miss cathy

This post took quite some time to write…
I never felt this way before so
The past month I saw some really disturbing truths about someone…

I’m an insecure person by nature
So it takes a lot for me to trust someone
I don’t have many friends
Friends I can talk and tell them everything
Its hard for me
So to be honest my libbies are the only true friends I have currently…
Bea ja cow mel and jer
So imagine how its like to suddenly see the real ja

Someone who puts her relationship higher than her friendships
Someone who claims how much her libidos are important to her
How her god is important while she lies to the people most important to her…

How can anyone who puts her “red one” / her soul mate in such high regard but fails to complete his birthday present…
Where is the video we made ja?
When I asked you to send it to me you kept telling me to wait… wait…
All these time you were with your hun…
Our videos
Mel’s most important present
Gone….

How can you say you miss bea!
When on the day that she came back
You spend the whole day at your hun’s place
And worse the lies you told
OT! Please give me a break
A friend your so called daughter finally comes back from aussie
And all you did was glue yourself to your hun
Seriously
You made cow carry the blame with you
You made dinesh the idiot!
You made us think that cow is a cheating liar and a bad girlfriend!
Rather than admit that you were lying you had others take the fall
Yet even after you lied you were still sitting there on your high horse
You made me apologize
You made me the devil
The mean sensitive BITCH
How dare you
How do you sleep at night!
Instead of the host bringing the guest to places of interest
It’s the other way round…
Vivo city GAWD
We were talking about Newton
For bloody dinner
But nooo we had to go vivo because hun doesn’t know how to drive to Newton
Because she had to go pet bloody safari…
And throughout dinner
Your eyes were for her and her only
You missed bea!
Pleassseee don’t make me laugh!

Christmas eve was the GREAT!
I donno where to start…
Hmmm with the fact that you spend 80% of the time away from us?
Or the fact that even knowing that jer was not in a good mood you had to dangle you and your hun’s “loving” (more like obsession) in front of him…
Or the fact that you left us to buy your dinner while you and your hun go shopping…
Maybe I should also mention your midnight to 4 am mass…
You left me and cow alone in the room till mel and jer came…
You were missing at vivo
We had dinner
Then you went missing again…
Then on xmas
At cow’s house from 6 pm to 11pm you were missing
When you were suppose to be at cow’s house
And when you finally came you had the nerves to bring your hun
Knowing full well that cow’s parents and relatives are there…
And you spend the rest of the night glued to your hun…

Which finally brings me to new year’s eve…
When you message us to tell us you cant spend time with libidos because you spend xmas with us and you wanna spend quality time with your hun…
MY FIRST THOT
What do you mean when you say you spend time with us!!!

All of your bloody excuses
I had to be the first one to go to you
Hoping to change things
But still on that day itself
YOU BLOODY LIED AGAIN
OT PLEASE LA FIND SOMETHING MORE CREATIVE CAN!
Maybe that day I was shocked
The past week had been hell
Cause I realize I cant trust anyone
You were the one I trust the most
Yet the lies
Your hun was sooo much more important to you
To the point where you just lie and lie and lie
What is true?
What is true?

I started thinking who I could trust
The libidos?
Or maybe I should start finding other people
You have no idea how that feels like
No one to trust
Totally lost
Knowing that the past 21 years you’ve lived your life like an idiot
Trusting the wrong people…

You made your choice
No matter what we do
What we say
Your heart is with your hun…
I hate you…
I really do…
You hurt us too much…
Too much…
I had a lot of trust and respect for you
YOU killed it…
Is too late…
You could have come clean and admit your wrongs the past month but you never did…
Is too late…