miss cathy

wow
i haven blogged for a long long time
too busy i guess
life's kinda weird
the way things works out
like
my job my family
all this stuff was really getting to my head
like my future blahblahblah
if i'm even going to cont studying and if we can afford it
then
something happens again
i'm gonna get the chance to travel and work at the same time
the travelling part might come alil later
but still
i always wanted to be a tour guide
hahahahahahahahaha
sure i'm upset abt it
not sturdying i mean
but i cant be selfish
just hope that my fam actually realize this.
really like my job now
got to know lots of ppl
friends even.
miss the libs
COW CALL ME NOW I'M WORRIED
BEA SMS ME I LOST UR NUMBER (long story)
the other 3 normal ppl mel ja and jer...
pls org a meet up or something cause when i plan u all are not free
SOOOOO
u plan....
the 2 songs
the kill frm 30 seconds to mars
breathe by anna nalick
love them
cant really say thats how i feel at the mo
but breathe is like my way of livin now
....
wait
i cant breathe
cause the fuckin haze is killin me
thank u indo
for your lovely present...
ekkkkkkk
my eyes hurt...
cant breathe....