miss cathy

i'm so tired
i know there are ppl out there like me
constantly running after our bosses
our peers
trying to keep up
my manager runs 150 miles an hour
and i run and run and run
trying to constantly keep up
juggling, multi- tasking and rushing is like a 2nd nature to me now
but its so so tiring
is just 1 thing after another
and it keeps coming and coming
i cant take a break
cause next thing i know
my work load tripled and i'm way behind
while she's in front
and she get pissed cause i cant catch up
so i kept pushing and running
trying to proof i too can do 150/hr
but its hard
so hard
i hate myself for taking breaks
and i push myself to do better
but still
she's faster
reality is harsh
words harsher
i guess when u run that fast u have the rights to be harsh
and as much as i hate running
i have to do what i have to do.
it could get much worse
life couldnt be better?
thats all i can tell myself now