miss cathy

sometimes i feel so unappreciated
be it with work
with kids
or with friends
maybe because we're always there
and we always give
thats why we're being taken for granted

granted aunty cathy will always let us play gameboy
if other aunties don allow we'll ask aunty cathy
if aunty cathy don allow we argue back and still she will listen
we can be rude to aunty cathy and still she will back down and talk to us instead of yell...
so many things for granted

as for work
same thing
cathy can help u with everything
be it program planning or materials
cds vcds dvds
but if i so even as to be sick or take off
they're at my throat
why why why
why did u knock ur head on the locker
why did u have to go to the hospital
why do u have to take emergancy off
why why why
how i wish i stayed at the hospital
wait 8 hrs for a ct scan
admit myself in
and will most prob have a 2 week mc for that
so this yr will end faster and i can leave next yr

and lastly friends and family
where do i begin
u can always be there for them
plan outings
tell them they can call u if they have problems
but do they?
not only do they not
later they complain
ohhh i'm alone
ohhh no one's there for me
ohhhh poor me
ohhhhh fuck all of u
seriously
SERIOUSLY
my hand is ALWAYS out
ALWAYS
yet no one wanted it
then they complain
SERIOUSLY

now ITS MY TURN TO COMPLAIN
my hand will still be out
nothing changed
but this time
THIS TIME
if i hear another word of
I'M ALONE
OR MY ONE'S THERE
i'll scream yell
and tear u a new ass hole...