miss cathy

just watched the finals of 超級星光大道
i know i'm slow
hahahaha
season 2 already finish in taiwan
and i'm watching finals of season 1
GAWD

James Lin won (something i already knew)
he sang creep by radiohead
his english is ok...
(well they don take english in taiwan... cant expect much)
cant pronounce some words right
BUT
its a good performance
which he got full marks for...




i like it...
hehehehe
plus i can listen to his new song 2 times a day without getting sick of it for the past week...
PRETTY IMPRESSIVE
(for someone who's adhd listening to the same song all day is impressive...)

then there's aska's performance
WOOHOO
i love this song marvis fan's 哭了
aska's album (WHICH I JUST GOT!!!)
really good
wahahahahaha
for someone who dropped out of the competition he's doing really well...



i guess from the start of 2008
there's really alot of changes
around me or within me
you could say i woke up
or grown up
i'm still getting used to being an adult
and understanding that with that comes responsibility
i'm slowly finding a voice of my own
adn slowly finding faith
and before you ppl go like gosh she's gonna be a bible hugging god speeches weirdo...
no i'm not...
there's a lot of things i still do not believe
but like wat connie said
sometimes when you feel as if you have nothing at least you still have faith in god...
btw i'm Buddhist ( more like drop out )
but still trying to find my way now
praying to baba every morning...
then there's the issue abt my studies my BA!
yes i'm getting it this year!!!!
gonna do this all by myself...
no help from parents ...
not that they can...
lulu's and con's course fees alone are driving them nuts...
plus the factory and house and car...
wow...
i'm sure i can do this myself
i know its hard to understand why i choose part time
instead of full like my 2 libbies
the gay boys...
evey family has its own difficulties
and right now i can only do what's best...
i have to work...
FULL TIME work
just part time or weekends
work that pays 1500 or more
and i'm gonna start taking tuition assignments again...

i guess the only way right now is moving forward
its stupid and childish to lose yourself because of love
because of some guy and girl you give up your life your dreams
THATS NOT LOVE
right now my family its what's important
they were the ont who shook me up
using the right words and ways
knowing how to get to me
instead of downright critising me
i've got so much more to learn
and so much more to give
now all i need to the chance
and the strength to work for it...


A woman is like a teabag, only in hot water do you realize how strong she is...