Sunday, April 29, 2007

was gonna meet up with my dearies today
but ja had something on
was pretty pissed actually
due to alot of other reasons
we are turning into the ppl we hate the most
really
i'm sorry if i was harsh
but then thats the fact
i have to say it
its killing all of us
but as always
i cant stay mad with my libidos

wat i really wanna say is
move on my darlings
don be stuck there
life is not over and there's still a long way to go
wat don kill us makes us stronger

i for 1 know that i'm moving on
desperate
to move on
went to toa payoh yesterday
took 155
have sooo much memories
at least 5 years worth
but i didnt feel sad
maybe a lil
but the feeling were mostly happy
cause i knew
instead of thinking abt wat i cant and will nvr have again
i chose to think abt how lucky i am to have these memories
sure in these 8 years some events changed my life
for a period of time i was living in self loathing
but with the help of those lovely ppl
i became stronger
happier
i want that again
i want to be me again
so i chose not to be stuck
and this time
i wont take 2 step front 5 steps back...
i'm going forward all the way
and i'm bringing 8 years of happy memories with me...

speaking of happy...
mel and i went shopping yesterday
was pretty tiring
but we found wat we want
and i hugged mine home
smirking all the way frm ang mo kio to paya lebar...
let us welcome my new...







PINKIE!!!!!

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