miss cathy

realise i had too many posts abt me
and how i feel blahblahblah
nvr really talked abt the libidos...
MY FAV PPL IN THE WORLD
so here it is
this is for my LIBBIES

Thank YOU
JA
COW
BEA
MEL
JER

all of u
for being there for me
i know we have our differences
i know sometimes we're out of touch
lil ol me here can be cold and far FAR away
or not telling u all anything
although theres a mil and 1 reasons why i don tell it
i'm not gonna do that now...

believe it or now i'm trying to make things better now
i know u guys get really angry with me sometimes
countless reasons
but the thing abt us is
we don hide these feelings
and i'm thankful
for wat u all said on sun
i should be more open
i should think abt wat i want to say before i say it
i wouldnt hide
and i'll tell u all the min i meet some1 ok...

like i've said believe it or not its really up to u
but sometimes u need to do the wrong thing
u have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right
the stakes are painful
REALLY PAINFUL
but thats the only way to find out who you really are

i know who i am now
and i know wat i want

i have a normal family
a lil weird sometimes but still normal
i have great friends who guided me trou the dark

AND

i have YOU
MY LIBIDOS
i love you all soooo much
i cant imagine my life without all u you now
u've helped me find out who i really am
ur support and understanding is a GREAT help
really thank you...

AND

BEA
I'M GONNA HUNT U DOWN IF U DON COME BACK THE NEXT YEAR U HEAR!!!
i miss u...