Monday, October 23, 2006

my fav fav fav song of all time
i love mayday
suddenly i just felt i cant be happy
put vanness in front of me
and i still cant be happy
the bbq went ok
was a lil upset
but then i'm always upset when things i plan don go my way
i'm a brat i know it
there are so many conflicting feelings inside of me now
i feel like i'm gonna break soon
maybe is true that i don tell ppl how i feel...
true
but understand
just because i don cry in front of ya
that don mean i don cry at all
i can be understanding
but pls don go overboard.
don think that i'm always here
don
cause i think
i'm gonna disappear
be alone
like i always am
i have to reach out
ya
but sometimes i need someone to give me their hand
cause
i'm too proud
too tired
too bruised
to reach out...
ya donno wat i'm thinkin
true
but will it kill
to just msg...
just 1 msg
1 tag
i'm trying to surround myself will pillows
cause i feel like i'm gonna fall soon
yet i feel thats not enough
so so tired
sosososo bruised
damaged
dark and twisty

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