my week

is pretty sad
i know
is always sad
depress

firstly is abt my weight and all
my size
blah

then is work
to tell u the truth
i hate it
i'm only there for the money
cookie left
francis is leaving
on sat
i wasnt on the same shift as sue
so spend my breaks and all with the others
SENIORS
who r hostile to me
pretty upset
the way they are against newbies
push all th ejobs to us
while they stand there and talk
donno wat to do with it

then today
is my sis
i really donno what to say abt her
if she wants to borrow anything from me
i'll lend
till to the point she don even ask
just take
my lip gloss
nail polish
blah
but then when i wanna use her things
NONONO
every expensive
she said
COME ON LAH CHEAPO
my 1 lip gloss is MORE ex than ur fucking mask

and my mom
GOSH
when i don wanna lend them
she scold me
said why i'm so selfish
must lend them

my sis nvr lend me
she FUCKING nvr say anything
don know what wrong with her
she nvr scolds them for not halping
while i slave away
AND SHE SAY I DON HELP
sick of them

which come back to my point
i wanna MOVE AWAY
get away frm all this shit

kansas sounds good
hahaha
they have the highest obese rate
in the states
i can blend rite in
i might even look thin
hahahaha

kindna miss him again
i know i know
i cant
is over
but just that these few days when i'm sad
i miss having him
to cuss with me
cuss the ppl and made me sad
in a funny way
till i laugh
miss miss miss

ok
got over it
all of these
off my chest
feeling better already
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee