miss cathy

hmmm wat a week
after a busy and taxing time at tampines
thot i could go back to cp
pace will slow down
nope
more problems
sales stress
transfers again
retraining again
blah
decided to quit
now looking for a job
call desmond
hey
there was an opening but he skip me
without even asking if i want it
cause of some comments
unintentionally made
(wats new)
now at home
looking for a job on the papers
back to square 1
back again is the looks problem
i need to lose weight
yup
this might be a gd time to do it again
since i'm jobless and free
sometimes kids says things that hurt ppl
but then kid r innocent
they speak wat they see
so even if it hurts
well is the truth
even adults do the same
for example
lil fat ol me was sick
feeling sick wanna throw up
guy saw
walks away
friend came out see me sick
ask me if i'm ok then the guy came over to care cause he like friend
and instead of asking me if i'm ok
he ask friend if i'm ok
WOW
looks really matter
oh well
my problems nvr end
1st step to solving the problem
nvr look at them the same way again