突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
suddenly realising i’ve stood still for a long while, not knowing where to go
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
the me that still doesn’t want to return home, only gets lonelier when accompanied by more people
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
there has been many topics concerning me, even i’ve heard of them
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
my happiness has to be recognised, yet my grievances are not spoken of
夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
the night peels the heart like an onion, what remains after it is removed of its defences?
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
why is it i miss you much more when i am weak and fragile ?
＊如果你也听说 有没有想过我
if you’ve heard too, have you thought of me?
像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
as the usual old friend or would you still be concerned bout me?
好多好多的话想对你说
there is so much i wish to tell you
悬着一颗心没着落
one heart is left hanging without landing
要怎么负荷 舍不得 又无可奈何
how to be responsible, unwilling, but also helpless
如果你也听说 会不会相信我
if you’ve heard too, will you believe me?
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
would you go along with the rumours or you know that i am still me
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
understanding alot more after the falls and knocks
懂我的人就你一个
you are the only one understands me
想到你想起我 胸口依然温热＊
the warmth still resides in my chest when i think of you thinking of me
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
there has been many topics concerning me, even i’ve heard of them
我想我宁可都沉默 解释反而显的做作
i think i would rather be silent as explaining would only seem to be for show
夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
the night peels the heart like an onion, what remains after it is removed of its defences?
为什么脆弱时候想你更多
why is it i miss you much more when i am weak and fragile?
Sunday, August 19, 2007
had a GREAT bday
hahha
my libbies r great ppl
thanks alot ppl
21 is like this really huge thing to me
i mean
there were alot of promises made when i was younger
memories of wat we're gonna do when we're 21
hmmm
its good memories
but then
we nvr follow throu the promises we made
thats kinda...
confusing how feelings and emotions can be sometimes
i'm loving these 2 songs
the chinese one is an old song
just love the lyrics...
hahha
my libbies r great ppl
thanks alot ppl
21 is like this really huge thing to me
i mean
there were alot of promises made when i was younger
memories of wat we're gonna do when we're 21
hmmm
its good memories
but then
we nvr follow throu the promises we made
thats kinda...
confusing how feelings and emotions can be sometimes
i'm loving these 2 songs
the chinese one is an old song
just love the lyrics...
新不了情
心若倦了,
泪也乾了,
这份心情,
难舍难了。
曾经拥有,
天荒地老,
已不见你,
暮暮与朝朝。
这一份情,
永远难了,
愿来生还能,
再度拥抱。
爱一个人,
如何斯守到老,
怎样面对一切,
我不知道。
回忆过去,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
为何你还来,
拨动我心跳。
爱你怎么能了,
今夜的你应该明了,
缘难了情难了。
Heart is weary
Tears all dried up.
This feeling,
Is hard to relinquish or forget.
I once used to have,
All the time in the world.
But I haven't seen you,
For many nights and many days.
This love,
Is forever difficult to resolve.
I hope in our afterlife,
We can embrace again.
Loving someone,
How do you remain faithful till you're old?
How do you face everything,
I do not know.
Reviewing the past,
The painful memories are unforgettable.
Why do you come then,
To make my heart race.
How is it possible to stop loving you?
Tonight, you should understand,.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.
FLAVOR OF LIFE
When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration
When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
心若倦了,
泪也乾了,
这份心情,
难舍难了。
曾经拥有,
天荒地老,
已不见你,
暮暮与朝朝。
这一份情,
永远难了,
愿来生还能,
再度拥抱。
爱一个人,
如何斯守到老,
怎样面对一切,
我不知道。
回忆过去,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
为何你还来,
拨动我心跳。
爱你怎么能了,
今夜的你应该明了,
缘难了情难了。
Heart is weary
Tears all dried up.
This feeling,
Is hard to relinquish or forget.
I once used to have,
All the time in the world.
But I haven't seen you,
For many nights and many days.
This love,
Is forever difficult to resolve.
I hope in our afterlife,
We can embrace again.
Loving someone,
How do you remain faithful till you're old?
How do you face everything,
I do not know.
Reviewing the past,
The painful memories are unforgettable.
Why do you come then,
To make my heart race.
