miss cathy

do i miss blogging?
cant really say so
but sometimes its just not on my top priority list...
i have sooo many thing on my mind now
work takes up most of it
spend nearly a mth working till 10 plus everyday (including sat)
when i'm home i just shower and its bed time.
and this will continue till end of the year WOOHOOOO
sun is for family and catching up on line
watching vids
my life is boring
and love GAWD
the last one failed so badly i feel like giving up
(mardy says both of us should join premz in becoming nuns)
wow...

Mel's birthday yest!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OTHER GAY BOY
blur me forgot to bring cam and forgot to bring the flyers for the x'mas food over...
GUYS we need to discuss wat are we gonna feed our guest...
and no, we cant feed them grass...

lastly...
to ja...
I've tried ignoring you...
Now i'm just pissed...
you wanna know y your comment is still in my tag board
cause i forgot my password when i change my com to my lappie
cant log in cant delete
its bad enough as it is
then ur sms and u pretending that everything is fine and dandy
gawd
what u did was worse then zann
the thing abt zann is
she admits she's the bitch
she plays the role of the bitch
you
you still pretend like a freaking angel
that pissed me off
that you're the 1 who did wrong but yet when i stand next to u
I become the bitch
I'm behaving this way now because i don want to give you false hope
there is no way i will ever forget what you did
you put your love way above friends
you lied and manipulate people to get your way.
and those people
are the 1s you know for years
longer than us
yet u can do that to them
people might say you've changed
but to me
i know
that when jac come back
or another girlfriend comes along
its goes back to square 1
i was stupid enough to not learn it with chris
fate gave me a hard kick in the butt with jac
i'm not gonna be dumb enough to give you another chance.
and i'm not gonna give you false hope by sugar coating my words.