is really nice
got my phone back frm nokia already
but i'm intending to change to sony
i've heard enough nokia horror stories
cow's 7 mths in finland should be enough to scare just abt anyone frm getting a nokia phone
plus my phone's value is still quite high
and have 8 mths warranty
should be pretty darn good
went to sim with jer today
MEL WHERE ARE U!!!!!
heard he's asleep
anyway
after dicussion with jer and with our respective mommies
we feel like RMIT is a much better alternative
so mel
CONTACT US SOON
so we can convince u to do RMIT too...
hehehehe
hmmm feel kinda lost
got into this HUGE arguement with mimi
she's disappointed
cuase to her she didnt raise her daughter to be weak
she wants us to think for our future
now just moving forward when we're pushed
i seriously need to think about wat i want in life already
the thing is i'm always unsure and confused
always following
I NEED TO GROW A BACKBONE NOW!
and i really really REALLY wanna be a wedding planner
no joke
i really wants this
i'm gonna make this uni thing work!
my resolution for 2008
grow a backbone
and NO MORE CUSSING
refine ladies do not curse
yup...
anyway the english translation for Asuwa Kurukara (Because Tomorrow Comes)
When the falling snow lands on my hand
It disappears without a trace
Because precious belongings are fragile
We cannot keep them forever, and it confuses us
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
Destiny brought us together
I want to express this miraculous feeling
With you
I'm unable to deliver a message to you
I've been living nervously, searching
Just searching for a light
As I begin to chase after it, I turn back, afraid of the outcome
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Is the only truth that remains
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
The flowers that bloom in spring and the sandy shores of the summer
The fall sunrises and winter sunshine
As much as it is necessary, as much as needed, -
Courage lies where desires are present
Faraway, in a deep corner of the earth
I think of many memories
And want to call them my own
I want to deliver a message to you
I’ve stopped numerous times
Tears gather on my smiling face
This road that we shared
Will not disappear
When the rains falls I will become your umbrella
When the wind blows I will become your wall
Even though the darkness overtakes the night
Tomorrow will come no matter what
I want to deliver a message to you
Tomorrow will come no matter what
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