How is it possible to stop loving you?
Tonight, you should understand,.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.
FLAVOR OF LIFE
When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration
When you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in me
even when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you ,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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Monday, August 13, 2007
WOOHOO
my bday party is over...(time for round 2 on friday?)
really had a lot of fun with my libbies (but they were a lil shy)
most of the ppl i invite didnt turn up
but i had a few unexpected surprises
like ting ting and mardy
comin all the way to changi JUST TO GIVE ME MY PRESSIE
(and both on their bf's bikes)
got alot of presents
my cous the shans gave me 21 presents!
hahahhaha
real fun opening them
the libbies gave me a perfume set and a lava lamp!!!!
(which they hid and i had to find in a minute)
the i got more bath and lotions stuff frm my cousins
and a really nice necklace
and mardy gave me a really cute box with a pair of totally fab earrings
will be posting all of them soon with pics...
since i'm posting this at work...
hehehe
not forgeting the hong baos i got
I LOVE U ALL ( and the fact that mimi invited her side of the family muahahahaha)
we took a LOT of pjotos
but i looked fat...
yesterday was 1 of my fat days
SUCKIE
not gonna really go into details abt the parts i hate
just gonna say
a lot of ppl who promised to come end up not coming
tellin me the last minute
( fri sat and sun is last minute)
1 didnt even tell me
(food poisonin and slept trou the whole thing?!)
still i'm tryin not to think abt it
or rather this help me see a lot
i'm just gonna have fun this week
it is my 21st after all
my bday party is over...(time for round 2 on friday?)
really had a lot of fun with my libbies (but they were a lil shy)
most of the ppl i invite didnt turn up
but i had a few unexpected surprises
like ting ting and mardy
comin all the way to changi JUST TO GIVE ME MY PRESSIE
(and both on their bf's bikes)
got alot of presents
my cous the shans gave me 21 presents!
hahahhaha
real fun opening them
the libbies gave me a perfume set and a lava lamp!!!!
(which they hid and i had to find in a minute)
the i got more bath and lotions stuff frm my cousins
and a really nice necklace
and mardy gave me a really cute box with a pair of totally fab earrings
will be posting all of them soon with pics...
since i'm posting this at work...
hehehe
not forgeting the hong baos i got
I LOVE U ALL ( and the fact that mimi invited her side of the family muahahahaha)
we took a LOT of pjotos
but i looked fat...
yesterday was 1 of my fat days
SUCKIE
not gonna really go into details abt the parts i hate
just gonna say
a lot of ppl who promised to come end up not coming
tellin me the last minute
( fri sat and sun is last minute)
1 didnt even tell me
(food poisonin and slept trou the whole thing?!)
still i'm tryin not to think abt it
or rather this help me see a lot
i'm just gonna have fun this week
it is my 21st after all
Sunday, August 05, 2007
i am so busy at work this month i could cry!
cruella 's giving us alot of work
I REALLY MEAN ALOT
plus she wants to give me "explosure"
= more work meetings and OT
CRAP
barely have enough slp
cause i cant
too many things in my head
problems and work
behaving like kids with ADHD
I NEED A BREAK
(when i just came back frm kl less than a mth ago... GREAT!!!)
maybe a massage will be great
hmmmmmmmmm
on the brighter side
my bday is pretty much all done and plan
AND
I'M FINALLY GETTING A NEW PHONE!!!!
YAA ME (CLAPCLAPCLAPCLAPCLAP)
actually its
YAAA MIMI
hehehehehhehehehehe
cruella 's giving us alot of work
I REALLY MEAN ALOT
plus she wants to give me "explosure"
= more work meetings and OT
CRAP
barely have enough slp
cause i cant
too many things in my head
problems and work
behaving like kids with ADHD
I NEED A BREAK
(when i just came back frm kl less than a mth ago... GREAT!!!)
maybe a massage will be great
hmmmmmmmmm
on the brighter side
my bday is pretty much all done and plan
AND
I'M FINALLY GETTING A NEW PHONE!!!!
YAA ME (CLAPCLAPCLAPCLAPCLAP)
actually its
YAAA MIMI
hehehehehhehehehehe
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