miss cathy

i need to vent
and this is where i vent
so to the ppl who r offended by the msn post
i'm sorry
this is how i vent
like u all writing it on ur msn nick
i blog
thats the way it is
no politics
no hurtin
no bitch
i've nvr since my 1st breakup tell ppl to take sides
politics only happens when ppl do just tat
i understand and i did make the rule
the person who cries 1st wins
the person who complains 1st wins
the person who vent and blame the other party wins
in all cases i lost
cause other ppl r faster
i just chose to think alone
however misunderstood
however slamed
however backlash
i took it headon
forgive and forget
but understand this
everyone bitch
everyone vent
i choose to be cynical
sarcastic
and i mock
to perharps cover my insecurities
weaknesses
i can be down rite depressing if i want to
i can tell all of u every single problems i have
i don have to be cynical
i can be depressing
i can be happy go lucky
but then
i'm back to being lost
if i don like u
u'll know
if i don like something
u'll know
thats the way i am
i don play politics
i don tell everyone how sad my life is
i only tell ppl i trust
yes i'm pissed with the world
wishing that i will just die
that my past demons don come to me
but i cant
i chose to cover it
if u all r not happy
so be it
i don care anymore