miss cathy

i'm in egypt
touring the nile
i'm in de nile
DENIAL get it!!!
hahahaha
i think i'm going nuts
being sick really don agree with me
plus all that free time to think
thinking really is NOT a good thing in my present situation
just found out i've been talking when i sleep
idunwantidunwant
for well a few times
really don take a genius to know wat my dream is abt
and i really know the way to solve it
BUT then again
i'm in denial
in other words the ans is in front of me
i choose to pretend its not there
truth hurts
so i don really care if its dancing the salsa wearing nothing but a sock covering its privates and going circles around me
the way of solving its really simple
talk it out
rip the stitches
BUT all that emotions
wow it might backfire
it might get worse
soooo
why not keep it that way
pretend there is no problem
live and let live
for better or worse
this is a path i choose
the coward
the wallpaper
i'm trying to blend in...
the thing is
its not as simple as wat it seem
pandora's box was meant to stay shut...

i need to get a life
go out
meet more ppl
have more humanly possible crushes
and wake up frm la la land
wat i wrote is how i feel now
don mean i will feel the same tml
and don assume i'm talking abt u
haha
i'm in love with someone i shouldnt be in love with
my life is complicated enough
u assuming will make it worse
and i will have a seizure in front of u...
NO JOKE
:P