A game not worth the candle

Some people don’t deserve anything in life.
They were put here to prove that point with their own self destruction.
What’s a sorry for if you don’t mean it or nobody is going to know you mean it. What’s the point of feelings if you keep having to lie and live in one?

Some people are selfish, useless, insecure and shallow.
They always say that they don't care if anyone gave a rats ass about them, but often resort to attention seeking methods for others to take notice.
They can hardly explain why they feel that no one cares, but down inside, they think that's the truth. After receiving replies from those silly enough to give a shit, they will find themselves in another, but not exactly new, problem and thus the circus begins. The circus of their never ending, longer than long, problems of their so-called life. And inevitability, they will end the chapter with "no one cares."

Some people don't understand why people think badly of them. Well my dear, you cannot erase perceptions. They can try to change it, but like the boy who cried wolf, their constant craving for attention will not allow them to remain in the background. Therefore they choose to offend and insult, to behave in a manner that is disgusting and obnoxious, to self-pity and self-destruct, all in full view of the world. Those who fell for their act the first few times have learn the lesson, but with these modern times, finding new suckers to shower them with sweet or encouraging comments is not that difficult. Sooner or later their new cronies will find out that these people are ticking time-bombs of emotions. They let others and their own disgusting selves get the best of them. They are their one and only downfall.

What's the point of finding friends. When with every friend you make, you release 10 enemies.

Now everyone just waits for the bad to happen and then they clap their hands in glee and rejoice “I knew it, you were a piece of shit.”

This post is a reminder to myself, to live my life with my own rules. "Some people" are the stones that will trip me, waste my time, effort and tears. I have better things to do than reply to self-pity/attention seeking messages on Facebook or what not. As much as I believe that is natural to wear your emotions on your sleeve, I do that often as it proves I'm human, to air them in front of hundreds of your "closest" friends is simply attention seeking. I used to care, I really do, but now I've come to a conclusion that I was just another sucker. To those who are true and are really in trouble, you will always see my helping hand and patient shoulders, I will listen with my 101% undivided attention. But to those who choose to waste my time running around in circles, only to find myself in a deep emotional slump in the end, I shall not bother, and will not care. Easier said than done, but I will try to my very best to block out these external nonsense and give my time to the ones who are truly in need.