changed it again

i'm bored
i changed my blog skin
AGAIN
sch starts next week
mixed feelings

i decided not
to be weak
let ppl push me over
copy my stuff
boss me around

also most imptly

y must i sound so despo all the time
just 1 qn
just wanna meet up
just wanna ask for help
must ask forever
must go to the extend that i almost begging

why!!!
i'm sick of myself

not gonna do it anymore

not gonna be the one

yuk